Monday, January 18, 2010

eat eat eat. dwaeji

why haven i been updating? cuz i don have the mood to.. anyway... this few days.. i've been eating alot alot alot.. thinking alot alot alot.. ups and downs alot alot alot... i worked... with uncle aunties surrounding me trying to make me talk to them... "ah boy, u very cool ah, don talk.. like the macau casino dealer" -.- can u just leave me alone? i busy enough counting chips..

the little one skipped sch.. and its like sec 1 January onli lo.. small one, please grow up and start thinking abt ur future.. stop playing so much.. and hogging on TV playing Xbox.. let alone the computer.. study eh... grow up liao.. start tinking!

today is a slp and eat day for me i guess... slp eat tv slp eat tv.. totally no mood for studies.. in the quit sch mood again.. but then, i got motivated somehow.. did abit of my work.. but now.. im down again.. oh.. the ups and downs.. its really these ups and downs... one moment u are ok.. next u are not.. i really dono wat to expect next.. can things please go well for once... please...
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God is fair
someone once told me tat daddy god is fair.. theres a balance.. like if u are good in sth, u loss out in other.. someone can have looks.. but are not very smart.. i tot thru today.. im not very good looking.. nor am i ugly.. im not very smart, nor am i dum.. im successful in many ways.. but im a failure in many other things... everyone has his strength and weakness.. i won say i am a good president, theres alot of things tat i could have done otherwise alot better.. but ppl only see the surface.. theres alot to it.. its a very stressful post.. and moreover, u have to juggle ur studies too.. many a times i crumble.. many a times ppl say, u don act like ur caliber... many a times, i find ppl who support me.. and ppl who dont..

every successful person has a "behind the scenes person" supporting him or her.. and in return, u support him or her back.. tolerance, patience, love, care... its a mutual understanding.. one tat is so simple.. yet so complicated.. it takes 2 hands to clap.. it takes 2 ppl to maintain.. it takes 2 person to live.. *i am really praying very hard.. i don wan to loose you*
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.tim *and i try to uds and act on it, cuz i wan u to be happy*

i saw this on disney channel and think its a nice song to share... enjoy..
*for you*