Saturday, September 18, 2010

170910 - Shag Cannot Think?

last week was PRETTY much exhausting.. lots of combat training! omg! feels worse then doing normal physical training lo.. martial arts is tiring! pffft! none the less, i know how to fight now. and theres this sickening 16km march.. the road WAS SO FREAKING ROCKY and steep. no wonder its call rocky hill.. haha.. low in spirit but i past thru it.. i survive.. no matter how shag u are.. there's others who are more shag then u. do ur part. help yourself by helping others.

so little admin time! there's pretty much alot of stuff to do.. had band audition on wed, guess it wasnt really great but hey, i tried.. haha.. =) can go jiu go lo.. cannot go jiu go other place lo.. i miss playing in the banddddddddd... somehow..

2 weeks left.. =) well.. aside from army.. i think i am pretty much stupid.. im like purposely giving up on a certain situation which i know i have an upper hand. and by doing so, hurting myself and hurting others.. so am i dum or wat? my bunk mates said: "why u so quiet lately, u and ur sian face.. expressionless" i can only smile back.. oh well.. i hope i made the right decision.. ok la, i know i very bad, i nv ask for opinion and i decided the solution.. but hey, im trying very hard to make sure u're better off.. so ya. haha! aiya.. all i wan is u to be happy. thats all.. don ask abt me.. im self sufficient as usual.. gonna sign on anyway.. sooner or later.. and get stuck inside.. and have lots of money with no where to spend.. and probably retire early and travel ard.. or i can jus bring it all to my grave... lol.. sounds like a tragic story.. yea.. thats my lifeeeeeeeeeee. i is a unwanted! HAHA! aiya.. u happy can already.. i also dono wat i will do..

where's my next stop gonna be? hmm. wonders.. with an open mind, the options are limitless.. 来去如风。。 永别了。朋友。