difficulties in life

sometimes i face many situations which i dono how to handle. at such... calm down and think... sometimes i manage to pull thru. sometimes i screw up... but its all a learning journey... as to how am i looking at life now, well... proj come and go.. im not really affected by it... cuz soon after... i can forget everything abt it... life goes on... social probs... they stay on... well.. still got alot to learn... ppl don like me... i will jus don care.... but i will still think abt it de lo... y ppl make such comments... y they don like me? but i wont change myself jus for tat person if its not worth.... sometimes i do change.. but tats after weighing the odds.... relationship probs... ppl ask me for opinion, but i always qn myself, i carn even handle mine... later gif wrong advice how? oh well....

theres is so much abt me tat everyone dono... fragments of it scattered ard..... does anyone know me inside out? can anyone read my mind? im so crazy today... keep asking myself qns... haha... how i wish theres someone who knows me tat well... but like some say... if u don say it out.. ppl wont know.... haha... u think words can say it out meh? diff lo... and y are some ppl so persistant... haha.. its diff to and tat... =)

some bad habits of mine... i like to analyse things and situations... like watever i see... it will become a situation with possible probs and solution... i think 80% of the time im in my own world... and im always sub conciously thinking of other things while doin totally diff things... can u slp and wake up with a solution? lol.... jus like writing with both hands... thou one is uglier then the other... i shd really learn to concentrate more... smiles...

another situation... my mum asked me... u treat ur frens so good... how do they treat u in return... i told my mum i treat ppl good cuz i wan to be treated good... some ppl don treat me good... i'll jus ignore.. wat for get worked up.. not worth... but sometimes... i jus get used... haha... used! u know how it feels to be used? =)

lastly... i like to complain... i jus like to nag nag nag... after tat, i will be okie.. so please bare with me if im doin it... and now... i have to decide if i shd stay on.... any advice? haha.. many more.. but lets not talk abt it... and i realise tat the probs i face is caused by myself.... oh well...

-TiM-

*if onli i could say it out*