BlueZ... 蓝蓝的一天。。。

Today was a Blue Blue dae... ytd sth happened... wasnt very happi abt it.. donno la.. shdn't bring it to tml.. anw... jus saw aaron's blog.. he scold me sia... say i stupid... don wanna send him the format.. =/ its not i don wanna send... he ask me tat time i was away... then like tat become my fault... haiz.. afternoon he and dickson called... ask me for help.. wasnt at home ma.. how to send? haiz.. dio meh by them somemore... sad... help ppl still dio meh... then i ask ms ong send them.. she say she send le... but they say they nv recieve... then now my fault... =/ haiz.. haiz... i take over Asst Band Major tat time oso dono wat to do.. no one pass down anything lo... i have to draft them out myself... they want a copy can jus say de ma... last min, then i not at home... trust other ppl to send but donno y nv send.. haiz.. all comes back to me.. i mean... u need help then ask nicely la... let my form teacher know i still chay band things, i will GG until very jia lat de leh.. nv think of others de.. unappreciative... haiz...

anw, today had amaths 1 and history... sure fail le la... haiz.... ytd very moody le.. today like tat.. totally screwed le la.. dam demoralised... but who is there for me at this very moment? no one... alone again... handle everything... haiz... after paper met up with gavi then sec 4s went for lunch... i no appetite... but then i see food then i bad mood.. then ate alot.. until i wanna vomit... =/ crazy mi...
after tat they suggested goin to aaron's hse... then went lo... haiz... wasnt feeling too good... didnt do much la... was very sian 1/2.. haiz... suddenly so much happened... some cannot be mentioned... and wheres tat someone who said will be there when i need u? haiz.. still scold me.. =(

i see no colour now.... everything is in monotone... no rainbow... no mood.. no nth.... haiz... wanna post sth happi but jus carn find any... sad...=[

~commentless me signing off..