060110 - ups and downs

i am tired. stressed and irritated... i am so FINE now... i am just going to blurrr everythinggg out...

slept late. falling ill.. lethargic to wake up.. but i dragged myself to sch.. totally disregard my tutor and did other proj during his tutorial.. im sorry.. but i just need to do it.. played the EGG game on cheryl's phone trying to beat lebin's high score.. sorry tutor.. i had to destress myself... abit of proj meeting here and there.. had lunch.. went to continue my proj while doing band stuff... i msut multitask.. if not i feel very uneasy.. rush proj, no mood for dinner.. had a waffle.. and half a iced Teh-C.

band was not bad.. i feel suddenly everything feels so loud suddenly.. but the sounds was ok.. my section was in tune.. i am HAPPY abt it.. ups and downs.. voting today.. i am happy cuz of alot of reason.. im emotional cuz im graduating soon.. alot of ppl are falling sick.. take care and get well soon... at this point of time.. im still thinking of quiting sch.. which is totally dum. will continue to tell myself not to do it.

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have u ever felt tat someone has become a part of your life tat its sth like u cant live without.. unknowingly you've become one.. simple things such as the way u speak.. the way you present urself.. the little things they do and you do.. even the way u hold the hand rail in the train mistaking it other things.. haha.. honestly, we are always changing.. some influenced by society.. some by the ppl ard you.. what will happen if theres a suddenly switch? a state of shock maybe?

have you ever have the feeling of "i just know your style, wat u're gonna say, blah blah?" jean grey? nah.. its just the special bond and understanding u have tgt.. one tat not all will understand.. or try to understand at the very least..

actually i also dono wat i really saying already.. i have so much tots inside i dono wat to do with them.. can i like poke a straw and let it all flow out?

treasuring

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i have a ppt at 8am tml morning.. 530 wake up.. now its 230.. and i have alot other stuff to do.. slpless nite again.. and tml is a efffing long day... till 6... oh great... anyway.. this was playing at the aisles of SBM block while walking along it.. tots.

.tim *hey, get well soon kaes*