hello everyone... till date, my blogger is still stuck with this sucky font colour... lol.... anyway... stress ar.. alot to do man.. my left eye twitched for days... ! tsk... shall take it as i not enough slp ba... haha...

TML is concert day le... 大家加油!!! がんばって！

=) tired....

dono wat to blog abt leh... hmm.. busy lately lo... very busy... but also good ar... keep me distracted.... oh well.. lets talk abt today...

currently jus finish helping out with the script... hope its ok.. today lesson at 8am can? omg... and i was such a bitch... i did super bitch stuff like booking seats the bitchy way... lol... and shooing ppl off... omg.. y am i so bitchy today... feeling guilty now.. and ya, im underdressed today.. =( uggly...

band was tiring... today am very busy... and tired... but its good to know that there are ppl who care for u =) esp when its ppl u care alot for... lols...

lets look forward to the concert... =D gambatte...

i dono wat to blog... lols... but still blog la...
sat went for alumni... haha... super not paying attention =x...
and i kinda screw up... oops...

currently craping on msn with charlene..really crapping.. SUPER CRAP!!! CRAPPY CRAPPING.... lols... but it sounded so real lo.. omg... haha...

tml goin shopping.. yeay.. am kinda happi... =)
but my blogger still cannot change font colour!!! =(

eee... y my blogger so much prob one... y i cannot change font colour and all.. Zzz... =(

anyway... today nth much ba.. ended lessons at 11 plus? and ate with my classmates, old and new at south... had ebi curry rice.. ya, i know i cannot eat prawn but.. haha.. ate cheese hotdog, 1 piece of super fat and oily chicken.. and yeay! chocolate milk tea.. but not tat nice leh.. like love my koi cafe... =)

went to meet gene and alicia at cheers... chit chat alittle and went to band room to arrange chairs... had to help help... =) pei benny go mac... then went back lo... rot rot rot... jason came... hafiz came... later the rest came.... lol..

they had orchestra pract... i went self pract with jason and hafiz... i kinda anyhow play.. =x... miki joined soon after... and she is DUMD! she nv wear her shoes and we got locked out.. lol.. had to go first floor to go in.. and i went bare footed.. lol... cuz she was wearing socks... lalala... band... band band band....

after band went supper.. but i still don have any appetite.. so i drank honey lemon.. its was sweet.. abit too sweet but i still like it.. cuz its sweet... =x went home after tat....

tats all for today's boring entry...

*im tired*

super tiring day... almost died... my hip hurts! cuz i kinda fell.. oh well.. nth much le ba... bye...


*im goin thru so much now... are u even aware?*

actually i really dono wat to blog abt one... think think think... everyday blog same thing.. wat i did today.. its like super boring lo.... anyway.... lets still try to blog.....

monday i got news abt my IPP... its in Feb 09, hai.. shd i get my own company? or wat... gotta prepare for WMC also... and theres alumni concert in feb.. and theres sinfonia in jan... like alot leh... =( anyway... i told weixiang tat i will try out for the alumni band.... i dono i can manage anot leh.. alot alot to pract... and sch work.. tsk tsk... u know la... stressed...

sch work... oh well... trying very hard to catch up seh... hmm.. shd be able to.. confident in myself... =) and i finished the week's tutorials already... shall try to finsh up next week's too.. then i have more free time... =)

this few days is totally moodless... ABCDEFG de moodless.... =/ lol, there are times i got tired and i jus take all those stupid comments and remarks.. lazy to shoot them back... wat for... pointless... oh well.. lets look forward to tml.. =)

-TiM-

wat is love... a feeling? a state of happiness? why are the memories flashing back again and again like it was jus ytd... the many heart warming moments.. the emo self mutilation times... the images.. the memories.. when will they die.... deep down inside... the place where it's all hidden... the slit u made... has been garshing out blood for years... when will it heal... when will it stop... time heals... true for others... not for me... i wish i wish... i hope and hope.. it all ends in vain... tired... beaten... saddened...

~SMILE~

thx to all who tried to make me smile... im smiling already =D

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is he smiling?
is he day dreaming?
who is he dreaming of?
wat is he dreaming of?
the ans.....

-TiM-
*the times when emotion takes over*

Stress!

ahh... so stress can.... finance do until @.@ then go do marketing management... Zzz so many long winded qns... kns... i gave up doin some of it... hais.. shall shower and do my jap.. =/ SO MUCH TO DO CAN?! WTH! and the place is so messy! ahhh! spoilt my mood... y don i have my own room... =/ and y is my tep result still not out! ARGH...

anyway... bad mood bad mood... =/ ! y i bad mood still need act happi and take entertain others?! i feel so lazy to reply anyone now... ppl always ask me why don i care more abt them or for them... i feel like telling them, y don u care more abt me instead... its not all abt you you you... tired of everything! rawr! given up being mr nice guy.... wei shen me mei you ren lai hong wo kai xin ne?

-TiM-

*tired liao.. very tired.. pffft...*

>^^> SMILE <^^<

*can u do jus tat?*

Saturday, 181008

woke up at 930... blogged ytd stuff.... cuz i cannot slp liao... dono y... haha... i think i woke up on the wrong side today.... i woke up EMO... haha... rare leh! its tat time of the year again... haha.. anyway... went to sch meeting.. blah blah... i was in a terrible mood.. did lots of stupid actions and made a fool out of myself... and ALVIN... ur VP don have guai pi la... haha.. =x

after meeting went amk... alvin drop us off cuz he was on the way back to change.... its quite funni thou... he drink the herbal tea then spilled on his pink shirt... lol... and i had to finish it cuz someone wanted to pour it away... and alvin haven even drank it... hor jolene... lol... lunch at amk... sub way.. half a sandwich... i totally no appetite... omg.. tmd... bad mood ar.... si bei bad... went to shop for bro's gift...

went admarity sec for the concert... wow... OP juniors very good wor... haha... great job bro... nice conducting! haha... =D after concert, kana forced to eat... lol.. ate double cheese meal... then went home after tat....

no one at home... win liao... super sian... online lo... listen songs... watch jap band music video... chit chat... and now... goin to slp... =)

-TiM-

*hais*

Friday, 171008

lessons at 9, EMFA seems okok ba... Marketing management... wow.. she talk damn fast can.... shes quite funni actually... but shes onli gonna stand in for 1 session. after lessons, went mac for light food... had a double cheese cuz no appetite.

went home... ate again.. cuz mum cooked... abt of fried rice and spaghetti... and i slept... again... like a pig... woke up at 4, showered and went to meet the rest for NUSWS concert... and dum dum as i am, i forgot to bring my ticket and luckily i realise it at kovan.... went back to retrive my ticket from my stack of notes and of i go again...

meet up with jojo, elvin and bro.... jolene joined soon after.. they were hungry... i wasnt tat hungry.. haha... ate a strawberry roll.. but nah... not nice! -.- went VCH and waited for the rest...

concert... Da Capo'08 ok la... not tat bad.... but sitting in tat VCH... many tots flashed in my mind.... things from the montfiesta in secondary sch to the many concerts i attended there and of cuz the ppl i attended with... ahh! also emo-ed! lol... and of cuz.. vienna came into the picture.... i wish we could re-live tat time there again... oh well... jus goes to show... how much i miss it.. =\

supper at mac.. ate double cheese and chocolate sundae... yes... im so not watching my healthy diet... =.= im growing so fat le.... omg... no more caramel frappe and supper for me seh... later out of shape jiu GG...

caught the last few trains home... jolene and her sister came to find me cuz they got no where else to go to ton.. so we set downstairs and rot... chit chat... blah blah... and they asked me if i wanna go for bro's concert tml.. wa, i didnt know... lol... nonetheless, i shd go support him! JYJY!! kambatte!

alright, i admit im jus venting my furstrations here... lol... let me nag la... not like i can to someone now... oh well.. b4 anyone gets bored reading... lets end it here... shall go prepare for meeting at 1245 in sch mac later... ya.. got meeting.... must find time to study man... i wan my As fot the sem..

-TiM-

*its gonna come to a point of chin-cai-ness soon*

Thursday, 161008

today, i realise how stress i am.... haha... lessons as usual... today was HRM... i kinda like this module.. sounds fun.... and i got sabo-ed by halif... module rep... =.= oh well... ok la... shd not be a prob.. =D

lessons ended very earli... like 11.. then we went amk to eat... i ate super alot can... lets see... wanton mee? then you tiao... then share chui quey and chee cheong fan with shi hua... like omg, i ate so much.... but it fills the emptiness... haha... went home and SLP....

got woken up.. very bored... decided to go sch... met france for dinner at hg mall... ate my jap curry rice.. went sch.. they sectionals... i do tutorial... i like dono how do leh.. die le la... finance... =( i need an A... i wan A for everything.... haha... speaking of it, i wan my tep results... ahh!!!! =( so long le still not out... its toturing.... and i still haven finish memorising my hiragana...

band - needa get the name list ready for WMC.. needa send in the application le leh... =( and i forgot abt it... ahh! sorry alvin... next... the thing im incharge of... ok la... not bad... progressing, they finally ans my call.. but how to do it when some ppl don reply ur emails... tsk... next is blazer... oh.. needa get the list done.. who haven make.. must call them up... AHHH... i don like it... so much to do neh... and of cuz.. i need to pract my parts... next week mr tan is gonna like test us... later i cannto play bu shi diu shi wo de lian ar... tsk tsk... but... i think i will survive.. haha... lets do it tgt... JYJY!! woo... P+VP + good committee = POWER... =D

ok la.. i shall slp soon.. tml 9am... =( rush hr again... lalala... i think im hungry again... nitez

-TiM-

*wat is love? i tink im getting to busy for it liao*

Wednesday : 151008

hello everyone.. quick post then slp le.. today nth nth nth.... lesson at 9... kana molested in the bus again.. super packed... hate the morning traffic... had ICT... the tutor quite fun la... end at 11 then went home.... couldnt slp cuz had things to do.... then went back sch for NE which was like at 3... then went to band.. sectionals... couldnt play.. nv warm up.... then went for dinner at north... PRATA... fat seh... then band pract lo...

band was ok ok ba... i realise my vibrato frequency and miki's is similar... GOOD! haha... improvements... sound also okok la... today play until super song! woo~ went mac for supper with hong ghee , france allan and bro =)... onli drank my frappe cuz suddenly don feel like eating... and the first cup got coffee taste then i go change.... wa.. im such a bitch rite.. but then.. no caffine for me.... no choice... haha.. she changed one for me.... haha...

tml start at 9 seh.. Zzz... rush hr again... anyone wanna drive me to sch? ^^v

haha... shd be finish at 11 ba... cuz HR lecture 1 hr... then first tutorial ma.. lesson plan say 1 hr... diao.... go sch 2 hr nia... shall slp at home tml.. then do hw.. then finish up my band work!.... haha... wat shd i wear tml? tml eat wat... sian.... nitez all...

*say you love me*

Tuesday, 141008

was too tired and sian to blog ytd, so here i am blogging now..

tuesday lesson started at 8am! omg... finance was ok... law was... Zzz... i kinda slept in lecture... lol... had jap lessons after tat... the tutor make it sound so cute lo... like must Sa jiao like tat... this is wat she taught us to say...

はじめまして

ha ji me ma-shi te

わたし　Timothy 　です

wa ta shi de su

どおぞ，よろしく

do-o zo, yo ro shi ku

おねがいします

o ne ga i shi ma-su

1　いち ichi

2　に ni

3　さん san

4　よん yon

5　ご go

6　ろく ro ku

7　なな na na

8　はじ haji

9　Q

10　じう jiu

lalala... still got alot more la.... and we must memorise the hiragana... like... OMG!!! so many seh.. i write the xi zhi until sian also cannnot rmb... haha....

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Evening time met the blazer man.. today very little ppl came onli lo... waste time... left at 6 to visit jason at SGH... blazer man gave me a lift to paya lebar... lol... thx! then train down... i walk alone seh... scary... don like hospitals... =D jason is recovering... GET WELL SOON oh!!! =)

-TiM-

*あいしてる [] []*

Monday, 131008

today is the first day of school. i am very very tired! lessons were so so onli lo.... first day got tutorial do already.. and today.. we had a 3 hr break... OMG... waste time... we went amk pizza hut today... like spend quite alot too... haha.. oh well... and it rain.. i was so paranoid lo... i scared my white shorts get stain... =(

went back to sch... bought some notes then went for class.... boring ar... and im so slpy lo... Zzz... lessons ended at abt 530? went band room to deposite my stuff and wait for the others for dinner.. had chicken rice... but im still hungry... nv eat... band was ok... starting sound wa... omg de lo... but progressly got better.... and jerold commented tat i got thick sound when mr tan ask miki to tune to me... wa~ happi seh.. first time ppl praise me... lol... but... more work has to be done... so busy ar!!!! tired leh.

tml lesson at 8... so tired... gonna slp soon... but im so hungry now.. nv go for supper... tml finish at 12.. but gotta rot until like 4!!! omg.. wait for the blazer man... aiyo! shall think of sth to do ba.... ohya... yanhua got me a shirt from hongkong!!! THX girl!!! i like it alot alot... shall post a pic soon.. =)

-TiM-

*silently loving*

*ye shi ze jiu shi wo de ai fa ba.. mo mo de shou ze ni*

Sunday, 121008

today rather boring ar... but was unwell.. maybe it was the sun... =) suppose to meet my church frens for seoul garden at TM... but i skip... head gonna burst... dad didnt prepare lunch for me so i decided to make rice balls for myself... see... miki! im a fast learner.. haha

oh ya... forgot to mention tat shuwen bought me a cap... its damn cute can... love it alot.. thx shuwen!!!! haha...

fishing? nah... i don like to fish..

me and my ugly hair

tats shuwen and i... =)

tats our dinner... =)

Some pic i took ytd... haha... oh well.. tml sch start le.. hope everything will be ok ok ok .... =) so much to do for band! ahhh.... i wan longe holiday can? >.<

*loves.. wat is it?*

Saturday, 111008

woke up at 730... its like super earli can... hai yo! went over to miki's hse to make the rice balls... its very nice... met her mum and sis... her sis looks like her! super like... haha... zhijie and desmond and leon cut the fruits....

met jojo and zhao zhi at bishan mrt and trained down... leg starting to CMI liao... haha.. luckyly... i got a seat.. phew... met the rest at bedok.... had my caramel frappe and we headed to ECP..... WA!!! we hike 1 hr can?! like WTH.... can u believe it... we walk for 1 hr! nnp... rented a bike and yea.. cycle... but my leg CMI... cramp.... nnp! but i learn how to sms and cycle with 1 hand.. haha... and ans call too.... woo.. i learn how to play beach volleyball too... haha.. kinda la... =)

time past... ppl went home... some of us stayed for dinner.... we bought quite alot of stuff la... spend quite alot... but its enjoyable... we had... satay, chickenwing, hokkien mee, char kway tiao, STING RAY, fried oysters... i think i will die tml... and i had another caramel frappe while waiting for alvina nd hong ghee to wash up... yes! 2.... fat dao.... 13 of us like slack there la... haha... chit chat gossip blah blah... till 1 plus then cab home.... ex ar..

im too lazy to type in the details... and my leg is super aching... ahh... die die die.... later i first day of sch.. CMI... GG... all in all... really enjoyed myself today... love the ppl ard me... alot alot... got to know new ppl too... =)

-TiM-

*wats really in ur mind ar?*

Friday, 101008

woke up at 1030... showered and left earli cuz meeting bro for lunch.. i decided to take a bus cuz it was still earli... but the bus broke down at serangoon.... like WTH! Zzz... hai yoyo... switch to mrt cuz the weather is so hot... was kinda earli so went starbucks to chill.. had my caramel frap. again...

had lunch with hong ghee and bro... fish soup.. its very nice.... =D then went to sch for meeting.... after tat.. went novena... had ajisen for dinner... pok le pok le... haha... dinner with alvin, allan, miki, jolene, hong ghee, zhijie, jason, desmond, leon, chasoon and elsie... alot of ppl seh... =) went home after tat...

band outing tml~ goin miki hse to make sushi in the morning... =)

-TiM-

*The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them*

Thursday, 091008

tiring tiring..... today i woke up at 1 plus... haha... im such a PIG... but i love to slp... lol... went online then showered... prepare to go for my hair appointment... yea... i super overspent today... dye, trim, treatment.... ahh!!!

after tat met jolene for dinner.. eee... dinner not nice... haha.. then went woodlands' starbucks.... had my caramel frap... yvonne joined soon after we ordered.... chit chat till 1130.... actually wanna call bro de.. but i think he rather slp... =x caught the last bus and ya.. very tired....

but today im very happi still.. haha.. lalala... u can try guessing wat happened.. but i don think u will ever get it.... anyway.. theres this nice email which i think is quite true... read it ba... =)

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小心讀每一個，再用一兩秒想一想
1. I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you.
我愛你不是因為你是誰，而是我在你面前可以是誰。

2. No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry.
沒有男人或女人是值得你為他流眼淚，值得的那一位，不會要你哭。

3. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.
那人不是你所想般愛你，但不代表那人不是全心全意地愛你。

4. A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart.
一個真正的朋友是向著你伸手，觸動你心靈的人。

5. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them.
掛念一個人最差的方式，就是你坐在他身旁，而知道你不能擁有他。

6. Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile.
就算你不快樂也不要皺眉，因為你永不知道誰會愛上你的笑容。

7. To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world..
在世界裡你可能只是某人，但對某人你可能是全世界。

8. Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't willing to waste their time on you.
不要花時間在一個不會花時間在你身上的人。

9. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when
we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful.
可能神要我們在遇到那位對的人之前先遇上一些錯的人，讓我們遇到那位對先生/對小姐時懂得珍惜。

10. Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened.
不要因為完結而哭，要為曾經發生而微笑。

11. There's always going to be people that hurt you so what you have to do is keep on trusting
and just be more careful about who you trust next time around.
這個世界永遠也會有一些傷害你的人，你要做的就是繼續去信人和小心你下次信的人。

12. Make yourself a better person and know who you are before you try and know someone else and expect them to know you.
在你嘗試了解其他人和盼望其他人明白你之前，先把你自己變成一個更好的人和了解你自己。

13. Don't try so hard, the best things come when you least expect them to.
不要太努力去找，最好的東西是在你最預計不到的時候出現。

REMEMBER: WHATEVER HAPPENS, HAPPENS FOR A REASON.
緊記: 所有事也是因果循環的。

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-TiM-

*i carn decide... im very happi today*

Wednesday, 081008

nth much. band. the end.

-TiM-

*shd i? i feel so sad now*