wat am i doing? cooling down and doing my proj
Why am i here? cuz i ran away.
wat happened?
sth happened which made me unstable and the small one at home keeps irritating me. my aim of going home early today was to do up my projects and keep myself busy and not think about other things that have been haunting me. so finally i couldnt take it and i wanted to ask him wat the prob was that he need to throw his tantrums again. rude as he always is. he scream at me. i tolerated. and it happened again. so this time i screamed. and i decided. i will go out. he slammed his door. i went him and talked to him. and ok. since u don like me to be ard. i shall make myself disappear.
everything in my life is goin fucked up right now. my angel.. where are u? packing my stuff and leaving home, i saw my mummy.. i know she wan me to stay home.. but theres just so much happening within me i think its best for me to take a break.. im sorry mummy.. i know u will be reading this.. sorry for putting u in a spot.. both are your sons.. u love both as much... for now.. let me go.. if theres anything.. jus give me a ring... im sorry...
for the rest of the things happening in my life.. i dono wat to do abt it anymore.. wat ever u wan to do.. i have no say.. just do.. i gave up on my life.. its getting so out of hand. i don know how to solve it anymore... let me drown and be on my way for judgment up above.
.tim *and im still hoping.. will my strong faith bring me light in this dark hr?*