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Responsibilities Vs Personal Interest.
when your job gets personal. what will u do. u have to do ur job and u lose a friend. its not the first time. i blame no one. being sick and down with much more to do. i give up. do watever u wan. do watever pleases u. im tired. really tired.
Appreciation.
After doin so much. have u ever wondered if the receiver appreciates it? silly you. i guess its ok? u just wanted the person to be happy or the thing to go well. so don complain. im sure u're happi to see the thing go well. the person happi. that sense of accomplishment.
tired.
resting is preparing to walk a further distance. balance, push too much it breaks. don push no progress. its a delicate balance. 1 more week. just 1 more. 1.
reflection.
its only when u're alone or sick when u get to think super alot. realise many things. the ugly truth as they say. wat to do? u decide for urself. priority, choice, beautify it. im tired. nites.
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.tim *im scared by the freak fever. =( i wan u*
