i really wonder wat when wrong.. lets go down the list... i have been pretty tied up with everything... im so busy busy... =( really busy.... did i use it all up already? or have i mistakenly gave it away... onli i know...
last friday was marketing submission.. i tried my best to make it as perfect... i did not slp alot... like 2 hrs for thursday? why is it tat i still left out some points.. nvm... friday i went to print... i skip lect jus to print... 1) i printed 2) i binded 3) i forgot to print some appendices 4) i reprint at IT block.. 5) i left my 2 thumbdrive there cuz they are attached tgt.. 6) i forgot abt it... 7) i realise more errors 8) i carn find my thunb drive... 9) i stayed back to print and edit 10) i press sth wrong and my data jus printed and printed... i spent $7 plus on waste paper.. -.- 11) i didnt eat... 12) i feel like dying... 13) i dono y im so distracted maybe im really missing u badly
nvm... wat a day rite.. weekends, tired my best to make the proj possible.. my group members helped... but but but.. i still didnt slp alot... trying to make things good and reasonable... lack slp de me.. arrange to reherse with shareen at 1130 cuz she got MMLee performance at 12... nvm.. no time to eat... then later print print print... things went wrong.. nvm... meet the rest at 1, some where late.. reherse.. not enough time... nvm... went to class... and shitty irritates me.. nvm... then hungry me.. trying to make everyone feel less nervous, entertains them.. presentation, everyone overtimed.. my group was the last... 1) sch comp don have my font type.. it was screwed... 2) we tried to present faster... 3) some lect came in and chase us halfway while we were presenting.. 4) my lect interrupted us and skip many parts... 5) cut cut cut.. so much... im so sad... all the hard work my group has put in like gone down the drain.. wat seem to be a almost perfect marketing plan with the most asthetically prestige designs wasnt presented... wth... all the sleepless nites.. all the effort... washed down... thanks...
i have 2 icas tml... starting at 8 am... finance and efma... i feel so tired.. but concert is nearing.. i feel the need to attend.. i went... now im back... im so tired... hungry cuz i nv ate a proper meal the whole day.. onli a pack of my favorite panda panda.. sitting here, thinking... wat else do i have to do...
1) sinfonia booklet (band)
2) sinfonia production meeting (band)
3) open hse... excuse letter blah blah (band)
4) finance ica (sch)
5) efma ica (sch)
6) ict Proj (sch)
7) HR proj (sch)
8) jap test next week which i haven got the script (sch)
9) finish packing the hse
10) alot alot other things... personal stuff.. other stuff.. =(
im so tired of everything.. y must i entertain them.. i was so sian 1/2 i left almost immediately after pract today... didnt wan to see anyone... i tried to act normal.. maybe they were jus normal... jus i was too sensitive...
and to you.. i have so much things to tell u... but i dono how to say... i feel like jus slping and not wake up...
and ppl ppl are not helping by keep changing things.. like the data for the booklet.. its damn confusing.. so wat is it that u wan.. maybe i shd jus QUIT! and leave.. i have said this again and again.. i wanna leave.. but im still here... its ok.. jus abit more.. bare with it... i can do it.. i won die b4 sinfonia... let jus hope things go well.. if ppl attitude me.. so be it.. i don wan to care anymore... its time i have more time for myself... i need some slp.. some rest.. a vacation.. a break....
bye, i don feel like typing anymore...
*dumdum, where are u... how was ur test... i wanted to msg u but i don think u wanna read it.. oh well.. everything is not going tat well.. wat happened... i feel like talking to you.. but i dono wat to say.. i see you, thou u nv talk to me.. but im also contented... hai.... i really dono wat i writing le.. i give up... im so confused now... wat are u to me... are u tat impt to me?*