tired...

yet another tiring day...

met amanda at citylink at 130.. shopped ard for some presents...

yup.. went a few shops.. was quite tired...

got the presents then headed over to her place to wrap....

and i realise her mother still rmb me as "wu dian qi" which means 5'7"

headed to sch... =)

yay... got 15 mins of piano therapy? haha..

dinner at koufu... tom yam mee.. =) but.. stomach ache..

band pract was good... the songs i like..

got 2nd suite in F by Gustav Holst.

A bernstein tribute by Cp, Leonard Bernstein/ Ad, Clare Grundman

Porgy and bess, James Barnes

Concerto for Alto Saxophone and Wind Esemble!

OMG.. big pieces.. not easy but VERY FUN!

tiring day... but okok ba.. it was not bad i guess..

hmm.. lotsa band plans thou.. like..

spring cleaning next tues... and friday meeting to discuss improvement works to band room.

tml gotta wake up earli to book my tp..

shall go home take a nap b4 driving.. and maybe dinnering out?

see how la hor.. =) alright.. tats all for now...

nites bloggie..

.tim

*it was a quite quite day but i still, i was thinking of u the whole time.*

another tiring day

hey blog...

went for driving in the morning... which i almost overslept..

mummy woke me up at 930.. luckily..

driving was happening? traffic light spoilt..

got police.. and i abit kia dio.. dono how to react..

did my turning quite well today.. need mre practice...

hmm.. got intimidated by lorries and big trucks... must overcome..

yup... thursday gonna book TP with denise. =) 9am.. earli.. then 130 driving.

hmm. got home after driving.. had some food.. and slept alittle..

then went out for a walk with my fren... went paya lebar... headed to town..

shopped alittle.. dinner at thai express... the curry was too spicy.. i had tummy upset..

yup.. went home.. nth much... tml is another long day...

thou i keep complaining abt how boring is hols.. i hope i don need to stress abt anything...

feels like a one man show... ppl faster come back into action... b4 my mind change again...

anyway.. haze was bad.. abit breathing prob.. wonder where it all comes from.. and i suddenly tot. then aeroplane how? then i tot.. if.. the air in europe is much cleaner... and cooling... but abit dry... oh well.. got on the train and i tot.. this air feels like the plane... -.-

today's mood.. was blur to smile to sian to almsot emo... i shd slp soon..

bye all... tc...

.tim

*i wish*

home alone

parents went overseas...

haha.. and i slept in mummy's room..

so shoil can... haha... now i wanna complain.. i wan my own room!

anyway.. back to topic..

saturday.

went ben and jerry's chuck fest wth joseph cindy michelle.

waited very long! and it was so hot! hmm.. went suntec it fair and shopped abit..

now im officially broke.. =( but i guess its worth it.. went flyer popeyes for dinner..

it was great.... went home and onlined.. kbox in the room and watch the proposal. abit lame ar.. i got bored and skipped parts.. finally.. the tired and voiceless me fell aslp...

sunday

woke up by my comp's msn sound.. then ya.. slack abit then went out for lunch with my siblings.. then they all went out.. i went home and slept.. haha.. woke up went church and home.. my didi took forever to come home.. i almost died of hunger.. brought him out for dinner then ya.. home... daddy and mummy is back... dad lost his wallet.. again.. oh well.. byebye macbook... haha... nvm.. xmas is coming...

tml is a long day... gotta wake up earli cuz of my responsibilities.. sometimes i feel its so not worth it.. =( ezlink no money le.. sian.. need top up again.. sbs eat money ar! stoots..

.tim

*misses*

daddy's bday

hello everyone.

today is daddy's bday... lets talk abt wat happened today.

i didnt wake up on time... i don know why.. its a first time..

then.. ya.. i nv cook noodles for him but mummy did... then he went work.

i went out... then i rushed back home in a cab.. but was too late...

he alr ate and went out... but glad hes back and we cut the cake.

happi bday daddy.

so ytd went for marcus' bday.

look at his cake! DAMN NICE CAN! omg... his mummy really pamper him..

he got lotsa presents too...

and i got him a cap and customized it... he liked it.. yay. =)

ytd was also the SMM thing... oh well.... so many certs... omg...

ok.. tim is quite tired today... byebye.

.tim

*you and me.... 4eva*

driving?

today was a happening day i guess...

had the Senior Management Meeting in the morning..

wa liao ask me go at 9 plus.. then do until, help them set up till 11 lo.. wth.

ok nvm.. i was damn nervous abt the speech.. i stumble alittle but the applaused got me going.

after the sharing session.. theres reception and i had to mingle with them.

not bad luh.. they are pretty proud of the orchestra.. GOOD!

they comment on me also lo... which sch are u from?

business? oh... the projects have trained u well.. good speech.. very confident. i went... o.0 Okay~

oh well.. left at abt 1 plus.. (i tot u would come and surprise me, i left clues on the post. haha.)

went home slack abit then went for driving..

was quite excited... ok.. i have to admit.. im not bad....

initially abit dum dum stumble... but.. soon got the hang of it.

b4 the lesson the instructor said, don book ur practical first okay. do it after 4 or 5 lessons.

then after today's lesson.. he said.. ok.. if u are free.. go down ubi and book.. counter 9...

then i was like.. okay~ so i covered wat im supposed to cover for 4-5 lessons in 1 lesson?

fast. omg.. im so EGO.. Slap myself... ok la.. its fun.. had a few police car behind me a few times...

big big lorries... stupid construction workers and 1 pedestrian. confident onli ar.

just washed up and preparing to leave house... marcus's bday at downtown... =) and im HUNGRY like A PIG... rawrrr.... (but i miss you moreeeee...)

oh well.. go celebrate abit and home i come... i said to myself.. okay... no matter wat happens.. stay home and wait.... patience... don try so hard.. wats meant to be will be.... =) (faith and trust in you)

.tim

*i miss you i miss you i miss you so. where are you. wats gonna happen at 12 midnite? 11/08*

tots, tots and more tots.

slept earli last nite cuz the medicine drugged me!

and i woke up at 5. which i went back to slp...

and finally i woke up at 11 plus...

prepared and headed to sch..

went band room to get the WMC dvd covers...

and ya, sorry my lovely piano.. left u there for a mth..

total remedy for me... played on it awhile..

woo... for awhile i was truely in my own world.

but back to reality.. time to head over for speech rehearsal

rehearsal was slow and irritating... we had to set up the lounge too.. sadly..

rehearsed my speech a few times and ya.. tml i shall anyhow.. rmb to look at the pceo.

well.. tat went on.. sweat like a pig... and went home... during the journey.. tots came to my mind.

someone asked me wat have i done for tat person. and i guess... the things i did wasnt tat big or fantastic to be rmb.. oh well.. i decided yup... maybe i shd be nicer... its true tat other ppl have done alot for me.. im really greatful for that.. thanks for being by my side... tim is trying... he is.

of cuz many other tots came to my mind. i shall spare myself of the trouble of having the whole world involed... tml will a busy day for me... 930 reporting time.. end at 1 plus? rush home.. get ready for my first ever driving lesson... after tat.. freshen up and head over to marcus' bday. i guess i wont be staying.. its dad's bday on 9/11 and i said.. i will be waiting at home... i will.. i will.. haha.. oh tim.. oh tim... =)

guess i shd stop here... getting tired... maybe i shd take a break from everything as well... oh nope.. i cant... too much commitments.. oh well.. KIV... oct ba..

.tim

*every moment, every tot. theres a reason for everything. patience*

hello...

haha... so wats been happening in my life?

went for philwinds concert on sunday.. it was good.

went for meeting with Dr Goh on monday afternoon after slping for 3 hrs.

went for allan's farewell after meeting.

got woken up like mad today.

very pek chek. cannot slp! ahh! i like manage to fall aslp then phone ring again... irritating leh...

rush to sch to get sth then rush to meet dr goh ar nafa campus 3.. which i got lost and almost died of hunger. but i found my way. had lunch with dr goh and now im home.

for the past few days. have been chatting abt marriage stuff with my fren.. cuz her bro was getting married.. wish them "white hair till old"... =) managed to feel abit better thou.. but nonetheless. i cant remove the tot from my mind completely.

gonna be busy... have been tied up with band plans... tml gotta rehearse for SMM meeting on thursday.. marcus my best bro bday on thursday. dad bday and a special day for me on 11 sept.

actually alot other ppl bday within the week. like today is ZZ's bday... 10 is marcus, 11 is dad and KC and my special day. and 12 is dickson bday.. and many more coming.... wish everyone wish come thru.. =)

yup.. gonna be busy ba... stil trying to find a suitable driving instructor thou... if cant.. might end up taking sch. hais... hmm.. i change my blog song thou... i think the lyrics is DAMN TRUE and MEANINGFUL.

anyway.. today is random day. shar drew this cute pic. haha.. and i said i shall blog abt it now.. so here i am blogging abt it... see if u are smart enough to figure it out. hint. its from a song.

.tim

*the lyrics from "love of my life" says it all*

comp revived

went shopping with goldfish(tats wat my sister named my fren) today.

like walked thru and fro orchard from one end to the other.

haha.. didnt spend much cuz im saving! ahh! major overspent can!

if this goes on i can eat grass liao... and sadly.. i cant find a suitable work.

went home after tat.. was pretty slpy thou.. i opened up my lappy...

and vacummed this much dust... like this much..

then took out the hdd to retrive some of my docs...

then put everything back..

vacummed the room and REFORMAT IT!

ahh... it feels so empty now.. haha..

i told daddy tat my comp died.. and he said this

"SO?! i tot it had 3 years warrenty?"

then i went.. sian... i tot can get a new one..

but later he said the new acer laptop looks good... can kick..

(hopefully he buys me one. but i wan a macbook instead.. anyway.. better then nth.)

saw 1111 again! yeay! made a wish. hm...

oh well.. so here i am.. blogging and sianing again..

tml goin out! and i wanna start driving soon!

.tim

*i have 3 words for u*

LAPTOP DIED!

went out at 1.
hanged ard.
learn a new song.

went michelle's place chillax.
ya.. shes not drunk. (we believe)
had maggie for dinner... im hungry now.. but! haha.. no eating!
then.. sat by the pool.. talk talk... weixing kicked michelle in.
stupid cindy joseph and mingtjun. THEY TOOK A DOLL and scared me!
yucks.. the doll stared and blinked at me.. if i get nitemares, i'll find u!
rawrrrrrrrrrrrr!

cabbed home. anyway.,.. my laptop crashed! wth lo... i come home cannot on leh.. stuck at windows xp loading page.. ahh! sad! my data will be gone... =( curses... oh man! ahhh! hope tml can on.

oh ya... we saw 1111 while at the pool... i made my wish. =)

.tim
*i wish u were there.. haha.. at least the doll wouldnt come back... the moon was nice too.. =) i wanna spend time with u*

ECP with ryl and shar

hello everyone!

today went bishan for lunch with cheryl and shareen.

had chicken rice.. so much u know.. cannot finish!

cheryl scold me waste food.. cuz i don eat cucumber.. haha

took a long journey bus to ecp... rented 3 bikes and there we go.. haha..

we ride for like 2 plus hrs luh.. excluding the pit stops at jetty and others.

and i conclude... MY BUTT DAMN PAIN!... cannot even walk properly luh.

went parkway for dinner.. walked ard.. shop for bro's present.

haha.. the food sucked. not tat nice.. but i was hungry.. so ya..

=) tim is happi today...




.tim

*ily! my oaohrtwj*

zombie?

hello everyone.

haha.. my sis say i look like a zombie...

i dono... i suddenly have very little emotions..

some of my frens said it too...

anyway... today went shopping....

and desserts at bakerzin paragon...

like omg? haha.. wasnt tat nice ah..

was abit unwell.. puked twice...

maybe eat too much? or saw the disgusting customer service... lol..

shd i? nah.. i think i shall step out of it... tim, u know u cannot get aggitated...

so.. hands off... =)

.tim

*im slowly feeling the emotions back again.. ty!*

hey bloggie.

today is a slpy slpy day.

me slp slp slp slp like a pig...

aha... hmm... i tot quite alot today.

hmm... nth much lo.. tml goin shopping with my fren..

looking forward. =)

heres anotehr nice song!

.tim

*faith keeps me moving =)*

good morning bloggie!

woke up at 11 plus.... and i saw 1111 when i on the comp..

meaning of it? i really dont know.

hmm.. slept at abt 5 ytd...

had a long long long bad dream..

maybe cuz of the movie, haha... i dont really rmb wat it is.

thinking of things to do now...

really need to distract myself.

.tim

hey bloggie.

today was a long day for me.

i went out at like 9.. applied my PDL...

went for lunch with francesca and jojo at ichiban...

haha.. i settled my debts today...

francesca meal.. and omg.. i totally forgot abt allan...

haha.. i suddenly rmb then like.. oh ya! shit.. so sorry!

after food... which was not bad... walked ard...

cuz i was earli? so ya.. decided to kill some time.

went off... like.. sit there and rotted for 3 hrs? did some drawings..

finally ar... free and quiet enough to draw... but i still they they suck.. ugly!

haha.. met up with my frens... chill.. dinner.. chill... movie... and home.

long day! but i enjoyed myself i think.. haha..

oh ya! the movie.. FD4.. is so bloody!... haha... i was abit scared ar.. i admit...

well.. gotta learn to be braver! how to fight war like tat? gotta learn to be strong!

gotta protect myself if not who will do it? =) ok.. blogging rubbish again..

im like.. abit tired.. but yet energetic... i cant seem to slp... lol..

but im not thinking abt anything... just cant slp...

hmm... gotta think of wat to do tml thou.... see how ba!

okie dear bloggie.... tim will continue to listen to his songs... woo...

happi little boi! is back! like last time...

oh ya.. i hate nyp co operate communication dept...

interview wat la... i don wan! =( oh well.. who ask me...

i deserved it... should jus say byebye to everything...

.tim

stupidity

hate myself for being dum.

i know it will happen.

its not the first time.

should have known better.

now things are worse.

remind myself to just my mouth.

less talk.

i have my bottle and book.

use it.

.tim

*im lost, slpless nites. huanted tots.*

hello all...

today is yet another boring day...

went out for lunch then headed home.

drown myself with taptap revenge 2 on my sis iphone...

blast music...

and like.. do nth...

i pack my table.. and vacumme abit..

i was so free, i decided to become a housewife...

this is another nice song.

.tim

*i ran out of reasons to go on. my mind says let go, but my heart is still holding on.*

When I'm With You.

When I'm With You lyrics

Saw you walk into the room
Thought I'd try to talk to you
Babe am I ever glad you wanted me too
It's been two years to the day
Half the time I've been away
I know I'm not there enough
But that's gonna change
Cuz' I'm coming back to show you that I'm keeping the promise I made

When I'm with you
I'll make every second count
Cuz I miss you
Whenever you're not around
When I kiss you
I still get butterflies years from now
I'll make every second count when I'm with you

Yeah we've had our ups and down
But we've always worked them out
Babe am I ever glad we've got this far now
Still I'm lying here tonight
Wishing I was by your side
Cuz when I'm not there enough
Nothing feels right
So I'm coming back to show you that
I'll love you the rest of my life

When I'm with you
I'll make every second count
Cuz I miss you
When ever you're not around
When I kiss you
I still get butterflies years from now
I'll make every second count
When I'm with you

Whatever it takes I'm not gonna break the promise I made
When I'm with you
I'll make every second count
Cuz I miss you

When I'm with you
I'll make every second count
Cuz I miss you
Whenever you're not around
When I kiss you
I still get butterflies years from now
I'll make every second count
(Make every second count)
When I'm with you
When I'm with you
When I'm with you
When I'm with you
Yeah

the lyrics says it all.

*b~ imylc*

brainwash

its so difficult to forget abt sth..

even thou u manage to..

it lurks in ur mind subconciously.

its been there... the more u don wanna think.

the more u will think.

tell me wat to do now. i cant stop thinking..

.tim

*its been almost 31 hrs. im not upset but rather, im worried. did sth happen to u? please don ignore me.*

boring

its bored bored bored saturday.

woke up by the hse phone.

lied in bed.

thinking.

wash up.

online.

tv.

and now... i guess im gonna shower and head over to church.

haha.. bored like theres no tml.

.tim

*its been more then 24hrs since the last contact*

heavy head...

uhhh... my head feels so heavy..

the air feels so humid.... so moist... breathe until the boi's head feels so heavy...

hmm.. so wat have i been doin today?

nth much.. went out for lunch with joseph... then ya.. head home and did nth..

nua ard... watch tv.. slp abit.. think alot... lols..

the boi's tots:

i was thinking abt wat my fren told me on the last day of sch.

abt this sentence. "有男朋友好像没有男朋友！”

think think think... like..

ya lo... if one is like free, the other is not free.. then seldom meet..

like seldom get to spend time together...

then last nite she asked me... shd she go work..

then i say ya, u shd.. cuz we were saying like... no work no money.. then so free nth to do...

work then scared no time go out... but i think think think.. maybe its good ar... cuz the bf also busy.. u make urself busy u won think so much... maybe it sounds like u're jus lying to urself but at least u feel better... haha... no matter wat... they are still goin strong and tats they way...

no matter wat... they can still rely on each other... they are there for each other when they need.. so sweet! haha...

so tat's one of today's random tots.. and i feel like eating so many things..

ayam penyet... more chilli please..

satay...

laksa...

waraku's hot stone bowl udon!

mof soft serve ice cream...

blah blah...

and also.. to spend more time with my friend. not friends. friend. =)

oh well.. i shall find sth to do.. haha =)

.tim

*waiting patiently for that reply*