actually i don wanna blog one... but here goes

i don like ppl to watch me and qn me... i feel like a criminal.. invaded... anyway... if u have probs, i listen.. i have nv once felt u were annoying... so u don have to say sorry for disturbing me... and another thing is tat sometimes u say things that don make sense... like i always say.. is it worth it.. why would u wanna care so much... ppl try so hard to cheer u up... and there u go... no one cares... it gets tiring at times.. and i have given up...

i have to care abt the welfare of others.. aside from mine... i try so hard.. but, everything seems to be my fault in the end.. i don uds why... if u are my fren.. should u be trying to help me instead of adding on? i really don uds... have i been used? like always.. USED... hai... when will this ever end... im gona be tat self reliant self sufficient guy again... 1 boi, 1 life, 1 self....

anyway... i have been reminded of the embedded word since 2005... am in a super bad mood now... im not goin to say much.. tak care all.. byebye

*so near yet so far... life have since became monotonous*