toilet thinking.. god is fair.. yup! he is.. lets take me for an example..
im ok, quite good looking.
im ok, quite smart.
im ok, quite talented.
im ok, quite successful.
im ok, quite well presented.
im ok, quite well looked upon.
but but but...
wats bad abt me? cuz god is fair.. if u are good in sth, u are bad in others ah.. no one is perfect.. but u can work ur way to perfection. so wat is my weakness? complaisant, weird, moodswing, emotional? haha.. wats bad about me?
i was doing my uni application.. SMU NTU NUS.. i see my grades.. i see my achievements... wa! not bad ah.. thou im like onli 3.448 GPA and the cut off for smu is 3.5, ntu 3.7 but still... not bad ah.. my CCA max already and still counting... 34 pt... but but but.. all these achievements didnt come easy... the hard work.. the blood.. the sweat... the tears.. the sacrifices.. i will work harder.. i will be successful.. my life plans.. my future is bright =) haha.. those who didnt manage to see it.. too bad.. not many ppl have a second chance.. maybe thats why im always too good for anyone.. oh well.. LONER! haha.. okok.. i shd stop.. i shall be patient.. for now.. study la boy..
and darn. i have to go to sch to open some door in the evening tml. anyone wanna date me for dinner? haha... oh ya, reminder to self.. start studying for exams soon.
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flash back flash back
turn back turn back
stop stare stop stare
let go let go
look far look far
when moments turn into memories.. things i will rmb for life... haha.. still clinging i guess
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.tim *if i could turn back time. i would have held on tighter. haha*
