Hmm~ TiM is always TiM

as i said.. im always the way i am... many asked mi y i nv go for the SYF rehersal... i really wanted to... i really wanna go back to band every pract.. go back help help teach abit gif support... but the impression of the teachers are most dissapointing.... not tat i wanna say but... tats the reason y i didnt wanna go back for band....

as many already know... im kinda attached to MSSMB.. during my sch days... my form teacher keep nagging at mi for spending too much time there... my parents wanted mi to resign since i was like sec 2? but i held on... nv quit... nv leave... the sense of belonging is too strong.. but now.. even thou i have the urge to go back.. i wouldnt... i don like to go places uninvited or unwelcoming... well.. tats the impression of the teachers...

My juniors wants us to go back... but teachers don... what can we do.. some still go back.. well.. for mi.. i seldom go back... theres a reason for everything... its not tat i wanna abandon the band or anything... i love to go back.. but some ppl don like to see mi... so i carn pop by too often...

well.. if the teachers do read this... i jus wanna let u guys know tat im not aimming at anyone... its a general impression... i need no apology or anything of tat sort... but u guys have let mi down time and again.. u kinds treat us as free labour... come back when u need us.. when u don need us... u jus chase us away...
of cuz... not all teachers are like tat... some do welcome us... i understand that u guys gotta get work done.. but chasing us ard isnt the rite way... we were once ur students and we did do our part didnt we... so don push us ard... thx you...

oh well.. tat all abt band... i'll try to pop by more often... really miss u guys...
but theres nth much i can do...

well.. life jus such a bore.. nth much to do... laming ard... slack... trying to stay happi and help ard... nth much to rejoice abt.. anyway... CNY coming le.. wish everione a happi lunar new yr bah... wish u guys good luck... xue ye jing bu... wan shi ru yi.. smile...

-TiM signing off~ *monty monty monty*