addiction. absolute love.
went for bbtea again with the usual.
had a long long long long.. SI BEI long.. heart to heart talk..
and i realize alot of stuff.. and i finally came to terms with myself..
its true tat alot has happen.. and i have been thinking abt it...
i guess i know wat should i do next.
things happen. it doesnt only affect you...
it affects others too.. things happen. doesnt mean u dont know... u just kept quiet.. certain things are ok to be quiet.. some are not... well.. i know i know.. i know... im solving it slowly... and i came to terms with so many things.. its so scary.. i came to realise the truth... sun set, darkness of nite, shinning moon/ star appears, break of dawn.. i guess i know wat i can do next. as for those who like to build their happiness on others' misery.. thank you.. u shd think of urself too.. if one day, its you. don blame anyone but yourselves. yes.. yourselves.. not yourself.. =) fren's advice.. have good intentions. don curse... okay, i wont. i take it with a smile.
lastly. this sad case spine of mine is giving me problems again.. i shd really just go for the op.. spinal disc herniation. thank you for coming in my life.. who cares abt me anyway.. i know.
.tim