smiled. =)

today was a not bad day.

had lunch at pizza hut.

went for desserts at mof.. YAY!

and movie... at first i don like thou.. but i like it towards the end.

i smiled. from deep within today.. woo! long time no smile.

yup.. in 30 hrs or so.. im going away for awhile.

i have still yet to pack and all.. abit don feel like going...

but oh well.. =) gotta drop by a few places to get thigns done tml.

take care everyone else... (esp u, my babyy)

hope everything will be find when im gone... it will be.. rite? haha.

hmm.. tats all for now i guess. and the ah nehs downstairs.. please DIAM.. gui diam liao? mian kun?

.tim

*hee hee.... over the moon already*

i am feeling abit better now.

im goin out for a walk.

take care everyone.

.tim

*ty for cheering me up*

bad bad headache

i'm having a sudden headache attack.

maybe cuz i think too much the whole day?

and im very upset. leave me alone.

wat i did today.

driving in the morning.. which i onli spoke 2 sentence to my instructor.

went off speeding my way.. anyhow drive... argh... im just so DISTURBED!

sadly, the car was still intact... next lesson is on 19th oct.. how far away..

went home... rest alittle.. tired.. had lunch..

entertain my mother's fren who destroy my slp.

showered.. went to sch.. which pissed me off.

carn find the key. went for a run.. hoping to tired myself out to remove all those tots.

onli effective for awhile.. sadly.

band time.. damn damn damn irritated... not with pract but with sth else...

i hope i can jus FORGET EVERYTHING.. ARGH...

can the headache go away? Zzz... anyway... met bro at station.. =)

and tats all for today...

i hope tml will be a better day...

really hope so. [sigh]

.tim

*can u be here for me? jus for now?*

just another boring day.

nth much today...

food was so so... watched abit of drama...

went church and tats it...

weather was hot.. hate it..

tats all.. morning driving tml..

.tim

*i cant help it, i just suddenly miss u alot*

lobster red.

just got home not long ago from PQ's..

the stayover was fun... we had mahjong... swimming...

DVD and chit chat! woo... and of cuz the slp over part....

currently in the lobster red condition.... nv intended to tan at all..

i like my fair skin.. lols.. still, i was alittle burnt..

hmm.. my family went overseas today again... like 9 plus msg me..

bye timo.. we're off to jb to walk walk... then i was like, HUH?! then wat am i gonna do later?

and guess wat... im home later then them.. lols..

ok.. wat did i do on friday?

lets see... went to amk with kit for lunch and headed to sch for meeting...

ended at 4? so we went amk in a random spike of toto craze.. 7 of us bought.. but we didnt win.. haha.. it was for fun anyway! its funni how we talked abt the things we wanna do if we won the prize... yup.. we queued for like 45 mins? =x while the rest went back to sch for wind emsemble..

karlyn and i walked ard, chat alittle till its like 6 plus? then we went our separate ways... me to yishun to pass marcus some stuff.. and her to her daddy's bday.. happi bday uncle..

the train was so SQUEEZEy! argh.. rush hr... then bus home... showered and prepared to meet fren at seragoon and we flew to pq's... yup... im jus crapping... tats abt it... byebye..

.tim

*i'm happi*

just another day

yup... just another day..

did some self pract today...

hmm... mummy talked alot today.. and i actually rmb wat she said..

wow.. pampered myself alittle b4 heading to bed...

my face is GONE thanks to the spring cleaning.. =(

feeling alittle better thou my nose and ears are still blocked.

rmb.. lunch and meeting tml.. yup.. im like back to the everyday band me...

alright.. enough rubbish.. current mood.. deep tots..

hmm.. having stay over at PQ's place.. and SWIMMING.. thou i dono how but ya! play water!

ok.. its gonna be fun.. the sound of it already says its fun.. lol!

alright... time for last min touch ups b4 i slp...

nites tim!

.tim

*smile.*

tired.. and abit sick..

oh man.. the kid has fallen ill!

he has block nose and ears.. don think theres any mind block..=x

a slight fever and flu! thanks to allergies to the TONNES of dust from ytd spring cleaning..

haha.. enough.. wat did he do today?

hmm.. woken up at 10 plus by mr halif over the results!

dum dum toot toot.. my results not say very good la.. but i expected it..

bounded by wat.. WAT TO DO! darn it.. but my GPA still maintain in the 3.4 range.

luckily... if not i wound have bang wall and died... sian 1/2 already la.. my aim of getting 3.8 is a big byebye! haha..

after checking.. watch abit of tv and decided to help mummi clean the hse..

its my hse anyway... i have to do my part in one way or another...

vacuumed and mopped it! clean clean.. i like =)

but my didi soon dirty it with his dirty socks when he came home..

showered and prepare for driving while waiting for lunch..

had my delayed chicken rice lunch at 3... symptoms of full.. i fell aslp..

shitty.. reluctant to leave.. but gotta go for driving...

driving was ok la.. i was practically speeding.. =x abit scary thou..

i mastered my clutch and accelerator pedal skills.. almost stalled..

hmm.. turning was better... woo.. confident already...

tired me... drove to sch today.. how cool is tat... quite la.. alot cars thou..

yup... band.. my ears were block i cant hear myself well...

nonetheless tried to stay in tune and all... tired neh...

and irritated cuz i cannot hear properly...

gotta practice harder tim... get well soon also..

tats all for now ba..

.tim

*im happi theres you*

tired

so tired...

ytd worked...

haha... shall not mention the name.. but quite torturing!

sit there for abt 9 and half hrs collating papers..

paper cuts and numb legs are a norm..

and cuz i wanted to distract myself... i did damn fast..

and so.. hurt myself...

today spring clean the band room..

its damn damn dirty and messy...

other users PLEASE KEEP IT CLEAN! thank you.

thanks to those who came to help! thank you very much!

yup.. cleaned it... climb up and down... took down curtains...

pack the room.. wipe abit... wow.. lucky there were here to help..

if not! i would have died...

i got more cuts today.. not from paper but from sth else.. hais... pain pain!

and old already.. my back is breaking! legs are aching... cant even sit properly =(

i think i breathe in too much dust.. not feeling too well now...

sore throat since a few days ago.. =( scally no tml voice make announcement! i LAUGH!

hmm.. so much so abt my boring and tiring day...

tml results will be out... wonder how i will fair...

and theres driving tml.. and i will be driving to SCH! how cool is tat!

hope everything goes well and im not tat distracted again...

lotsa plans for band.. alot of things to do...

oh well... hi life.. u are back to haunt me... =)

.tim

*i really miss you*

就往另一方想吧

好几天没写日记了。。。

我的电脑终于可以用华语打字了！！ 好开心。

星期六，陪老哥吃午饭。。

然后就上电影院看了 “Gamer"

还好吧。。

然后,两人就没目地的走来走去。。

哈哈。。。 好久没这样了。。

有点怀念以前的日子。。

我说吗。。还好有这个好大哥。。

就是那个会听我发唠哨，陪我一起转可爱，说笑，谈天的老哥

哈哈。。不管发生什么事， 至少还有他来安慰我。。

这就是我生命中的其中一件好事吧。。

==================================

我想，有些事是不能勉强的。。

我担心也没有用啊。。想了这么多。。 做了则么多。。 情况还是没改变。。

有时好像放弃。。 可是就是放不下。。

何必把自己弄得心不在焉，闷闷不乐的。。

就往新方面想吧。。 是你的就是你的。。 别为了默默人而误了大事。。

我还没放弃哦。。 我只是找你说的。。 别那么用心。。

。财财

*im still loving as deep as b4.. hope u are too =)*

yet another tiring day..

woke up at 7... showered and headed over to Comfort Driving Centre at UBI!

i reached like 830? i was supposed to meet at 9 but oh well..

opened my account.. but the test day was shitty!...

when everything was done.. went Hougang for breakfast.. white carrot cake... not nice =(

went home.. sat ard abit.. watch fated to love you with mummy while we did house work... headed for driving at 120.. today is a bad day... maybe cuz i was tired? i was damn distract.. my mind was somewhere else... learnt U turn... and ya.. did a few bad ones and a few good ones... today is a bad day ba... hmm.. but.. i abit auto liao.. i drive and like know when to change lane and gears... not bad ba... and ya.. reminder to self.. please go toilet and don drink so much water b4 driving...

went home... sat ard abit.. went out for dinner with marcus... supposed to meet at 430-5 at yishun... but he had sth to do so changed to 6.. which i was already at yck when i saw the msg... so ya.. headed over to find him at woodlands instead... had dinner with him and his mummy.. i feel weird thou.. had udon? which sucked too.. today's food was DISAPPOINTING!

nth to do.. dono wat to do.. so headed to his house to get stuff.. really dono where to go and it was too earli.. so we sat there... then i randomly said.. clear ur wallet la.. so fat! full of rubbish... and out came the movie tickets.. we had a good 1 hr of fun trying to recall which were the ones we watched... oh.. those good old days.. haha... then ya lo... chat alittle.. clear some stuff.. it was fun...

got bored so we went causeway point again.. starbucks was full.. so we went mac? sat there chat chat and chattttttttttttttttttttttttttttt..... like haha.. nv really talk for some time... tot thru alot of things... realise many things.. learnt a few new things... fruitful i guess... its such a long day... alittle tired... but.. was okie do.. tats all for now... bye bloggie. and ps, my phone sucks.

.tim

*how come things are like tat again?*

tired...

yet another tiring day...

met amanda at citylink at 130.. shopped ard for some presents...

yup.. went a few shops.. was quite tired...

got the presents then headed over to her place to wrap....

and i realise her mother still rmb me as "wu dian qi" which means 5'7"

headed to sch... =)

yay... got 15 mins of piano therapy? haha..

dinner at koufu... tom yam mee.. =) but.. stomach ache..

band pract was good... the songs i like..

got 2nd suite in F by Gustav Holst.

A bernstein tribute by Cp, Leonard Bernstein/ Ad, Clare Grundman

Porgy and bess, James Barnes

Concerto for Alto Saxophone and Wind Esemble!

OMG.. big pieces.. not easy but VERY FUN!

tiring day... but okok ba.. it was not bad i guess..

hmm.. lotsa band plans thou.. like..

spring cleaning next tues... and friday meeting to discuss improvement works to band room.

tml gotta wake up earli to book my tp..

shall go home take a nap b4 driving.. and maybe dinnering out?

see how la hor.. =) alright.. tats all for now...

nites bloggie..

.tim

*it was a quite quite day but i still, i was thinking of u the whole time.*

another tiring day

hey blog...

went for driving in the morning... which i almost overslept..

mummy woke me up at 930.. luckily..

driving was happening? traffic light spoilt..

got police.. and i abit kia dio.. dono how to react..

did my turning quite well today.. need mre practice...

hmm.. got intimidated by lorries and big trucks... must overcome..

yup... thursday gonna book TP with denise. =) 9am.. earli.. then 130 driving.

hmm. got home after driving.. had some food.. and slept alittle..

then went out for a walk with my fren... went paya lebar... headed to town..

shopped alittle.. dinner at thai express... the curry was too spicy.. i had tummy upset..

yup.. went home.. nth much... tml is another long day...

thou i keep complaining abt how boring is hols.. i hope i don need to stress abt anything...

feels like a one man show... ppl faster come back into action... b4 my mind change again...

anyway.. haze was bad.. abit breathing prob.. wonder where it all comes from.. and i suddenly tot. then aeroplane how? then i tot.. if.. the air in europe is much cleaner... and cooling... but abit dry... oh well.. got on the train and i tot.. this air feels like the plane... -.-

today's mood.. was blur to smile to sian to almsot emo... i shd slp soon..

bye all... tc...

.tim

*i wish*

home alone

parents went overseas...

haha.. and i slept in mummy's room..

so shoil can... haha... now i wanna complain.. i wan my own room!

anyway.. back to topic..

saturday.

went ben and jerry's chuck fest wth joseph cindy michelle.

waited very long! and it was so hot! hmm.. went suntec it fair and shopped abit..

now im officially broke.. =( but i guess its worth it.. went flyer popeyes for dinner..

it was great.... went home and onlined.. kbox in the room and watch the proposal. abit lame ar.. i got bored and skipped parts.. finally.. the tired and voiceless me fell aslp...

sunday

woke up by my comp's msn sound.. then ya.. slack abit then went out for lunch with my siblings.. then they all went out.. i went home and slept.. haha.. woke up went church and home.. my didi took forever to come home.. i almost died of hunger.. brought him out for dinner then ya.. home... daddy and mummy is back... dad lost his wallet.. again.. oh well.. byebye macbook... haha... nvm.. xmas is coming...

tml is a long day... gotta wake up earli cuz of my responsibilities.. sometimes i feel its so not worth it.. =( ezlink no money le.. sian.. need top up again.. sbs eat money ar! stoots..

.tim

*misses*

daddy's bday

hello everyone.

today is daddy's bday... lets talk abt wat happened today.

i didnt wake up on time... i don know why.. its a first time..

then.. ya.. i nv cook noodles for him but mummy did... then he went work.

i went out... then i rushed back home in a cab.. but was too late...

he alr ate and went out... but glad hes back and we cut the cake.

happi bday daddy.

so ytd went for marcus' bday.

look at his cake! DAMN NICE CAN! omg... his mummy really pamper him..

he got lotsa presents too...

and i got him a cap and customized it... he liked it.. yay. =)

ytd was also the SMM thing... oh well.... so many certs... omg...

ok.. tim is quite tired today... byebye.

.tim

*you and me.... 4eva*

driving?

today was a happening day i guess...

had the Senior Management Meeting in the morning..

wa liao ask me go at 9 plus.. then do until, help them set up till 11 lo.. wth.

ok nvm.. i was damn nervous abt the speech.. i stumble alittle but the applaused got me going.

after the sharing session.. theres reception and i had to mingle with them.

not bad luh.. they are pretty proud of the orchestra.. GOOD!

they comment on me also lo... which sch are u from?

business? oh... the projects have trained u well.. good speech.. very confident. i went... o.0 Okay~

oh well.. left at abt 1 plus.. (i tot u would come and surprise me, i left clues on the post. haha.)

went home slack abit then went for driving..

was quite excited... ok.. i have to admit.. im not bad....

initially abit dum dum stumble... but.. soon got the hang of it.

b4 the lesson the instructor said, don book ur practical first okay. do it after 4 or 5 lessons.

then after today's lesson.. he said.. ok.. if u are free.. go down ubi and book.. counter 9...

then i was like.. okay~ so i covered wat im supposed to cover for 4-5 lessons in 1 lesson?

fast. omg.. im so EGO.. Slap myself... ok la.. its fun.. had a few police car behind me a few times...

big big lorries... stupid construction workers and 1 pedestrian. confident onli ar.

just washed up and preparing to leave house... marcus's bday at downtown... =) and im HUNGRY like A PIG... rawrrr.... (but i miss you moreeeee...)

oh well.. go celebrate abit and home i come... i said to myself.. okay... no matter wat happens.. stay home and wait.... patience... don try so hard.. wats meant to be will be.... =) (faith and trust in you)

.tim

*i miss you i miss you i miss you so. where are you. wats gonna happen at 12 midnite? 11/08*

tots, tots and more tots.

slept earli last nite cuz the medicine drugged me!

and i woke up at 5. which i went back to slp...

and finally i woke up at 11 plus...

prepared and headed to sch..

went band room to get the WMC dvd covers...

and ya, sorry my lovely piano.. left u there for a mth..

total remedy for me... played on it awhile..

woo... for awhile i was truely in my own world.

but back to reality.. time to head over for speech rehearsal

rehearsal was slow and irritating... we had to set up the lounge too.. sadly..

rehearsed my speech a few times and ya.. tml i shall anyhow.. rmb to look at the pceo.

well.. tat went on.. sweat like a pig... and went home... during the journey.. tots came to my mind.

someone asked me wat have i done for tat person. and i guess... the things i did wasnt tat big or fantastic to be rmb.. oh well.. i decided yup... maybe i shd be nicer... its true tat other ppl have done alot for me.. im really greatful for that.. thanks for being by my side... tim is trying... he is.

of cuz many other tots came to my mind. i shall spare myself of the trouble of having the whole world involed... tml will a busy day for me... 930 reporting time.. end at 1 plus? rush home.. get ready for my first ever driving lesson... after tat.. freshen up and head over to marcus' bday. i guess i wont be staying.. its dad's bday on 9/11 and i said.. i will be waiting at home... i will.. i will.. haha.. oh tim.. oh tim... =)

guess i shd stop here... getting tired... maybe i shd take a break from everything as well... oh nope.. i cant... too much commitments.. oh well.. KIV... oct ba..

.tim

*every moment, every tot. theres a reason for everything. patience*

hello...

haha... so wats been happening in my life?

went for philwinds concert on sunday.. it was good.

went for meeting with Dr Goh on monday afternoon after slping for 3 hrs.

went for allan's farewell after meeting.

got woken up like mad today.

very pek chek. cannot slp! ahh! i like manage to fall aslp then phone ring again... irritating leh...

rush to sch to get sth then rush to meet dr goh ar nafa campus 3.. which i got lost and almost died of hunger. but i found my way. had lunch with dr goh and now im home.

for the past few days. have been chatting abt marriage stuff with my fren.. cuz her bro was getting married.. wish them "white hair till old"... =) managed to feel abit better thou.. but nonetheless. i cant remove the tot from my mind completely.

gonna be busy... have been tied up with band plans... tml gotta rehearse for SMM meeting on thursday.. marcus my best bro bday on thursday. dad bday and a special day for me on 11 sept.

actually alot other ppl bday within the week. like today is ZZ's bday... 10 is marcus, 11 is dad and KC and my special day. and 12 is dickson bday.. and many more coming.... wish everyone wish come thru.. =)

yup.. gonna be busy ba... stil trying to find a suitable driving instructor thou... if cant.. might end up taking sch. hais... hmm.. i change my blog song thou... i think the lyrics is DAMN TRUE and MEANINGFUL.

anyway.. today is random day. shar drew this cute pic. haha.. and i said i shall blog abt it now.. so here i am blogging abt it... see if u are smart enough to figure it out. hint. its from a song.

.tim

*the lyrics from "love of my life" says it all*

comp revived

went shopping with goldfish(tats wat my sister named my fren) today.

like walked thru and fro orchard from one end to the other.

haha.. didnt spend much cuz im saving! ahh! major overspent can!

if this goes on i can eat grass liao... and sadly.. i cant find a suitable work.

went home after tat.. was pretty slpy thou.. i opened up my lappy...

and vacummed this much dust... like this much..

then took out the hdd to retrive some of my docs...

then put everything back..

vacummed the room and REFORMAT IT!

ahh... it feels so empty now.. haha..

i told daddy tat my comp died.. and he said this

"SO?! i tot it had 3 years warrenty?"

then i went.. sian... i tot can get a new one..

but later he said the new acer laptop looks good... can kick..

(hopefully he buys me one. but i wan a macbook instead.. anyway.. better then nth.)

saw 1111 again! yeay! made a wish. hm...

oh well.. so here i am.. blogging and sianing again..

tml goin out! and i wanna start driving soon!

.tim

*i have 3 words for u*

LAPTOP DIED!

went out at 1.
hanged ard.
learn a new song.

went michelle's place chillax.
ya.. shes not drunk. (we believe)
had maggie for dinner... im hungry now.. but! haha.. no eating!
then.. sat by the pool.. talk talk... weixing kicked michelle in.
stupid cindy joseph and mingtjun. THEY TOOK A DOLL and scared me!
yucks.. the doll stared and blinked at me.. if i get nitemares, i'll find u!
rawrrrrrrrrrrrr!

cabbed home. anyway.,.. my laptop crashed! wth lo... i come home cannot on leh.. stuck at windows xp loading page.. ahh! sad! my data will be gone... =( curses... oh man! ahhh! hope tml can on.

oh ya... we saw 1111 while at the pool... i made my wish. =)

.tim
*i wish u were there.. haha.. at least the doll wouldnt come back... the moon was nice too.. =) i wanna spend time with u*

ECP with ryl and shar

hello everyone!

today went bishan for lunch with cheryl and shareen.

had chicken rice.. so much u know.. cannot finish!

cheryl scold me waste food.. cuz i don eat cucumber.. haha

took a long journey bus to ecp... rented 3 bikes and there we go.. haha..

we ride for like 2 plus hrs luh.. excluding the pit stops at jetty and others.

and i conclude... MY BUTT DAMN PAIN!... cannot even walk properly luh.

went parkway for dinner.. walked ard.. shop for bro's present.

haha.. the food sucked. not tat nice.. but i was hungry.. so ya..

=) tim is happi today...




.tim

*ily! my oaohrtwj*

zombie?

hello everyone.

haha.. my sis say i look like a zombie...

i dono... i suddenly have very little emotions..

some of my frens said it too...

anyway... today went shopping....

and desserts at bakerzin paragon...

like omg? haha.. wasnt tat nice ah..

was abit unwell.. puked twice...

maybe eat too much? or saw the disgusting customer service... lol..

shd i? nah.. i think i shall step out of it... tim, u know u cannot get aggitated...

so.. hands off... =)

.tim

*im slowly feeling the emotions back again.. ty!*

hey bloggie.

today is a slpy slpy day.

me slp slp slp slp like a pig...

aha... hmm... i tot quite alot today.

hmm... nth much lo.. tml goin shopping with my fren..

looking forward. =)

heres anotehr nice song!

.tim

*faith keeps me moving =)*

good morning bloggie!

woke up at 11 plus.... and i saw 1111 when i on the comp..

meaning of it? i really dont know.

hmm.. slept at abt 5 ytd...

had a long long long bad dream..

maybe cuz of the movie, haha... i dont really rmb wat it is.

thinking of things to do now...

really need to distract myself.

.tim

hey bloggie.

today was a long day for me.

i went out at like 9.. applied my PDL...

went for lunch with francesca and jojo at ichiban...

haha.. i settled my debts today...

francesca meal.. and omg.. i totally forgot abt allan...

haha.. i suddenly rmb then like.. oh ya! shit.. so sorry!

after food... which was not bad... walked ard...

cuz i was earli? so ya.. decided to kill some time.

went off... like.. sit there and rotted for 3 hrs? did some drawings..

finally ar... free and quiet enough to draw... but i still they they suck.. ugly!

haha.. met up with my frens... chill.. dinner.. chill... movie... and home.

long day! but i enjoyed myself i think.. haha..

oh ya! the movie.. FD4.. is so bloody!... haha... i was abit scared ar.. i admit...

well.. gotta learn to be braver! how to fight war like tat? gotta learn to be strong!

gotta protect myself if not who will do it? =) ok.. blogging rubbish again..

im like.. abit tired.. but yet energetic... i cant seem to slp... lol..

but im not thinking abt anything... just cant slp...

hmm... gotta think of wat to do tml thou.... see how ba!

okie dear bloggie.... tim will continue to listen to his songs... woo...

happi little boi! is back! like last time...

oh ya.. i hate nyp co operate communication dept...

interview wat la... i don wan! =( oh well.. who ask me...

i deserved it... should jus say byebye to everything...

.tim