things happen. we learn to pick ourselves up and be objective... yet another 12 hrs today... time to go to work.. =( today will be a better day...

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take the eraser and erase my brainnnnnnnnn. . .

.tim *goin home alone spells trouble*

night mare! i learnt my lesson.

fuck! i will nv nv nv meet a new person alone ever again..

u cheebye.. u fuck off... go away..

ARGH... FUCK YOU LA.

its all a bad dream.. it will nv happen again.. i learnt my lesson.. fuck. =(=(=(=(=(=(=(=(=(=(=(=(=(

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wa liao!!!!! GO AWAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!! !!!! =( =(!!!

260310 - Where's the Wind?

i officially learnt parking today.. i think, its DAMN easy.. it was like.. fun and much easier then with the pole.. oh.. i forgot.. im lazy.. woo.. speeding again.. shh.. i'm just but abit impatient...

i went kite flying today.. wasnt very good.. i bought a new kite! and its like 18 bucks.. haha.. oh well.. anyway.. wasnt very windy and was super wet.. and i almost let my kite fly away... my shoes wet soak.. not wet but soaked.. haha.. i had ayam penyet! but my stomach is damn pain now... *i dono wat i wan to do now*

250310 - Chicken and Rice

went out with carol shareen and clement for Seoul garden at taka.. i ate quite alot... thanks to clement.. shopped ard and went to meet marcus for dinner... THANKS clement for staying ard keeping me entertained... and also the girls! for the much fabulous afternoon... and yup... more shopping.. i have so much i wanna buy.. but not for the time beingggggggggggggggggg... But i cant

240310 - Swensens and a late night.

went out in the noon.. and met whitney cheryl halif ILAH clement for swensens... and we saw ms Tee! our crm tutor.. omg.. its a small world.. thanks everyone for the fun evening.. =) ST joined and we went walking ard.. wasting time.. i had fun meeting everyone again! really fun.. right ilah!? but im sad cuz i lost Gucci.. oh where are you! =(

yup.. and i went out after that.. was pretty ok.. a new experience.. =)

my face got cut =(

i love my new watch.

.tim *me - (brown leather + 600) = me + emo*

230310 - 20 liao lo! happy birthday timmi =)

woo.. timmi has turned 20 today =) so he is so called 2 years old now.. still a kid.. haha... went to celebrate my bday with LAT, lala, fian at secret recipe at IMM... i had lotsa cakes.. i love cakes.. thank you guys.. =) timmi is super full and satisfied and happy... =)

so the day concludes with

67 FB wishes - 1 duplicate which is = to 66 FB wishes

22 SMS

2 phone wishes - 1 cuz shiteng wished me by sms too which is = to 1 phone wish.

i think 8 face to face wishes..

total of 98 wishes.. woo!

i am contented... this birthday has been a blash and its gonna get even better tml! celebrating with my best-est classmates.. =)

i think im too high today.. i got overly excited and yup... relapse! lucky i was at home. haha.. anyway.. i ate a total of 11 kinds of cake already... 7 types today.. haha.. am i a cake lover or wat? still.. timmi! calm down! don jump around and let go hei gu=ing scaring everyone in the house...

my one and only SISTER bought me 3 kinds!

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today is also results day.. i got 2 As, 1 B+, 2 Bs and 1 C+ =( not very very fantastic results but who cares!!! for 3 years i maintained my gpa at 3.4 with a sudden increase to 3.5 which later drop for a particular reason which cant be named.. haha... now it time to await university admission and also army enlistment... its like nv ending!

irritatingly, my aunt woke me up today.. and she went on assuming i have a GF and she gave me such a atas watch.. and blah blah blah... hello! single la! oh watever...

im so tired today... too high already.. high until low.. haha... tml is a long day! SLP EARLI!

.tim *i wan i wan i wan can can can?*

220310 - a simple yet happy day =)

a simple day... a very happy one!

went to celebrate my bday with a surprise at nyny.. followed by great food! =) thank you Weiwen JIEJIE and ahDa! i am a happy boy today =) headed to band.. tiring! but i pretty much enjoyed it! to top it off.. went for latenight movie with my fren.. Thanks for the surprise! im contented and happy =) "how to train your dragon 3D" was cute! its nice..

thank you all for making my day such a memorable one.. thank you =) timmi is emotional today!!! too happy already... its the simple things that makes life wonderful.. don expect anything and everything will be a surprise.. i realise the significant of it today.. =)

.tim *almost like a dream come thru*

210310 - Birthday with the 4 girls + jer

worked in the morning which roasted me.. headache =( rush off to meet the girls.. tiff, yh, sh, ks at 313's mache... SORRY I AM LATE! hmm.. jeremy joined soon after... great food! off to shop for a new bag at ion and off to home. i am happy today... simple and happy.. =) im always zhi high-ing there.. hyper and crazy.. lols.. but tats just timmi!

Thank You Girls and Guy! thanks for making the little boy so happy today! love u all many many.. ^^v

I SHOULD REALLY GET A NEW REPLACEMENT CAMERA SOON. haha..

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it makes you wonder at times...

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.tim *its like imaginary... hmm.. better then none*

200310 - i love my family.

despite throwing my prince tantrum of doing the totally opp of wat my parents want.. my woke up damn earli today to get the freshest ingredients for my pre-birthday celebration.. no wonder.. i LOVE my mum. absolutely and positively.. muacks.

today's food was wonderful!! great! totally love it... esp my personal claypot of fin. and let alone my favorite PIG and DUCK. and VEGE! woo. realise sth? theres no seafood! today is a all timmi's favorite menu.. woo.. =) i was indeed happy today.

thanks mummy! and everyone in the house...

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i realise sth! hmm... actually.. me feeling abit affected seeing it means that i do care abt it right?. its like a vicious cycle.. like.. 来来去去已经几年了。。 可是还是这样。。为什么就不要一次过做一个决定呢？你知，我知。。 就这样，过了几年了。。哈哈。。。i don uds.. oh wait.. i will nv uds.. lols..

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.tim * i ma gnissim enoemos !*

190310 - flashback.

i think i had a flashed back.. it's already abt 4 yrs? maybe its time for a reality check.. anyway... my mum and dad are more excited then me abt my bday.. but oh well.. i lost the mood for it already.. it doesnt really matter... =\

chat with ilah on msn! WOO. i miss her bubbli-ness! omg.. speaking to her made me hyper for awhile.. awww... i miss my frens.. the ones who joke and do all things crazy with me.. thru thick and thin.... nvm nvm.. 24th! i will see them! i miss you all! timmi-timmi has alot alot to say!! o does my fren timmy and his fren xiao ming...

i am upset cuz im doing other people's work.. while i am suppose to take a nap.. i am of cuz irritated.. like.. WHY AM I DOING IT AGAIN? =\ nvm... i must learn to take and handle all shits.. self improvement.. learn new things.. i am being nice... WITHOUT a motive.. oh wait. it doesnt really matter anymore.

oh btw. i really hate vivocity.

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i am a stubborn person. yes i am. i know i am. its a part of me i brought along with me from the yester-years of the life 4 years ago.. oh well.. it doesnt really matter anymore.. maybe.. things no longer has any meaning.. i think.. so its just counting down to they day i say byebye... boring as it is.. i am.. bored.. nth excites me.. nth interest me.. like.. sians.. orh. ok. can.

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.tim *it seems like ytd*

180310 - a level below moodless

yea.. today has been totally sians.. driving sucked cuz i wasnt concentrating and very impatient.. oh well.. can't be bothered anyway... went out to meet fian and he was late.. so i SHOPPED! =( splurged 40 bucks for a casing.. but nvm.. i made the person fix it for me. haha. lunch and off to meet the girls.. sorry if im like sian.. cuz i am really sian.. and kinda tired cuz of driving.. sorry... anyway.. off to meet marcus in the evening.. i was very late! sorry!!! erm.. anyway, both in the sian diao mood.. it was so quiet! like.. from the time we met up till after dinner.. less then 10 sentence.. haha.. both eat and play itouch.. lols.. no wonder we are brothers.. shopping was much better.. and there goes the sianness.. happy happy.. see see see.. wanna buy but nah.. i shd save money.. hor kor? someone's saving plan how already? =)

oh ya.. i am in a watever mood today also.. i cant be bothered with alot of things.. like.. orh ok.. so if i offend anyone.. its timmi's pms day. sorry.

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i shall solve it once and for all once this mind is awake. this slowly eating away thing is getting the better of things.. argh.. frustrated, agitated. sad. i don even know wat is the feeling.. HA HA. ya. i deserve to die. watever la. an asshole will always be one...

im like.. also dono how to say.. a term i learnt from someone who was pretty close. "i am totally [F.I.N.E] now.. " yes, im totally fine.. fine fine fine fine fine.

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.tim *even if i wish. it wouldnt be.. dread dread dread.*

170310 - weirdly drained

why i so tired today ah? don uds. i didnt do alot of things today ah.. went to SAO to help do sth. then band. HMMM!.. WERID. anyway. i think i ate sth wrong lately... its getting weird... ok.. please get well b4 tuesday.

oh ya! tuesday results out! yay! some of my friends got into NTU eh.. ask to go for interview.. so when is mine? so sian.. its like nv ending wait.. haha.. i am waiting for results. i am waiting for enlistment.. i am waiting for people.. and im waiting for someone...

i wrote this on my status jus now. "a sprinkle of water and a dash of shower gel" haha.. i am in the cute mood thou im like so shag.. maybe i use my brain too much today.. ok timmi! stop thinking!!

ok. nites. i am really tired.

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how much you care is not measured by how much you say.

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.tim *maybe its better this way ba.*

Go Away.

stop rubbing salt.

stop adding oil.

shh. diam diam.. mai char.. just go away.

ばか！

i wonder when all this will end..

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did an email interview for the graduation video. like.. WHY ME AGAIN? =.= one qn was wat is love.. i was thinking.. what has that got to do with NYP and School? -.-

thanks ah.. ask ask ask... make me go del all the emails.. then i see some stupid emails with some stupid pics. pek chek.. its like. argh.. ya la.. watever la. it doesnt really matter anymore right.. its like.. argh.. and a AHHH.. and a !@#$%

i dono wat i blogging also.. its like i also dono..

i want i want i really want. but i just can't have it. so i'll just live on the needs. and not the wants. its like eating cake without icing.. its no longer the same..

.tim *i've decided to become a guardian angel*

pek chek is an understatement.

and i can't talk abt it.

i feel like just taking the eraser and clean it away! right now.

ARGH!

GO SLEEP! bye.

.tim *its slowing eating me away.. argh..*

The midst of "Not Here nor There"

basically. theres nth much special happening right now. i was wondering if i shd have a party on 210310? last nite mummy like not happy abt it. but today she ask me wat kinda food i want.. and i think she has split personality.. haha.. in any case.. i've already lost the mood for it.

in a nut shell. its been neither here nor there lately.. rather aimless.. nth much to do nor to think. and i finally got myself a present for 3 years of being a nerd in sch. rather late but who cares! haha.. at least i keep my promise to myself..

oh well.. im blogging nonsense again.. till then. byebye.

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.tim *it's gonna be just another day*

22 guy rules a girl should know

i saw this on fb while trying to pass time. interesting.

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The 22 Guy Rules A Girl Should Know.'s Notes

The 22 guy rules

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Sunday, March 7, 2010 at 9:10pm

1. Men are NOT mind readers.
( FIRST & FOREMOST RULE)

2. Learn to work the toilet seat.
You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down.
We need it up, you need it down.
You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down.

3. Sunday sports, It's like the full moon
or the changing of the tides.
Let it be.

4. Crying is blackmail.

5. Ask for what you want.
Let us be clear on this one:
Subtle hints do not work!
Strong hints do not work!
Obvious hints do not work!
Just say it!

6. Yes and No are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every question.

7. Come to us with a problem only if you want help solving it. That's what we do.
Sympathy is what your girlfriends are for.


8. Anything we said 6 months ago is inadmissible in an argument.
In fact, all comments become Null and void after 7 Days.


9. If you think you're fat, you probably are.
Don't ask us.

10. If something we said can be interpreted two ways and one of the ways makes you sad or angry, we meant the other one

11. You can either ask us to do something
Or tell us how you want it done.
Not both.
If you already know best how to do it , just do it yourself.

12. Whenever possible, Please say whatever you have to say during commercials..

13. Christopher Columbus did NOT need directions and neither do we.

14. ALL men see in only 16 colors, like Windows default settings.
Peach, for example, is a fruit, not A color. Pumpkin is also a fruit. We have no idea what mauve=2 0is.

15. If it itches, it will be scratched.
We do that.

16. If you ask a question you don't want an answer to, Expect an answer you don't want to hear.

17. When we have to go somewhere, absolutely anything you wear is fine... Really .

18. Don't ask us what we're thinking about unless you are prepared to discuss such topicsas Football

or Hockey.

19. You have enough clothes.

20. You have too many shoes.

21. I am in shape. Round IS a shape!

22. Thank you for reading this.
Yes, I know, I have to sleep on the couch tonight;

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haha.. just for fun la.. quite interesting ma.. right?

anyway.. i don bring ytd's unhappiness to today cuz today has enough to account for. a new day is a new beginning.. sleeping is good.. u forget everything.

.tim

110310 - A Beautiful Mess

went for a great breakfast/lunch/dinner at swensens. i enjoyed my sundae alot. off to meet the rest at jp. walked aimlessly to safra. chat. back jp. starbucks till closing. home.

im just goin to blah out everything without any tots. don read it if u're easily offended.

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A Beautiful Mess.

Have you ever been in such a mess? you don't know what you want. you are not in a mood for everything. you are just, entertaining. accommodating to everyone. and its been ok but somehow or rather, things go bad. and bad. and bad.. suddenly..

all you want is just peace and simple, humble living.. but it's just not gonna happen. like... lets talk abt RS. over the years. how many have you missed cuz of theBIGpicture? how many gone wrong? how many saved? its like.. everything seems to be your fault suddenly.. and to simplify things.. ya lo.. my fault.. fullstop.. i'm starting to think im damn dum lo.. WHY DO THINGS FOR PEOPLE WHO HATE YOU SO MUCH? yea.. dum indeed.

when u talk abt being selfish. its time to think abt me now.. after awhile.. its back to how others wanna do.. as simple as dragging yourself out to accompany your fren when you yourself have things to do.. or ain feeling tat good urself.. u think.. aiya, nvm la.. i can do it once im home.. then u go out and acc ppl. try ur best to keep tat person entertained.. thinking of new things.. as much as putting ur personal interest at stake just so that everyone can have fun.. its like.. i don even complain.. i don see a need to.. yes im patient and i know i don have to go to the extend but i just don see a need to kick up a fuss. don go too far.

ups and downs.. keeping it all within and pretending like nth happen.. and when u are tired.. u just wanna not do anything abt it.. then ppl come and say.. aiya.. act one la.. ya ya.. act act act... star awards la.. left ear in right ear out. simplify.

there comes a time when u decide to take a break.. and when u return.. u try to make things right.. then it gets worse.. u try B. and there goes the vicious cycle. its like a never ending whirlpool.. always sucking u into the soup.. its like.. one fine day. u just wanna go MIA. cuz afterall.. these are superficial. I HAVE MADE UP MY MIND.

stop waiting for sth which u foresee as a no hope situation.. stop wasting your time. go find the right one. or rather.. go enjoy ur life. stop living in misery.. only you can walk urself out of it.. god help those who help themselves.

selfish.jerk.asshole. Whatever. you happy can already.

its time to seek my happiness, my way. it shall be all hard now. its not like i dono wat's happening.. its not like i dono who i like. its a matter of if i wanna do anything abt it. BYE world.

.the L issue is still unsettled.

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.tim *i guess it's not gonna happen liao. just sitting down, watching you doing daily chores *

100310 - Guys Out

went out with the guys from my class.. woo.. i wanna buy new jeans.. heee heee.. sevenson jeans 169? or the 268 one? or nudies? hmmmmmmmm! KIV. clement la.. tempt ma.. tsk.. but but.. haha.. see how la.. goin to jail soon anyway.. buy so many for wat... today we shopped and shopped.. i think the brown fred perry bag like not tat nice.. how about green? its nice.. haha.. hmm.. so many to buy.. time to find more hard earn income... the guys like so tired lo.. i still so awake.. haha... maybe i not as monster as them.. which means my morning wasnt tat fruitful.. oh watever.. my legs are suan now..

tml tml tml.. shall pack abit then head out.. tats all for now.

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it goes like this.

moments turn into memories.

feelings turn into moments

tots turn into feelings.

watever u think. it will become like that. =)

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.tim *and still.. the records playing again*

090310 - The Great Mount Sophia Hike.

woke up earlier to do the routine. went off to douby to meet my fren cuz she wanted to check out some of the vocal schs.. first one was a breeze.. the 2nd one.. CANT BE FOUND! omg.. "mount sophia, near douby MRT" can get more specific then that? the whole mount yours ah? no unit no.? wth lo.. went up and do the mount sophia.. saw 8@ mount sophia residence.. not bad leh.. quite nice.. and the other places like "the OldSchool" blah blah.. have u ever see me perspire so much? my tshirt was wet. RARE.. haha.. but i nv complain.. i treat it like exercise lo.. hiking.. =) i wore the right clothing and shoes. phew.

off to ps for aircon and wait for this other fren. went off to bugis to find bag.. which cant be found.. end up i spent for fun.. haha.. and walked to suntec.. then to ms.. then to douby.. and guess wat.. im not even tired.. WOO.. siao tar po.. i think i mad already.. yup.. i am..

tml goin sch with the guys and off to shop shop shop! yay! but i shall not spend.. clement shall spend on my behalf.. save up timmi.. save more! new toy on sat!

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it always end up like this.

wat did i do?

i don even know.

im getting tired again..

i tot the holiday shd be over soon.. i made plans..

but yet again.. why did i? =\ argh.

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.tim *shh.. i am just going to keep everything inside*

080310 - job fair?

went suntec with clement, halif, st, sufri, jovena and shar. wanted to see got job to do anot... but but but.. its more of an edu fair.. went qi ji for dinner and douby bean curd. and YAY! secret recipe! i finally had cake.. woo! happy.

got home. took a nap. eat and eat.. like a pig and started thinking abt the bag i saw at fred perry.. not bad eh.. i think quite nice... which one is better? =) i have until after my bday to decide.. shan't buy now.. next week im gonna get myself a pre-bday present! like i said, reward myself for studying so hard for the exams.. time to get a new one! =) SATURDAY! CANT WAIT!

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plans.

as much as i want to. circumstances prevail.

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.tim *its abit sad to realize that it may not happen in 2 weeks time*

i like the black one more.

060310 - officially.

today is the day i officially step down.. ALL THE BEST to the new P and the comm! love u all lots! jiayou one.. we have a name to uphold! yup yup! need some help or advice on how to do things can ask me or the old comm.. more then willing to help you!

mixed feelings.. happy and sad.. right kesha? haha..

went home very tired... very very tired.. rest awhile and went to the mall with mummy. OTW! WHILE I WAS CROSSING THE ROAD! i saw this couple again! aiyo.. everytime i see them.. i get stabbed.. wth.. can u all don so loving anot.. ok, not like they are hanky panky or wat.. just see them.. like.. "tats wat i wan to do! just simple simple" wa... keep see them.. go sch see.. go attachment see.. even go out with mother also see... i am not jealous ok.. i just envy.. haha.. anyway.. it doesnt really matter already.. i have given up.. im happy now. maybe future plans..

.tim *i see packs! yay!*

*i saw one holding the other's arm when crossing.. and i recalled saying.. i sometimes like ppl to drag me while i walk.. haha. i am a weirdo. who rmb it?*

went bishan. hothothot.

went sch. cold cold cold.

went home. shock shock shock.

this is went i say "i need a miracle."

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its been awhile. i miss my fren.

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bye.

.tim

.tim *daoster*

a glimpse of secret recipe sparked off a trend of silent tots.

a simple, yet complicated word.

....

.t

020310 - back to school

first time stepping back to sch as an alumni~ much to be done.. pretty much... anyway.. was pretty aimless and decided to go amk for some koi and headed off to town... i had an impulse to skin and bling my phone.. when i finally decided to waste 90 bucks on it.. some customer gross me out.. and oh well.. i walked away.. i watched them go on and on for 15 mins already.. wats so good abt it that i have to wait..

off to PS to get my internet thing done.. ok.. its done now.. =) finally.. its MOBILE broadband. had pizzahut busy entertaining ppl.. i wonder wats there that cant be said. anyway.. just smile. i have no motives. went off and shopped.. and i saw bling.. so i decided to play with it... haha.. since i got nth better to do.. so here it is.. i bling a corner of my lappy and the back of my phone... shall.. nth to do! dammm.. i wan a new phone man...

on a side note.. tim must start looking for a job. soon he will become low maintainance if he doesnt.. one by one ba.. =) goal for now. find myself.. i still cant recall.. soon soon.. on the way..

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who|when|where|what|how

questions|answers

me

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.tim *you know?*

010310 - over-rated

went buffet with my friend. =) what a feast!

had time to think about a few things. and i think i'll agree with this statement

"Good Intentions are Over-rated"

many a times u do stuff for people. not because you had motives for doing it. just because you want to see your friend smile. or maybe just to cheer people up. but sometimes, people feel you had a motive. many people say.. can you stop being so nice, you're making things difficult for other people. o.0 being nice to people is causing problem? good intentions.. you just want to be nice to people and many a times... u become the asshole.

maybe its true.. i am an asshole.. if you think it that way.. it will of cuz be so.. and if u already had that in mind.. everything i do will have a motive.. oh my toot. wat the toot! i am such an asshole. not first time rite.. if im such an asshole. maybe i shd really start acting like an asshole. why would i wanna be nice.. of cuz i had a motive rite.. yes.. i have cuz im an asshole. an asshole will always be an asshole. so if u know u have an asshole fren then u shd save urself from his rubbish and ass shits of being nice cuz he had motives.. you wan an asshole in your life for what?

its not abt wanting to solve the problem or running away.. its just an asshole will always be an asshole.. so I WILL ACT LIKE AN ASSHOLE.. continue to be an ass. ass-ing everyone in my life with my watever motives of using people. right? asshole? ya ya ya.. asshole. ass hole. ASSHOLE.

what happen to all the good intentions? what happen to all the smile? what happen to this and that? its all motives? so anyone else in ur life is nice to you. they have motives too? alright.. i will start to notice everyone nice to me also. maybe they have.. ehh no.. they CONFIRM have motives.. =\ this good intentions thing is so over rated.

.ASSHOLE

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right now. i want to thank my friend(s) for all the nice things we share.

thank you for these little wonderful moments in my life.. im sure you didnt had any motives where you were nice. everyone has their own tots and feelings. like i said.. if you think it so, it shall be so... if you already think so, there nothing much the person can explain anymore..

i watch sth sarah posted on fb and i think its nice so i print screen a few scenes and made them into a picture.. thank you my Friends...

its time for me to go..

*sad sad sad and nothings gonna change that that that*

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ASSHOLE