no comments? bad day? bad week?

ytd was a very very bad day... didnt feel like talking at all... woke up in the morning feeling slpy.. tired.. but still went to sch... oh well.. the day ended at 1330.. thx goodness... but i went to band again... they had rehersal... i was sianing in the band room... and yes.. when im sian, i think of the past... and yes.. was abt band... and as usual... wasnt feeling okay~... so i went home...

oh well.. slept for awhile, woke up at 830, had dinner... showered and went out to meet kaikai and jian hao... they were studying for the o lvl pract.. ask me teach.. so as a fren... okie.. i went... don wanna PS ppl...went out until abt 12... reach home online msn... someone talk to me... okie... later i called... they ask me go hougang green find them... its like 12+ le lo... nvm... i showered and went out again.. didnt feel like walking so took a cab... on the phone i still confirm with them... u all at hg green de mac hor.. don later i go there then no one hor.. then okay.. i trust them... went out... like 5mins later... mum called... said i no need go back liao... diao~ happened again... haiz... so nvm lo.... i went to hg green.. by cab!!!! nv bring wallet la... onli brought money which i used up for cab le... go until there see no one... nvm.. i keep cool.. call to ask... hang my call... ans le don talk... dam!!!! my ass on fire liao... bluff me come here nvm... at least when i ask jus say... call one of them... he tried to cover up and all.. but nvm... was too hot to listen to him.. totally infuriated...

damn angry... now i got no where to go... nv bring wallet... onli got hp and windbreaker... so where am i supposed to go.. wondered ard for awhile then went to the park... sit there and think... frens? do fren take each other for granted... think think think until i fell aslp.. 7+ one of them called... talk for awhile then put down le... 8+ cousin called.. ask me go shopping with him... Zzz.. then i tell him i at the park.... then he ask y then i tell him the story... then he ask me go his hse first... his dad and him came to fetch me... now im at their hse... uncle talking to mummi now... and i still donno wat to do... my uncle told me probably she will let me go back... but she will not give allowance like last time... so oh well.. wat can i do... im at fault afterall... not supposed to go out but still went to pei my "frens" hu backed on me... jus my luck i guess... donno wat to do now... haiz...

-tim signing off...