170910 - Shag Cannot Think?

last week was PRETTY much exhausting.. lots of combat training! omg! feels worse then doing normal physical training lo.. martial arts is tiring! pffft! none the less, i know how to fight now. and theres this sickening 16km march.. the road WAS SO FREAKING ROCKY and steep. no wonder its call rocky hill.. haha.. low in spirit but i past thru it.. i survive.. no matter how shag u are.. there's others who are more shag then u. do ur part. help yourself by helping others.

so little admin time! there's pretty much alot of stuff to do.. had band audition on wed, guess it wasnt really great but hey, i tried.. haha.. =) can go jiu go lo.. cannot go jiu go other place lo.. i miss playing in the banddddddddd... somehow..

2 weeks left.. =) well.. aside from army.. i think i am pretty much stupid.. im like purposely giving up on a certain situation which i know i have an upper hand. and by doing so, hurting myself and hurting others.. so am i dum or wat? my bunk mates said: "why u so quiet lately, u and ur sian face.. expressionless" i can only smile back.. oh well.. i hope i made the right decision.. ok la, i know i very bad, i nv ask for opinion and i decided the solution.. but hey, im trying very hard to make sure u're better off.. so ya. haha! aiya.. all i wan is u to be happy. thats all.. don ask abt me.. im self sufficient as usual.. gonna sign on anyway.. sooner or later.. and get stuck inside.. and have lots of money with no where to spend.. and probably retire early and travel ard.. or i can jus bring it all to my grave... lol.. sounds like a tragic story.. yea.. thats my lifeeeeeeeeeee. i is a unwanted! HAHA! aiya.. u happy can already.. i also dono wat i will do..

where's my next stop gonna be? hmm. wonders.. with an open mind, the options are limitless.. 来去如风。。 永别了。朋友。

120910 - its a waiting game.

woo.. all my key events are gone! lets see.. did i talk abt my field camp? oh nvm.. lets continue with SIT test.. yea.. a group of abt 16? goin on missions.. using our innovative minds to solve problems.. haha.. interesting ya.. my group was great! love them.. can see that we have lotsa co operation from the 2nd day.. great work! and thanks ONG! for keeping me company if not, i would have been pretty much zombified..

after that was HAND GRENADE! was alittle nervous cuz its quite dangerous? but after awhile, u get used to it.. haha.. the C4 was awesome! but i wasnt there to witness it.. but, i could feel the impact from 200m away.. wow... interesting experience.. nice..

ippt - i missed it.. cuz i was on att B.. oh well.. next one is 20 sept! silver! i must.. jiayou!

now that all the key events are gone.. its quite kinda sian in a way.. u wan it to end faster.. yet u feel that u might miss the carefree times u have there.. your bmt frens.. ur commanders.. good or bad.. they have been with u for the past 3 mths.. it was a great experience ya.. haha.. 3 more weeks.. aww... its like a waiting game.. whats after that? command school? OCS/SCS? or unit? i dont know.. its like u are so anticipating it.. but u just wont know until a week after pop.. sians.

so whats left now? games day.. i joined volleyball! cuz i wanted to accompany my buddy.. but wait! he is on 8 days mc! omg... =( Get well soon man... and wat else? SOC! stupid SOC.. totally hate it.. if only i can just don take it.. aww... sians to the max... i wan to go shopping! i need some retail therapy.. its like im so sian inside now.. my face's like growing longer.. everyone keep asking me why i like so emo.. nah.. im not.. im just sian.. haha.... oh well.. 3 WEEKS! AHH!

no more out field... haha.. bye trees.. hello flowers..

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everyone is falling ill.. knee problem.. eye infection.. blah blah.. i hope everyone stays healthy! just 3 more weeks.. lets pass it safely.. ping ping an an de guo.. oh ya.. did i mention.. im rather disturbed lately.. i just want some peace............

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byebye! book in lo

.tim

090910 - content.

a job i have to complete. silly? stupid? it doesnt really matter..