trust?

i need to learn how to trust. sometimes its very difficult, you cant force urself to trust and respect others just like that.. its built~ i have 6 days left... if i still cant trust, i dont know how things will be.. it will be bad.. i guess... time and time again.. we talk abt things.. and the next day, its like nth happened.. its kinda tiring thou.. so much happening at this moment.. and time and time again.. the promise was broken.. i am starting to speculate.. i dont know how things will be during the 2 weeks...

i guess i need a miracle...

.tim