i had a nightmare last night.. maybe cause of the heat? its pretty warm lately.. i really wanna rmb the dream.. its similar.. very familar.. wat was it abt? why did i dreamt of it? woke up at 5 plus after a 2 hr "sleep" great..
a day of thoughts and reflections. 一波未平，一波又起。人生往往都是这样。就当生活慢慢地上轨道，坏事又把你给打倒。。。 有时，你就想这样放就算了吧。。。 何必非经力气呢？值得吗？i mean like, whats the point in trying anyway.. things just don't wanna work out.. so what should one do now? living a life of lies and deception.. how realistic is that? face the music.. its a sooner of later issue.. no matter what. thou it is not my obligations to do it. i will.. for the better of me and everyone else. u can go on and live ur life of ignorance.. like i always say.. you happy can already..
maybe its the weather. maybe its me. being over sensitive and easily irritable is my norm. sometimes u just wan to shut urself from the world. live my life of fantasy. with whoever I CHOOSE and I WANT to be with. my life. i decide.
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Here's Sth that i don uds.
life is simple. why do u always have to complicate it? a picture of 2 always end up as a picture of 3. its like NO LINK? ain things going ok? why do people just want to pick a fight and spoil the so called relationship and later regret. and why do people know what is the problem but only know how to complain about it? find solution! actually i am quite fed up. MAKE UP YOUR MIND. and MAKE SURE YOU LIVE BY IT. decide already then just follow la.. don promise promise then later break the promise.. promise = increased expectation = increased risk of disappointment. whats so difficult? this is not lip service. if you cannot do it. don promise.
its not a one time. 2 time thing. many times. many different scenarios. different character. same problem.. maybe its just me.. and my silly PRINCIPLES of life. so be it. *one day, this person will come by*
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.tim *being individualistic as a backup plan*
a moment of tranquility
