~SMILE~

thx to all who tried to make me smile... im smiling already =D

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is he smiling?
is he day dreaming?
who is he dreaming of?
wat is he dreaming of?
the ans.....

-TiM-
*the times when emotion takes over*

Stress!

ahh... so stress can.... finance do until @.@ then go do marketing management... Zzz so many long winded qns... kns... i gave up doin some of it... hais.. shall shower and do my jap.. =/ SO MUCH TO DO CAN?! WTH! and the place is so messy! ahhh! spoilt my mood... y don i have my own room... =/ and y is my tep result still not out! ARGH...

anyway... bad mood bad mood... =/ ! y i bad mood still need act happi and take entertain others?! i feel so lazy to reply anyone now... ppl always ask me why don i care more abt them or for them... i feel like telling them, y don u care more abt me instead... its not all abt you you you... tired of everything! rawr! given up being mr nice guy.... wei shen me mei you ren lai hong wo kai xin ne?

-TiM-

*tired liao.. very tired.. pffft...*

>^^> SMILE <^^<

*can u do jus tat?*

Saturday, 181008

woke up at 930... blogged ytd stuff.... cuz i cannot slp liao... dono y... haha... i think i woke up on the wrong side today.... i woke up EMO... haha... rare leh! its tat time of the year again... haha.. anyway... went to sch meeting.. blah blah... i was in a terrible mood.. did lots of stupid actions and made a fool out of myself... and ALVIN... ur VP don have guai pi la... haha.. =x

after meeting went amk... alvin drop us off cuz he was on the way back to change.... its quite funni thou... he drink the herbal tea then spilled on his pink shirt... lol... and i had to finish it cuz someone wanted to pour it away... and alvin haven even drank it... hor jolene... lol... lunch at amk... sub way.. half a sandwich... i totally no appetite... omg.. tmd... bad mood ar.... si bei bad... went to shop for bro's gift...

went admarity sec for the concert... wow... OP juniors very good wor... haha... great job bro... nice conducting! haha... =D after concert, kana forced to eat... lol.. ate double cheese meal... then went home after tat....

no one at home... win liao... super sian... online lo... listen songs... watch jap band music video... chit chat... and now... goin to slp... =)

-TiM-

*hais*

Friday, 171008

lessons at 9, EMFA seems okok ba... Marketing management... wow.. she talk damn fast can.... shes quite funni actually... but shes onli gonna stand in for 1 session. after lessons, went mac for light food... had a double cheese cuz no appetite.

went home... ate again.. cuz mum cooked... abt of fried rice and spaghetti... and i slept... again... like a pig... woke up at 4, showered and went to meet the rest for NUSWS concert... and dum dum as i am, i forgot to bring my ticket and luckily i realise it at kovan.... went back to retrive my ticket from my stack of notes and of i go again...

meet up with jojo, elvin and bro.... jolene joined soon after.. they were hungry... i wasnt tat hungry.. haha... ate a strawberry roll.. but nah... not nice! -.- went VCH and waited for the rest...

concert... Da Capo'08 ok la... not tat bad.... but sitting in tat VCH... many tots flashed in my mind.... things from the montfiesta in secondary sch to the many concerts i attended there and of cuz the ppl i attended with... ahh! also emo-ed! lol... and of cuz.. vienna came into the picture.... i wish we could re-live tat time there again... oh well... jus goes to show... how much i miss it.. =\

supper at mac.. ate double cheese and chocolate sundae... yes... im so not watching my healthy diet... =.= im growing so fat le.... omg... no more caramel frappe and supper for me seh... later out of shape jiu GG...

caught the last few trains home... jolene and her sister came to find me cuz they got no where else to go to ton.. so we set downstairs and rot... chit chat... blah blah... and they asked me if i wanna go for bro's concert tml.. wa, i didnt know... lol... nonetheless, i shd go support him! JYJY!! kambatte!

alright, i admit im jus venting my furstrations here... lol... let me nag la... not like i can to someone now... oh well.. b4 anyone gets bored reading... lets end it here... shall go prepare for meeting at 1245 in sch mac later... ya.. got meeting.... must find time to study man... i wan my As fot the sem..

-TiM-

*its gonna come to a point of chin-cai-ness soon*

Thursday, 161008

today, i realise how stress i am.... haha... lessons as usual... today was HRM... i kinda like this module.. sounds fun.... and i got sabo-ed by halif... module rep... =.= oh well... ok la... shd not be a prob.. =D

lessons ended very earli... like 11.. then we went amk to eat... i ate super alot can... lets see... wanton mee? then you tiao... then share chui quey and chee cheong fan with shi hua... like omg, i ate so much.... but it fills the emptiness... haha... went home and SLP....

got woken up.. very bored... decided to go sch... met france for dinner at hg mall... ate my jap curry rice.. went sch.. they sectionals... i do tutorial... i like dono how do leh.. die le la... finance... =( i need an A... i wan A for everything.... haha... speaking of it, i wan my tep results... ahh!!!! =( so long le still not out... its toturing.... and i still haven finish memorising my hiragana...

band - needa get the name list ready for WMC.. needa send in the application le leh... =( and i forgot abt it... ahh! sorry alvin... next... the thing im incharge of... ok la... not bad... progressing, they finally ans my call.. but how to do it when some ppl don reply ur emails... tsk... next is blazer... oh.. needa get the list done.. who haven make.. must call them up... AHHH... i don like it... so much to do neh... and of cuz.. i need to pract my parts... next week mr tan is gonna like test us... later i cannto play bu shi diu shi wo de lian ar... tsk tsk... but... i think i will survive.. haha... lets do it tgt... JYJY!! woo... P+VP + good committee = POWER... =D

ok la.. i shall slp soon.. tml 9am... =( rush hr again... lalala... i think im hungry again... nitez

-TiM-

*wat is love? i tink im getting to busy for it liao*

Wednesday : 151008

hello everyone.. quick post then slp le.. today nth nth nth.... lesson at 9... kana molested in the bus again.. super packed... hate the morning traffic... had ICT... the tutor quite fun la... end at 11 then went home.... couldnt slp cuz had things to do.... then went back sch for NE which was like at 3... then went to band.. sectionals... couldnt play.. nv warm up.... then went for dinner at north... PRATA... fat seh... then band pract lo...

band was ok ok ba... i realise my vibrato frequency and miki's is similar... GOOD! haha... improvements... sound also okok la... today play until super song! woo~ went mac for supper with hong ghee , france allan and bro =)... onli drank my frappe cuz suddenly don feel like eating... and the first cup got coffee taste then i go change.... wa.. im such a bitch rite.. but then.. no caffine for me.... no choice... haha.. she changed one for me.... haha...

tml start at 9 seh.. Zzz... rush hr again... anyone wanna drive me to sch? ^^v

haha... shd be finish at 11 ba... cuz HR lecture 1 hr... then first tutorial ma.. lesson plan say 1 hr... diao.... go sch 2 hr nia... shall slp at home tml.. then do hw.. then finish up my band work!.... haha... wat shd i wear tml? tml eat wat... sian.... nitez all...

*say you love me*

Tuesday, 141008

was too tired and sian to blog ytd, so here i am blogging now..

tuesday lesson started at 8am! omg... finance was ok... law was... Zzz... i kinda slept in lecture... lol... had jap lessons after tat... the tutor make it sound so cute lo... like must Sa jiao like tat... this is wat she taught us to say...

はじめまして

ha ji me ma-shi te

わたし　Timothy 　です

wa ta shi de su

どおぞ，よろしく

do-o zo, yo ro shi ku

おねがいします

o ne ga i shi ma-su

1　いち ichi

2　に ni

3　さん san

4　よん yon

5　ご go

6　ろく ro ku

7　なな na na

8　はじ haji

9　Q

10　じう jiu

lalala... still got alot more la.... and we must memorise the hiragana... like... OMG!!! so many seh.. i write the xi zhi until sian also cannnot rmb... haha....

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Evening time met the blazer man.. today very little ppl came onli lo... waste time... left at 6 to visit jason at SGH... blazer man gave me a lift to paya lebar... lol... thx! then train down... i walk alone seh... scary... don like hospitals... =D jason is recovering... GET WELL SOON oh!!! =)

-TiM-

*あいしてる [] []*

Monday, 131008

today is the first day of school. i am very very tired! lessons were so so onli lo.... first day got tutorial do already.. and today.. we had a 3 hr break... OMG... waste time... we went amk pizza hut today... like spend quite alot too... haha.. oh well... and it rain.. i was so paranoid lo... i scared my white shorts get stain... =(

went back to sch... bought some notes then went for class.... boring ar... and im so slpy lo... Zzz... lessons ended at abt 530? went band room to deposite my stuff and wait for the others for dinner.. had chicken rice... but im still hungry... nv eat... band was ok... starting sound wa... omg de lo... but progressly got better.... and jerold commented tat i got thick sound when mr tan ask miki to tune to me... wa~ happi seh.. first time ppl praise me... lol... but... more work has to be done... so busy ar!!!! tired leh.

tml lesson at 8... so tired... gonna slp soon... but im so hungry now.. nv go for supper... tml finish at 12.. but gotta rot until like 4!!! omg.. wait for the blazer man... aiyo! shall think of sth to do ba.... ohya... yanhua got me a shirt from hongkong!!! THX girl!!! i like it alot alot... shall post a pic soon.. =)

-TiM-

*silently loving*

*ye shi ze jiu shi wo de ai fa ba.. mo mo de shou ze ni*

Sunday, 121008

today rather boring ar... but was unwell.. maybe it was the sun... =) suppose to meet my church frens for seoul garden at TM... but i skip... head gonna burst... dad didnt prepare lunch for me so i decided to make rice balls for myself... see... miki! im a fast learner.. haha

oh ya... forgot to mention tat shuwen bought me a cap... its damn cute can... love it alot.. thx shuwen!!!! haha...

fishing? nah... i don like to fish..

me and my ugly hair

tats shuwen and i... =)

tats our dinner... =)

Some pic i took ytd... haha... oh well.. tml sch start le.. hope everything will be ok ok ok .... =) so much to do for band! ahhh.... i wan longe holiday can? >.<

*loves.. wat is it?*

Saturday, 111008

woke up at 730... its like super earli can... hai yo! went over to miki's hse to make the rice balls... its very nice... met her mum and sis... her sis looks like her! super like... haha... zhijie and desmond and leon cut the fruits....

met jojo and zhao zhi at bishan mrt and trained down... leg starting to CMI liao... haha.. luckyly... i got a seat.. phew... met the rest at bedok.... had my caramel frappe and we headed to ECP..... WA!!! we hike 1 hr can?! like WTH.... can u believe it... we walk for 1 hr! nnp... rented a bike and yea.. cycle... but my leg CMI... cramp.... nnp! but i learn how to sms and cycle with 1 hand.. haha... and ans call too.... woo.. i learn how to play beach volleyball too... haha.. kinda la... =)

time past... ppl went home... some of us stayed for dinner.... we bought quite alot of stuff la... spend quite alot... but its enjoyable... we had... satay, chickenwing, hokkien mee, char kway tiao, STING RAY, fried oysters... i think i will die tml... and i had another caramel frappe while waiting for alvina nd hong ghee to wash up... yes! 2.... fat dao.... 13 of us like slack there la... haha... chit chat gossip blah blah... till 1 plus then cab home.... ex ar..

im too lazy to type in the details... and my leg is super aching... ahh... die die die.... later i first day of sch.. CMI... GG... all in all... really enjoyed myself today... love the ppl ard me... alot alot... got to know new ppl too... =)

-TiM-

*wats really in ur mind ar?*

Friday, 101008

woke up at 1030... showered and left earli cuz meeting bro for lunch.. i decided to take a bus cuz it was still earli... but the bus broke down at serangoon.... like WTH! Zzz... hai yoyo... switch to mrt cuz the weather is so hot... was kinda earli so went starbucks to chill.. had my caramel frap. again...

had lunch with hong ghee and bro... fish soup.. its very nice.... =D then went to sch for meeting.... after tat.. went novena... had ajisen for dinner... pok le pok le... haha... dinner with alvin, allan, miki, jolene, hong ghee, zhijie, jason, desmond, leon, chasoon and elsie... alot of ppl seh... =) went home after tat...

band outing tml~ goin miki hse to make sushi in the morning... =)

-TiM-

*The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them*

Thursday, 091008

tiring tiring..... today i woke up at 1 plus... haha... im such a PIG... but i love to slp... lol... went online then showered... prepare to go for my hair appointment... yea... i super overspent today... dye, trim, treatment.... ahh!!!

after tat met jolene for dinner.. eee... dinner not nice... haha.. then went woodlands' starbucks.... had my caramel frap... yvonne joined soon after we ordered.... chit chat till 1130.... actually wanna call bro de.. but i think he rather slp... =x caught the last bus and ya.. very tired....

but today im very happi still.. haha.. lalala... u can try guessing wat happened.. but i don think u will ever get it.... anyway.. theres this nice email which i think is quite true... read it ba... =)

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小心讀每一個，再用一兩秒想一想
1. I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you.
我愛你不是因為你是誰，而是我在你面前可以是誰。

2. No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry.
沒有男人或女人是值得你為他流眼淚，值得的那一位，不會要你哭。

3. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.
那人不是你所想般愛你，但不代表那人不是全心全意地愛你。

4. A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart.
一個真正的朋友是向著你伸手，觸動你心靈的人。

5. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them.
掛念一個人最差的方式，就是你坐在他身旁，而知道你不能擁有他。

6. Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile.
就算你不快樂也不要皺眉，因為你永不知道誰會愛上你的笑容。

7. To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world..
在世界裡你可能只是某人，但對某人你可能是全世界。

8. Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't willing to waste their time on you.
不要花時間在一個不會花時間在你身上的人。

9. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when
we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful.
可能神要我們在遇到那位對的人之前先遇上一些錯的人，讓我們遇到那位對先生/對小姐時懂得珍惜。

10. Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened.
不要因為完結而哭，要為曾經發生而微笑。

11. There's always going to be people that hurt you so what you have to do is keep on trusting
and just be more careful about who you trust next time around.
這個世界永遠也會有一些傷害你的人，你要做的就是繼續去信人和小心你下次信的人。

12. Make yourself a better person and know who you are before you try and know someone else and expect them to know you.
在你嘗試了解其他人和盼望其他人明白你之前，先把你自己變成一個更好的人和了解你自己。

13. Don't try so hard, the best things come when you least expect them to.
不要太努力去找，最好的東西是在你最預計不到的時候出現。

REMEMBER: WHATEVER HAPPENS, HAPPENS FOR A REASON.
緊記: 所有事也是因果循環的。

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-TiM-

*i carn decide... im very happi today*

Wednesday, 081008

nth much. band. the end.

-TiM-

*shd i? i feel so sad now*

Monday, 061008

today woke up at 12 plus... ate 2 kueh and went to sch... met yvonne cuz she ask me to teach her sth... shes a fast learner... =) after tat went for meeting with alvin, elvin and edward. settle alot of things and found out theres lots more to do.... everyone JY oh! kambatte!!!!

Today is also edward's 18th bday!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!! haha... may all ur wishes come thru =D

band was ok.... found out more places to pract.. shd start working on it... after band went for supper... was kinda hungry so ate more... on the way home... we ran into a visually handicap uncle... jason offered his help to him lo... such a nice guy rite... haha... i dono where i save the pic!! omg.. but i think hes bery nice la... so we waited with him lo... thou we went home pretty late... i think its worth while =)

-TiM-

*are you the one for me?*

Saturday, 041008

today is a suay day... i woke up late.. was super tired lo.... sian... i went to SSDC to register for my BTT... 14th november... waited 1 hr lo... at 1240 they serve me... diao.... and i lost my HP strap... SADDED!!! AHHHHHHHH... haix..... meeting lasted very long.... i was very sian and tired.... distracted....

band was ok... today i not say very good.. i think i need some self pract time... time to start practicing real hard.... after band went to J8... yes J8 again... had pizza hut... haha... spend abit alot ar today... haha... next week better don overspend... =) then nth le lo.. went home le....

-TiM-

*moodless*

Friday, 031008

today got nth much.. woke up at 1111... nice number... wonder who is it...=D

went kovan to buy lunch... saw my tep fren... bought some fishes.... and u know wat.. i so many yr nv go there... the uncle STILL remember me.... lol... then the drink stall uncle also rmb me... i feel so happi suddenly... lol.. i got my red fighting fish.... reminds me of last time.... memories... =)

at home did nth much.. clean the place abit... and stare at the fishes... =)

then... nth much lo... eat dinner... msn... play game... ohya... i go play maple... which MEMORIES again.... haix yo... today rollercoaster seh... haha... thou last time alot of things happen... i guess i am still happi ba.. =) thank you for filling in that blank for tat few mths... =)

initially wanna go movie today with esther and jerold... but i feel like i shdnt go... u know y la hor... lol.. don go bright there... anw.. today got mass convo again... but i had to go slp... tml meeting.... >.<

and im finally gonna book my BTT tml... means waking up earlier... then gotta meet jolene at 12 for lunch and star at 1230 for icecream.. im so growing fat.... haha... tats all for today ba... =)

-TiM-

*fated*

Thursday, 021008

today is quite a happening day.. shag.... suppose to meet at j8 at 12 rite... i was late lo.. qi ji man.... u know y... i blur blur dum dum go take 153... then realise halfway eh!!!! this bus go TPY ONE..... wth! sotong... then took a train back... waste money seh.... dum dum!

hmm... after meeting up... ate at KFC.... not nice.... today de meat like pfffftt.... ate abit... and ya... u guess it... waste food as usual... wat to do... no one help me finish up wat... and know wat... got his family... no la... is jus the ah mah, mother and the kindergarden girl.... WA!!!! BTH CAN!!! she kept complaining abt the meal costing $8.10... and she talk like its her hse.. dam loud la... wth... then keep say say say... i think we heard more then 5 times lo... TSK.. then she ar... scold scold scold... scold until we also no mood eat... onli WW enjoying the show... haha.. ah da wanna go call manager seh.. then i say.. call 999 la... child abuse.. then she say... nah... elderly and child abuse... lols.... but the girl got cute moments also... say the meat spicy, she don dare eat... then got shoot the mother back also... lol! then i said... young jiu like tat... tats y the ma also like tat.. its a vicous cycle.... haha... y scold scold scold... i think hor.. i prefer ai de jiao yu... my kids next time rite.. i won go scold them unless needed... treat them like adults... =) like my parents do to me... respect! haha... oh ya... the grandma abit greedy ar.... she took a little girl's water bottle which the little girl later came back to claim and proclaimed "YAY! i found it" haha... but i believe this is jus the minority ba.... i met nice mainlanders too.... ppl like LINA =)

after tat... shop ard J8 for WW present and image change... haha... nth much le la... then went AMK and rot at MAC again... i had my cameral frap.... milk base okie.. im a good boy, no caffine means no.... =) haha... then they went off.... left me... shop alone... till meeting starts.... at abt 745? then end at 930? slpy and tired... blah blah....alot of things to do ar... JY!

got home and like chat and edited some doc.... then shower and came back chatting again... editing stuff at the same time... and a mass convo appeared!! haha... qutie fun la... but i busy... had to leave so sad.... look at the pic... omg! like class discussion... haha....

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funni email for all...

On the first day, God created the dog and said: 'Sit all day by the door of your house and bark at anyone who comes in or walks past. For this, I will give you a life span of twenty years.' The dog said: 'That's a long time to be barking. How about only ten years and I'll give you back the other ten?' So God agreed. On the second day, God created the monkey and said: 'Entertain people, do tricks, and make them laugh. For this, I'll give you a twenty-year life span.' The monkey said: 'Monkey tricks for twenty years? That's a pretty long time to perform. How about I give you back ten like the Dog did?' And God agreed. On the third day, God created the cow and said: 'You must go into the field with the farmer all day long and suffer under the sun, have calves and give milk to support the farmer's family. For this, I will give you a life span of sixty years.' The cow said: 'That's kind of a tough life you want me to live for sixty years. How about twenty and I'll give back the other forty?' And God agreed again. On the fourth day, God created man and said: 'Eat, sleep, play, marry and enjoy your life. For this, I'll give you twenty years.' But man said: 'Only twenty years? Could you possibly give me my twenty, the forty the cow gave back, the ten the monkey gave back, and the ten the dog gave back; that makes eighty, okay?' 'Okay,' said God, 'You asked for it.' So that is why for our first twenty years we eat, sleep, play and enjoy ourselves. For the next forty years we slave in the sun to support our family. For the next ten years we do monkey tricks to entertain the grandchildren. And for the last ten years we sit on the front porch and bark at everyone. Life has now been explained to you. There is no need to thank me for this valuable information. I'm doing it as a public service.

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alright.... this part is for shareen... she wan a essay on her...

alright... ppl whose name start with S

For you, it is pleasure before business. You can be romantically idealistic to a fault and is capable of much sensuality. But you never loose control of your emotions. Once you make the commitment you stick like glue . You could get jealous and possessive. You tend to be very selfish often regarding yourself as the only human being on the planet.. You like being the centre of attention. You are very caring sensitive, private & sometimes very passive. Turned on by soft lights, romantic thoughts. When it gets down to the nitty-gritty, you are an expert . You know all the little tricks of the trade, can play any role, or any game, and take your love life very seriously. You don't fool around. You have the patience to wait for the rightperson to come along. You are very generous & giving, often selfless. You are kind nature & sweet which is found to be attractive by many. You are a good friend.

shareen leh... shes a nice girl ar... i like her long black straight hair... its damn healthy can.... omg... haha... shes very nice de wor... she uds me quite well... know wat kinda song i like and all.. but i dono alot abt her leh... shi bai.... haha.. when i not happi she always try to cheer me up... and i think im damn lousy at making ppl happi... haha...

i know her since my year 1.... also don really rmb y i will know her well... haha... jiu... jus frens lo.. haha... so far, we have been in the same class and stop over BUT at diff times... !!! omg.. haha... now she call centre-ing... goin finish le wor... can finally see me le rite... but sadly... not in same jap class... jyjy ar... don keep looking at guys okie... =) haha.. i think i crapping le leh.. omg... hmm.. i shall stop here for now.. haha...

-TiM-

*i wish*

Thursday, 021008

ohayo! i woke up at abt 8 plus today.... haha... got morning call ar... then chit chat awhile lo... but today my nose don wan co-operate with me. leaking like nobody businesss.... lol... eh girl! smile ar... haha...

shareen called and ask me wat class i am for jap.... CLASS 1.... cheryl is class 2 and shareen class 3.... SAD ar... all seperated leh... omgomgomg.... im so gonna die... haha.... oh well... anyway... i have 8 modules leh! ahhh!!! got EFMA!!!!! arr..... and i heard things abt my Biz Finance lecturer... haha... must kao myself le la... DIEDIEDIE..... JY man! haha... =)

TiM =D

*anyone wan me? haha*

Wednesday, 011008

hello everyone.... today is children's day.. haha.. happi children's day... and those celebrating hari raya... selamat hari raya too!!! haha....

today nth much ar.... woke up late... by noise... hmm.. had white carrot cake for breakfast then went on using comp... then went market with mummi... then went CP to meet france.... had swensen's ice cream... served by tat stupid AP girl... then we on having dinner at pounggol plaza.... abit wu lu ar there... then we go roof garden chit chat.... till 9 plus? tehn she went to dao bao and buy fruit juice... haha... then go home le lo....

TiM =D

*i miss you. i miss you. i miss you*

Tuesday, 300908

hmm.. nth much today ba... supposed to go kbox de... but nv go cuz some carn make it and its kinda ex too.... i think in between got some miscom.. =( hai.... anyway... slack at home lo... then play a few games with jer and jason... then jojo join for enfo... after that... slack ard... shower ate and went cycling... jer blade.... we saw joel on the way... then cycle tgt.. initially wanted to track jason down.... cuz he went jogging... haha... but nah, gave up.. went back to pounggol park.... went a few rounds then off we go... home... cuz it was like gonna rain.... back home, showered and waited... then play a few games again... and i still think i got alot to learn... haha... =)

-TiM-

*i miss those days*

Monday, 290908

Today nth much happened... went to sch earlier to book room for sectionals tml... and then went band room... slack ard.. pract abit... then went for dinner... then back to band... first half was with the SC... i think not bad ar.. today i sounded better.. but can improve more... nth much to talk abt.

after band went for supper with sarah allan, alvin, jerold, jason, hong ghee, jolene, sar, joseph, zhijie, guo liang and BRO. haha.... went KFC... then went home lo.... nth much le... tml dono wanna do wat or go where... abit sian... maybe goin for movie with jerold they all... maybe kboxing at nite... or maybe sectionals at nite.... dono la... let my mood decide... haha....

-TiM-

*ur happiness is everything to me*

Siansation!.. today nv slp well.. earli in the morning got woken up by the morning rush hour at home... expected... then some neighbour of mine visited and wa... talk damn loud.... no choice gotta wake up... in the bery not cold not hot mood... sucks... went on to shower and now wondering wat shd i do. wat the doc say is still huanting me.... ahhh!!! scary neh..

-TiM-

*i don wanna tell u cuz i don wan u to worry*

nth much happened today. life is boring.

reorganised my pic folder while rmbing the old days.. =)

tats all...

-TiM-

*pictures makes me think*

SMILE!

Saturday, 270809

today had band... i was late for half an hr.... haix... dono y i will like tat also... haha... but rush down in a cab... kinda pok alr... haha... and when i reach, wa, cavetown letter J!!!! omg... its so high... haha.. oh well.. gotta blame myself for over sleeping... and disappointment! haha... don say too much la... inside know can alr... will change! gambatte!!!

afternoon had lunch at S11 with malcom, sar, zhijie, miki, jojo, france, mo hui and jie xin... haha... i ate chicken chop with FRIED RICE.. yay.. i love fired rice... dono y... then went amk turn 2 rounds then go home alr... at home stone and fold stars... today i finish red colour... and a few roses... getting uglier again.. haix... then not feeling well so lied down...

even, jerold called and ask if wanna kbox, thou i don like to sing or rather i dono how to, i said yes anyway... at home too bored... too much free time to think of stuff... haha.. but they went for dinner instead... i join them for desesserts instead cuz i went pretty late... had my favorite bean curd... and an egg tart... without the youtiao... apparently he forgot our orders.. oh well.. ppl who went were bro, esther, jerold, allan, jason, alvin, guanqi.

thou feeling uneasy and painful... i didnt cared and jus enjoyed myself with them... they went arcade... played racing and the 3 button games.... they played some shooting game too... wanted to play house of the dead 4... remembering the old days at TM. haha... oh well.. but i didnt.. jus stonned there...

home again... sat down and rain called... tot tat i shd be alittle nicer today and listen... but i ended teasing him instead... oh well... things haven changed.... after tat.. shower... and got this person, call my hse at 1130.. i was in the shower and nah, didnt wan to ans.. so it rang and no one ansed.. and i suddenly tot of '4bia' tat movie... haha.. or the ring... lalala... i wanna watch mirrors on monday... anyone? been so long since i watch movie le... or maybe badminton? or jus keep me busy.... =) and had 2 games of dota with them.... i still kinda suck... improving thou... gambatte! haha... im so self entertaining by blogging now...

enough nonsense.... i shall stop here... wash face, eat medicine and slp...

Tats jerold and jason on TC2
tats bro and jerold on House of the dead 4

-TiM-

*my heart hurts so badly... is it physical or jus a feeling?*

i found this on my fren's blog.. and i did the test too...
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Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms.

Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx
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What's your personality love style?

You desire a love that will last forever. You are quite serious about finding this type of love, and that's why you think carefully about the Girl that you meet before deciding whether you could really love them. You don't just develop a crush on someone overnight: you look at a person's personality and other aspects of their life before deciding to form an attachment. If a Girl doesn't meet your expectations, you would rather be alone. Your love has to be perfect. Be careful though, you could be missing out on some worthy relationships because your standards are so high.

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test80
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*i wish i can see you now*

Friday, 260908

haha... today also nth much happened... i went hg mall to find my ice cream.... had bbtea also... then i bought some paper to fold some roses... suddenly feel like making... haha.. then have been folding stars and roses... and rotting lo.. so sian!!

tml got band.. hope i can wake up... and im so hungry now.. haha.. FOOD!

-TiM-

*hmm.. how are u now? i really feel like knowing*

Thursday, 250908

nth much happened today. slack at home...

sis is back. =)

-TiM-

*can u disappear from my mind! haix*

hmm... jus now played dota with band frens... but i totally suck at it.. haha... playing tat time... super distracted lo.. actually i have been distracted for weeks! i need a cure for it... if it goes on.. i think i will die soon.. haha..
jus now my sis was chatting to me online.... yeay.. shes gonna be back tml... shall go pick her up.... drown myself with things to do so i won go think....
-TiM-

Wednesday, 240809

wat happened today? badminton lo... with jerold jason alvin zhao zhi miki sar and jojo..... when i goin reach tat time i relapse lo... like WTH.. wrong timing can! but after awhile... abit better le then i go play lo... but i tink got relapse hor... must go play badminton.. cuz after playing jiu ok le! haha.. showered with cold water which kinda spoilt my hair... haha.. oh well... no wax also... ugly me today... i was damn tired today...

band leh.. same thing lo.. even more tired.... sounded like shit again.. maybe im shit.. tats y... haha....

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someone said sth that make me think even more lo.... its not tat i got nth better to do lo... is how to say leh... u don expect me to go ard showing my emotions everywhere rite... if im sad, must i go ard showing a glumy face? then the ppl ard me will be like so sian can? cuz of me, everyone not happi.. wats the point.... i don wan to explain cuz i don think i need to... not tat i im a jerk or wat... i don see the point... i alr in the no comment state and i jus don feel like saying anything alr.... its like wat my fren says in her nick... "you don u see the reason behind the things i do"

u jus don understand.

i actually don even wan to blog abt it de... but, i guess its better to let you understand... i don feel like talking anyway... jus type it out ba...

-TiM-

*hmm... do u know wats happening to me?*

currently eating my lunch... =)

im a good boi!

haha.. anyway... last nite i cannot slp wor... ended up playing with photoshop.... haha... blah blah... then i was tossing in bed... and i begin to think! hmm... the happi little boi's sixth sense is tingering again... got the feeling someone is talking nonsense behind me... trying to spoilt my frenship with people... ha ha ha... how? aiya... don care lo... if they are my frens they will come talk things out with me instead of keeping quiet and believe in nonsense de... haha.. rite?! oh well.. this world is like tat de... full of xiao ren(s) who jus cannot stand u having frens.. haha! abt 3 yrs ago.... my very very close fren rather believe this nonsense guy then to come ask me leh! like.. OMG! and he say he treat me like his younger brother... BULLSHIT AR! haha... ever since... nv talk liao lo! but i also don give a damn.. be the xiao ren for all i care... KARMA hor! =) i not scared de... cuz im confident and believe tat true frens still exist! rite? wahahaha... im talking nonsense again....

-TiM-

*i believe in you*

Tuesday, 23 09 08

CS presentation today.. thou we go kinda a shock tat someone did sth super similar to ours but... haha... its ok.. its over le... overall i think ok ba... today i nervous seh... first time ar... du zhi tong lo... tsk.. but i kinda pulled thru being a angry and nasty sarcastic customer.... =) haha.. great work team... and halif! i wan the pics!!! roar!!! haha!!!

we took quite alot of pics thou... but its not with me... roar roar roar roar raor!!!! tsk.. onli got a few i took with my hp... and its below... cuz i got bored... halif was kinda bored too... then he started writing hes hungry and slpy... then i started drawing nonsense then we start drawing rubbish.. haha... but i think its cute! haha...

so after CS, i went for sectionals feeling super hungry... but oh well... sectionals was tiring... very very tiring.... i can like fall aslp playing... haha... then then then... a few of us went to sch mac for dinner/supper... after tat... went home and PLAY GAME!!! woo!!!! fianlly... its holiday!!! whahahaha... shd i work? haha.. or enjoy.. f3 f3... had great fun man!!! k la... i 2 yr nv play dota... still can survive, not tat bad... thx to jason and jackson and jerold... J3 tutors... haa.. shall play somemore somday sometime....

tml gonna play badminton.... feeling so lazy lo... tsk tsk tsk.... but! jus go ba.. excercise abit also good... =) ppl check; jason jerold miki alvin sar and think got more ppl... haha... shall enjoy the little holiday that i have... =)

-TiM-

*u seem so close, yet so far....*

Monday, 22 09 08

haha.. today is presentation day for PM... great job everyone... i totally screwed myself up by ansing the Q&A wrongly... like.. OMG! haix... y am i so distracted.... haha.. but i think i presented very well.. very confident.. good good... maybe cuz i found out that he is really looking at me!... or anyone during the ppt for that matter...

For Class 3 Group 2... Halif, Joycelyn, Ilah, Farah... GREAT JOB EVERYONE.. haha... he liked our project aside from a small error...haha.. great working with u all... =) nice exprience...
and farah! i want the pics.... i onli got 1 to blog abt.. haha... TAG me on face book hor... haha

so after tat wat did i do... we walk ard the sch... print stuff... slack... then went home.. halif took the bus with me... haha... got home, ate and slp.... then went to sch for meeting....

after tat, went to do admin work with alvin then deco our band room abit.... i think it looks good... shall take a pic of the certs!... haha... nth much happen after tat.... went to band... and i sounded like shit today!... omg omg omg.... no no no no .... too distracted ar.... TSK! hate it.... time to refocus my energies ba.. haha.. but overall ok la... =)

after band... i wan kinda starting to emo.... haha.. went to mos burger... but no appetite.. so i drank clam chowder... haha.... asking for it rite... haha.. oh well... i wan to do sth crazy anyway... not crazy enough to feed my desire for madness... haha... must do sth mad!!! ahhh!!! its gonna burst soon... haha.... ppl who went are zhao zhi, bro, jason, france, bryan, shuwen, malcolm, mabel, zhijie, jojo and mei zi... haha.. i jus wanna rite it all out incase i loss my memory in the future... then i always read back and smile... =)

haha.... then go home lo.. johkie send me a nice song.... "love paradise" by kelly... haha... love it... wooo... thx!!!

so tats all for today lo... nth much exciting... tml got ppt and sectionals.. and i feel so dead.... haha... ohwell.. =)

-TiM-

*i wan someone to love me again!*

hmm.. maybe a quick post b4 i slp ba...

wat happened today?

hmm... nth much ba... i had kway chap today.. cuz daddy cooked.. good food.. .then get on with proj proj proj.. then call the yr 1s abt blazer then proj then went church.. come back eat then proj... haha... so boring! hope everything is ok tml...

jus now sis onlined... haha.. chat with her awhile.. lol.. hope she enjoy it there...

tml gotta wake up earli... hope i don look like a dead man.... all the best to everyone!

*好想你！*

today is a boring day... my sis is overseas now... the hse seems rather quiet.... today quite efficient... slack super alot but still got my roleplay done... =) glad for myself... but i forgot the call the yr 1s to confirm the blazer thing... aRH!!! so forgetful!!! disappointment! blahs... so bored now... i changed my blog song too... shareen reminded me i got tat song.. haha... thx!!!

tim is bored and thinks he will be slping earli today ba.... tim wans to find work, maybe some store tat sells nice clothes so that he gets to wear them... and maybe get discounted price.. wahahah... so jian... but holiday ma... day day home very sian de leh.... i fold heart, star, crane until my mama tot i attached... haha.. work got $$ to spend somemroe... y not... experience leh~ haha... ok la... i shall stop blogging nonsenses...

-TiM-

*hao xiang ting ni shou na shan ge zhi*

Manhattan Dinner Outing

haha, not then update.. >.<>

after eating, we walked along the river.. we consist of 13 ppl
bro, zhao zhi, allan, hong ghee, alvin, jason, esther, jerold, jolene, sarah, jingsi, audrey and myself... haha... then jing si and zhao zi sat the super bunge.... haha.... wanted to sit but abit tired and scared i will get relapse...

Friday, 19 09 08

Nothing special today. went jojo hse for lunch steam boat... i reach at like 9 plus... onli one there.. then me and jojo went shopping for food.. hha.. the steam boat was great.... haha... after tat, i fell aslp for 5 mins then decided its time to head home... wanted to send my sis off at the airport but.. not feeling well... so i came back... haha...

jus wan to say tat some ppl are so good at acting useful... say wan do things then in the end its not done... haha, if cannot do then don do la.... make other ppl so busy.. haha... not refering to anyone in particular... jus tat i see it happening ard me.... and i think its so funni! acting useful... haha...

now i goin to wash up and start doin my proj again.... sad life arh! work work work work work... haha.... so long nv go movie le... day day proj.... arh... so needa pamper myself after this.... spa? haha... maybe holiday! shall think abt it... ^^

*i dreamt of u.... i wanna be with u.... u feel so cold and far from me... sad*

tried to slp but feel sick seh.... jus now come back le shower then puke... must be the oyster... haha... KPO la... deserve it... die die wan eat when u cannot eat.. now itchy like dono wat... happi le lo... afternoon also.. eat wat mars bar for snack... cannot eat still wan eat.. then gastric... really tired of living ar... =/ but at least the chocolate made me happi.. haha

anyway... tml then upload all the pics ba.... it was fun goin out with them... =) now i shall do proj? or try to slp again... =)

*day 2 ~ im doing silly things to myself again....*

Currently in sch... waiting to do proj....
tonight goin dinner with sarah, allan, alvin, jason, jolene and bro... wonder wat we're gonna eat... =)

know each other for so long. i don think we ever quarelled rite... and its the first... like FIRST TIME! and its over some things tat is kinda small... is it really so impt? impt until can don wan the friendship? THX ar... thx! im speechless... if its meant to be... i will jus accept it.

totally no mood for anyting now.... feel like jus poofing away...

*dou shi wei le ni*

monday - 160908

today is proj day... went to marks and spenser at VIVO... then went diaso... took some pics then go sch and do proj... very sian... no inspiration and motivation... then went amk hub wash some photo then rush back to sch for sectionals... tiring!... omg... now gotta do proj things le... =(

-TiM

*Day 1 ~ y is it so difficult... shd i jus forget u... will u love me in return? i think its kinda impossible ba... but if u are willing... i will be damn happy*

tats all. no more. gave up.

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tats all. no more. gave up.

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im actually suddenly emoing.... i dono y also... haha... maybe too tired ba....

*goodbye*

hello all.. i was too lazy to blog cuz theres really nth to blog abt... haha... here are some old pic..... from the BBQ =)

Gavilan and miki~
the bbq
malcom and shuwen tonning at my neighbourhood playground
mabel and gavilan
some paranoma shot i took
mabel and gavilan playing some game....
the toilet game with malcom doin funni actions cus he got eh picture card
now everyone is doin it except me... lol
more funni actions....
and more.....

haha... its a kinda fun hanging out with them.... f3 =)

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Sunday~ 14 09 08

this is a lousy sunday cuz my parents went overseas again... haha.. means no good food!!! ar... i woke up quite late i think... so boring......... nth interesting... no sms~

* i tot of u alot today maybe cuz i was too bored*
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Monday ~ 15 09 08

haha.. today is also boring..... proj in the noon.. didnt get much things done thou... un productive... and NO SMS today too... which is so boring..... arrr.... so sian sian sian sian sian... had dinner at pepper lunch.... with joseph and ah mah..... took alot of pics today... from proj to home to pepper lunch...

tml gotta go check out marks and spensors at VIVO at 11.. boring.... SO BORING! and i miss you.. haha

*wat are u really thinking inside?*

jus got home... great rite... tonn with mabel gavilan malcom shuwen and france ard my hse tat area till like 6 plus la.... omg... play alot of funni games.. gossip alot.... lol... fun la... im hungry~ shall upload pics later ba.... need go hide in bed le...

*i really really miss you, i keep thinking of u subconciously*