AHHH.. im sick again...

my left arm is so pain... =( dono wat happened.. i cannot straighten it... how am i goin to bring my laptop tml? =/ currently having sore throat and abit of cough... =( y ar.. concert coming then sick... -.-

today.. is a very very very sian day.. things like super go against me... but wat can i do... jus accept it... im so sad... my jap role play... i kinda forgot some of my lines.. sigh... sorry to my grp mates... didnt meant for tat to happen... sorry... thou u don blame me but i blame myself... -.-

everything seems to be jus a wasted effort.. first and foremost... marketing... still haven gotten over tat proj.. then results... the input so much.. output like shit... -.- try so hard stil like tat... can die ar! today i woke up earli.. skip lecture jus to pract my jap... but in the end.. too nervous... or i shd say distracted... i forgot... even when i do things for other ppl... seem to be jus a wasted effort...

anyway... today my mood not good.. so when to find my fren after setting up the stage at the audi... ya.. my hand hurts but i still helped out.. don scold me... i jus wanna do it... zi zhao de rite.. now the hand cannot even straighten.. Zzz.. pei him pract his french role play.. got bored and started folding things... and i folded like this super small crane.. its smaller then a 10 cent coin.. lol

oh well.. tats all for now i guess... im very very very tired...

-TiM-

*the pain tat no one sees... why does this have to happen to me.. why me.. carn u jus even say like a nice sentence jus to cheer me up.. -.- *