as the cloud grew bigger. you come to realise that “这世上是没有不散的筵席，我的时辰已经， 该是时候接受实施了” you realise the fact but you just don't want to accept it, pretending like nothing happen. well, some stuff i have accepted... it's ok.. fated to be so. it will be so. every relationship has an expiry date, some may last until your death. some only last for awhile.. no matter what it is.. i have enjoyed and i am just gonna rmb it as a happy memory.. 有效期~当你的服务被取代了，你就变得无效了。该是时候被遗弃了。当让，我们应该往好的方面去想。 不是没断交情都喊着不平凡的意图。可是事实就是那么的残酷。
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my passion. my heart. my soul.
Music has inevitably became a part of my life. no many how harsh the comments are. how challenging it is.. i learnt to persevere. i grew up with music. my life is music. i realise it's just so hard to just abandon it.. i cant. its like my life.. without it. things are so different.. recently i had my graduation day in band. thank you my band.. i realise i really love my band alot. i cant bear to part.. every inch of the room. every cupboard.. every shelf.. i know whats there.. its like my second home.. the piano.. my flute... my chair.. my stand.. my kids.. my frens.. i love it all.. the nice ppl.. and the extremely shitty people.. haha.. thank you for making this expired old man's last day such a wonderful one.. my friend said.. "5 yrs i know you, i've nv seen u shed a tear" and indeed. i was on the verge of bursting.. to think.. im willing to do anything for band.. i've abandon some of my closest friends. my family. my partners. just because of band. some say i am mad.. but that's where my calling is.. my life.. hope to see NYPSO continue to grow and excel. i've brought back 4 certificates as a band member and as a leader.. and i am proud of it.. i am very proud of it. i love my band. soon, it will be my last goodbye.... i'll miss you.
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the orh ok attitude
i've grew tired. some matters are just really. i give up. i can only go.. orh okay.. doesnt really matter already..
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.tim *chocolates and cakes and icecreams*
Let Music Heal This Soul