hi all. sorry i cant blog ytd. i was too sick. i went for band for awhile to make sure everything is in place. left in a cab. which TOOK SO LONG to get home. i was feeling sick. reach home with 38.8. no mood for food nor everything. tried to take a nap but my temp shot up. 39.4 =( by the time i seek professional help. its already 40.1. lucky to be alive rite. haha. my mummy said. ur whole body so red lo. swollen face, eyes. red red. like lobster. then i was like. huh? orh. ok.
when i was burning, i was really thinking abt i cant fall yet. theres too much to be done. keep pushing. just a week more. after tat. no prob. of cuz i tot abt the ppl who would be there for me. many questions. realise many things too. thou i was supposed to stay in. i got my way thru and manage to sneak to school for lessons and band. thou many things went wrong but manage to slowly solve it. and hey, im still alive ok. nv say die. even if u are really dying. somehow i realise my reaction became slower suddenly. my mum talked to me. i reply 4 sec later. mr Han called. i need some time to think then reply in voice. man, maybe i cooked my brains.
a side note.
i am not god. please don be so last min. after i got the things for u. u say actually don need. THANK YOU AR. make a sick person worry like a mad man and then u say no need. hi. im also a living person. my tone and attitude towards u was? and wats urs to me? i really had quite enough of everything. im planning. planning this impt decision of mine. somehow i think i will be happier.
.tim *hey, i think u're better then any medicine. i really miss u*
