thinking and more thinking... have been mood swinging since last nite.
i think alot alot alot... many many tots..
today's a rotten mood day for me...
decided to meet up with some of my frens.. hoping to distract myself...
but i think even more... maybe cuz the subject wasnt there for me...
this was wat i concluded.
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when you are down, whos there for u?
when u need someone the most, whos there for u?
who is the person who really understand u.
who is the person who u can trust.
whos can be your eyes, your ears, your support?
who can you rely on?
many other qns pop out... these are just some...
for 19 years of my life... friends come and go... i lived thru it...
once a while, my little guardian angel appears and walk me thru my darkest times.
and today, when my sunshine and rainbow when on holiday..
the person who i want to be with wasnt there...
i dono how to react now... im back to the old self... its again, me myself and i.
i like to think think think. i like to bottle it up.
sometimes, i just don feel like talking... maybe cuz its beyond words.
and sometimes, its nice to have someone who really uds u to be there for u.
know how to cheer u up.. but today... i saw myself thru. me myself and i.
oh well... emo tots again... tats y i decided to add a rainbow to my blog... hopefully, it cheers me up.
.tim
*where were you?*