bday.... good / bad...

today leh. i oso donno good or not la... not really in the right state of mind.... but many turned up... was very glad they did... well.. went kbox... after tat went to esplanade for food... im super tired la... i reach home.. no need lie down oos can slp.... Zzz... still feeling weird.... as usual... as i predicted.... the things came true... /=

here are the pics...

wow... ah mah got 2 girls to pei... one daph one lala


my left view? with daph trying to take my pic


My right view!!!! we have Han the great and rain


hmm.. donnow at this is.. romantic view?


a funni ray pic?


another ray funni pic thing


Bday girl cutting her cake


Aaron's back view? abstract..


my favorite of the day.. us ur imagination.... wat do u see? sail? lol.. i see more

-why-

This few days... thou got happi times but alot of unfortunate events happened too...
there are somethings in life tat we carn explain... examples are why things happened... why do u learn to treasue the things ard more onli when they're gone? i always tell myself to be happi... cuz i want the ppl ard mi to be happi... don wanna affect them... but its jus so tiring to fake out a smile everyday.... sometimes u jus need a break.... how i wish i could be in a coma now.... lying in hospital.... care free... how i wish this was jus a night mare... how i wish i could wake up from it.... sigh sigh sigh.... later today, im gonna celebrate my fren's birthday... i'll be happi... jus cuz i don wanna spoil 13 ppls' mood.... well... hope tat things go well for this fren of mine cuz this outing was specially planned for u... u said u nv celebrated ur bday b4... so this yr.. i will go no matter wat... i treat u as a fren... hope u treat mi as one too...

relationships are impt in life... some ppl don like them... some ppl love them... as for mi... i think its the way one handles relationships tat create tat impression in one's mind... they must be set out clear... don leave it in a mess... i regretted living many of my relationships in a mess... i've been running away.. hoping tat time will settle everything for mi... but in the end... everyone suffers... be it ur frens... family.. loved ones... etc... i need a break... a break from all these... i need to set my mind clear... i need to draft out my rules and regulations.. i don wanna hurt anyone anymore... or be hurt... its not nice to have tat feeling in u... so don do it to others too... i really apologise to those i hurt so deeply... i want to do sth abt it... but i donno how... pls teach mi... tat remoseful feeling nv wears off... onces its there.. its like a scar... even when u are truely happi.. it wont last cuz once u see the scar.. u recall the bad memories....

the wise once said: "one must be forward looking.. treat past failures as a lesson... don look back, don regret... live life to the fullest" tats how im brought up... i love details... everything must be perfect.. but wat is perfect... well.. theres nth perfect in this world....

to those who read this far... grats to u.. for u know mi better... read on if u want... if u think this is lame... well.. i have to agree.. cuz my mind is in a daze right now... i donno wat to do... my eyes... they look watery... but im not crying.. my mind is as blank as a sheet of paper... i feel cold... i feel lost...

many ppl always ask others "why is it my fault?" well.. it depends on how u take the situation.... i used to do tat... but now i ask... have i done wrong? if i did... wat did i do wrong... well.. this is so random... totally no link....

do u think being a hamburger paddy is fun? well.. i don think so... i don like to be in the middle... i don like to get involved in others' business... i really dont... i don wish to lose any of my frens... its really difficult u see... "A" tells mi this... "B" tells mi tat... i carn side any party... i wanna be neutral... but i carn... sigh... well... i hope tat ppl will be less of a busy-body and jus mind their own business.... don ask others to pass message... u put them in a very difficult spot... if theres a prob... settle it urself... and im not aiming at anyone... do not misunderstand...

i get mad easily cuz im jus too sensitive.... i always tell myself to be opened... accept all ideas and critics... no matter wat they say... i will listen... but sometimes... i'll get mad... and i don like to show it out... do i look gullible? free frake... no i don.... i will fight if theres a need... im not a all talk and no actions... when i say sth... i mean it... if someone challenges mi.. i'll settle it... it has happened before... i fought with many ppl... i ended with bruises... and i don gif up unless im dead... im like a bull when im mad... almost impossible to stop.. for im in a sub conscience mind... if i fought and stop... im still in a clear state of mind... Right Dan? right mel? right mich... i fought with u guys many times when we were younger... and its my dad tat whack the sense back into tat rock hard skull of mine... i really regretted fighting... its not nice.. i don mean it.. if i did fight... remember to knock the sense back into mi...

i always try to be nice to others... some ppl complain... some ppl take mi for granted... but i always try to remain neutral unless i really dislike u... i wouldn't open fire at anyone for no reason... u attack mi... i'll attack u... tats my principle... if u wanna cold war... i'll cold war... if its official... i'll put our differences aside and get the job done... im quite petty actually... i say i don rmb things... i got STML... well.. sometimes i jus don wann bring it up...

Sunday, 21st Jan 07... how will it be? how will things turn out... i sort of predicted somethings already... as usual... jus like wat happened the day b4 m9... i predicted... will it happen again... i hope not... i don want things to go wrong... i don.... i need a break, realy really need one... im tired.. veryvery tired.... im afraid to slp... im afraid i'll remain aslp... im scared... im lost... what shd i do? wheres my angel? wheres the person i can rely on? where are u? now... im here... alone... cold... lost.... no one to support... no one to comfort...

im sry to those who read this and got affected... i truely am... but i need to pen this down... b4 i self mutilate again... alls bad... im sry...

-Tim signing off..

so far so good ^^

so far leh... i managed to stay happi.... but hor... GG liao la... my HP bill bao like donno wat... i sms like 1348 la... call for like 2182 mins la.. GG liao.. dio meh like donno wat.... but nvm la... mummi say she help mi pay... hee... donno y but my parents suddenly very nice to mi wor... weird... my dad still say wanna upgrade the hse internet... 0.o weird....

maybe hes doin well bah... so he good mood lo... hope he remains like tat... hee..

hmm sunday goin celebrate my fren's bday... hope everything goes well... tml i'll post some pics.... =) kaes... tats all for now...

-tim signing off...

wa.. sicksick... =x

now head spinning... whole day like tat... went out at 3+ am... i came home at 10am.. Zzz..

feel super heavy... cannot move.. slp very long... cuz of the medicine bah... so many sia... ytd go jab le still need eat.. Zzz..

hmm... today nth special la.. jus tat i got a new cash shop set.... lol.. now my char very cute... =) lol..

so now leh.. im on msn lo... and i'll be happi... =) hhahaa

-tim signing off....

im ok le... =)

hellos everyone... timmi is feeling pleasent today... thou its a tiring day and timmi was sad sad... but at 1 am.. abt tat time bah.. someone made timmi happi again... ^^

okie.. timmi is ok le... ytd de thing i forgot le la... ^^ everything ok le...
timmi is fine now... thx everyone for ur concern esp u...

timmi this few days not feeling well... so nv blog tat much.. sry ar... how i get well b4 sunday... if not go out will spread germs... =x..

ok la.. tats all for today... smiles

-TimMi signing off....

from =) to =(

today leh... sleep alot again.. don feel like waking up again... not tat i wanna be emo but it jus happens...

evening, i woke up.. overslept.. nv go church.. haiz... nvm.. evening.. teach my fren maths.. not bad la.. still managed to ans.. heard alot of ppl complaining abt their work load... anyway... got moodswing la.. after teaching become very happi..

then go maple awhile... then moodswing again... not very bad mood... someone made mi very very bad mood... and i mean it...
now leh.. emo lo... don wanna talk abt it le... shall let it pass...

some ppl very weird de... don like... the more they scold mi... attitude mi.. the more i don like... haiz.. lets jus drop the subject...

hope tml will be a better day...

-tim signing off...

wa liao... GG liao la...

today went to try working... ZZZ tell u ar... can die man... my legs all swollen!!! go there dio meh by the stupid head... Zzzz... siao nang ar... scold scold scold.... but then got some ppl very nice la... =)
i think hor... i wont go back le la... is tired until can die... labour intensive... sian diao liao... now aching everywhere.... Zzz....

ok.. tats all for now...

tim signing off..

its a bright sunday morning...

nth much today... smiles..

-TiM signing off

0.o meaning-less life...

everyday don feel like waking up de... ytd dio meh until very cham... cuz i went out the whole nite... ytd i hack carea la.. still go out.. reach home at 430... morning dio meh again lo... lol.. wat can i do... jus listen to him...

someone asked mi y i always sad sad de... hmm.. maybe there isnt a someone who is ard to make mi happi? lol.. who knows... well.. maybe excpet mi and tat person bah...
life suxs as usual... but have to make it rox if i wanna live on.. so oh well.. bluffing myself again....

anyway.. heres a pic of a hungry girl who mistook my hand for food!!!


-tim signing off... =)

boredom!!!

im so bored.... don feel like waking up... slp slp slp... lol... really nth to do lo.... rather go to sch... =x

now on the phone.... talk crap... hen sian... Zzz..

now leh... those go sch de concentrate on studies... mi leh... concentrate on healing my wounds... =P

oh well... mi will try o be happi... =)

okie.. tats all for now...

TiM signing off...

busy day... movie + shopping

well.. today had to wake up earli toget tickets for them.... my frens and i went to Plaza Singapura to watch "DeathNote 2" ^^... not bad la.. jus tat the sub titles got block by the guy sitting infront of mi.. =(

well.. i made a mistake... SORRY GUYS!!! showed my frens the wrong seats... =x=x... really SORRY... >.< forgive mi pls...

lol.. reach there at 10+ bought tickets then went toy catching... then phone catching.. almost dio lo... miss the last box.. =/ sad... spent 20+ bucks there... Zzz.. caught nth!!! but.. nvm la.. everyone happi... i oso happi..

went Nee Ann City after tat... ah mah shop shop... we oso shop shop.. bought a new pair flip flops... hee.. ah mah sponsor mi abit with his voucher... THX!!!! hee... ah mah bought a very cute tigger... and bought daph a pillow thingy for her bday..

well.. now feeling emo again... but i'll be happi... ^^ must be happi... no matter wat... ok la... wo jiu blog dao zher li.... take care everyone... all the best for ur sch tml... which i'll be slping... =x heehee...

TiM signing Off AGAIN!!! =)

New Yr Resolutions...

well.. since its a new yr... i shd change for the better...

La TiM's New Yr Resolutions...
1) Be Happy always...
2) make ppl happi
3) Treats Others Better!!!
4) be less critical...
5) don think too much
6) stop the Emo Kid thingy
7) Stop Suaning ppl... (tats Hard)
8) Be More matured and sensitive towards others' feelings...
9) Study hard...
10)well.. tats for mi to know and u to find out... *secret*

okie.. these are some of my resolutions... how bout u... feel free to tag it on la tim's tag board... So Long my frens...

TiM Signing Off... again.... ^^

happi new yr... new yr new beginning

Happi New Yr everyone... hope tat everything will go well for u guys this 2007.. wishing for peace and prosperity... happiness and transquility....

its a new yr and i shd start afresh.. mi shall put aside all the unfortunate events tat happened last 2006 for its all history.... and i'll be happi... wahhaha...

hope tat u guys will also start afresh... everything will go well for u guys...

fun, tired & wont be online

well... ytd went to daphne's chalet and BBQ until like 1250 then took a cab back.... not back la... fun.. but very tired... perhaps i got the time wrong... we reach there at abt 4+ then nth to do... eat... walk.. then went to aloha loyang to check out our own chalet... then went to red hse twice... first time abit eerie.. walk too near got strong wind.. then later rain... walk away the wind and rain gone... then later drizzle... weird.... lol

anyway... i wont be online for the next few days... will be at chalet... aloha loyang... shd be no. 13 la... lol... last nite hen sian... train maple keep dying... then slp.. cannot slp... but got bad headache... slp le... got ppl wake mi up... either sms, phone or the door or jus the conversations.... now still get headache.. hope it wears off soon...

Looking Forward To The Chalet...

-TiM Signing Off

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got scolded for nth again.... by you know who... haiz....
im physco-ing myself to be happi... =D


well... tats tat..

-tim signing off

Emo Kid

lol... my mum have always been calling mi emo... lol... rain tagged tat hes emotional... lol... lets see whos more emo...

oh well.. today maple got alot of probs... kan du lan tell u... morning at zoombie... 5+ DC... then server down... waste money buy map... nvm... later do zakum quest... not bad la.. 2 hrs haven finish jumping.. si bei du lan... then hunt the damn gold tooth.. drop rate suck like fcuk... hunting half way... DC and server down again... Sian 1/2...

now nth to do... watch anime.. watch tv.. Zzz... very bored.... and when im bored... my soul wonders and wanders.... oh well.. thinking too much again.. lots of memories.. and too much at a time is bad.. very bad....

hmm... predict tat i gonna have nite mares again... Zzz =/

ohwell.. nth much le... all for now...

-tim signing off...

Happiness... wats tat...

i'll officially forgotten how to be happi...

isabell: TiM, y u always face black black de... smile leh
TiM : donno... cuz theres nth to be happi abt i guess..
bell: know wat... all i whish for xmas is for u to be happi always...
TiM : er... thx...
bell: =) don mention it... must be happi kaes... i don like to see a sad sad kor..
TiM : =)
bell: i know u got things to say.. but u jus don wanna say.. a hard shell but is soft and sweet inside....
TiM : how u know its sweet inside?
bell: oh come on... we know each other since like u know mich.... still rmb the wonderful memories with u, mich, mel, daniel and zach...
TiM : well.. guess those were the happiest time i had..
bell: same goes for mi
TiM : anw... nice to know someone still cares....
bell: =D don mention it... u will always be my wonderful kor no matter wat...

oh well... childhood frens... 2 left for aust... 4 in spore... we shd hav a gathering soon... really miss those times...

anyway... im in super rotten mood today.. donno y..

-TiM Signing off

feeling alittle better

well... reach home at abt 5am this morning... went to weewee hse.. raining... cannot go home... 430 we decide to go cuz his DoG(Jewel) KPKB.. d@mn noisy la... bleah...>.<

anyway.... jus finish updating my friendster thingy... not really fully updated but oh well... go see see and leave mi a testi!!! http://www.friendster.com/timkwa
thx!!!

oh ya... today mood normal la... ignored a few sms thou... sry.. Sat got forevergang outing.... shd i go anot? i got anything on tat day? i donno got anot.. howhow...
must faster reply... later dio meh...

oh ya... those who come my blog read hor.. ppls tag leh... who every u are... my fren... stranger.. whoever... =D my tag so empty de.... bleah... =P

ok la... now very cold... raining.... still thinking abt the past again...
kae guys... =) i go le.. tc

-TiM SigNin Off

NIGHTMARE!!!!!!!!!!

Sian!!! had a bad morning... woke up at 625 by a nite mare... scary.... don really rmb content but was wet all over... cold sweat.... haiz... y like tat.... Zzz
anw... later meeting the usual gang and daph... gonna have lunch...

-tim signing off....

0.o

well.. went out with the unusally peeps until 8.30am again... came home.. slp until 1 then showered and went jojo hse... tried to help him connect his d@mn routher but.. in the end failed.. sad....think routher got prob..

oh well.. tats tat... today mood soso la... not really bad nor good...

took very very very long to sync my ipod.. Zzz.. not user friendly at all.. oh well... all for now.. still thinking thou..

-tim signin off

=>Alls not Well<=

today actually not bad mood de.. but now bad mood again...

anw.. morning woke up feeling weird... very weird... oh well...
oh btw.. the someone is not daph... shes onli my mei... don assume...

things haven been goin well... alot of rumours spreading ard..
and i think im over reacting... oh well.. the over sensitive mi again...

kaes... shall stop here.. too bad mood to blog...

-TiM Signing off...

...Sigh...

oh well... today not in very good mood too... feeling blue... and wonder y did i bother to sound happi? didnt watn others to worry i guess...
had the same nite-mare again... sleepless nite no. 20 i guess...
still feeling empty...

To Someone:
i feel like calling you...
i feel like looking for u...
i long to see u...
i long to hear your sweet voice...
sigh sigh sigh

-timmi sighing off...

bad mood bad mood bad mood!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

don like ppl say things say half half!!!! argh..... haiz!!!!!!!
argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! d@mn angry!!!!!!!!!!! haiz...........
y say nth? if want say mind as well don even talk to mi....


This few days i very very bad mood!!!!! want explode le!!! ARGH!!!!!
feeling d@mn weird!!! keep thinking of sth... listen to the song on my blog... tats how im feeling now!!!!! argh!!!! LOVE SICK?! maybe... i finally said it out!!! i admit ok? im love sick!!! stop asking mi!!!!!!!!!

y do i keep thinking? i carn even type properly now..... im in a very bad mood!!!!!
y must u infuriate mi?!?!?! y? haiz.... y am i love sick? my msn nick: "love makes the world go round =)" y did i even wrote tat... wats the cause of this misery?!
haiz.. too much movie story movies? too much tsubasa? haiz....

AAA RRRRR GGGGGG H H !!!
A A R R G G H H !!!
A A R R G G H H !!!
A A R R G H H !!!
AAAAAAAAA RRRRRR G GGGGGGG HHHHHHHHH !!!
A A R R G G H H !!!
A A R R G G H H
A A R R GGGGGGGG H H !!!



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Anime :: Tsubasa Chronicle :: you are my love
you are my love

TV series insert song
Vocals: Eri Itoh

Composer, Arranger, Lyricist: Kajiura Yuki



kiss me sweet
I'm sleeping in silence
all alone
in ice and snow

in my dream
I'm calling your name
you are my love

in your eyes
I search for my memory
lost in vain
so far in the scenery
hold me tight,
and swear again and again
we'll never be apart

if you could touch my feathers softly
I'll give you my love
we set sail in the darkness of the night
out to the sea
to find me there
to find you there
love me now
if you dare...

kiss me sweet
I'm sleeping in sorrow
all alone
to see you tomorrow

in my dream
I'm calling your name
you are my love...
my love...
===================================================================


anyway... the ppl from fullerton replied.... tues goona meet them... hope eveyrything goes well..

Sunday morning... i am slping.. =.=l|

boring la... today i overslept again... woke up at 2+.. piggy mi...

hmm... played comp games.. watch tsubasa... then ah mah called... say weeong looking for mi.. then oh well.. go maple find him lo...

hmm... 5+ went to bathe... then went to church... came back play maple awhile then go msn.. while enjoying the 2x exp... daphne called from japan again... lol... after tat... dinner then slp...

now.. wake up... msn.. maple... watever la... lol..

-timmi signing off...

Wandering soul... wondering mind... lost? =/

today leh.. woke up at 12+.. lol.. piggy mi... oh well.. wats new...

when online... help gavi with his blog thingy... then played awhile... then dearest "Grand MAMA" called.. ask mi wanna go band anot... then.. oh well... since last day le... go lo.. go see them oso not bad la... kinda miss them all..

mi called han who got woken from his "Coma"...
TiM: HelloZ... morning..
HaN: Morning? Afternoon already.. [in a semi coma voice]
TiM: Han~
HaN: yea? =)
TiM: Wanna Go band? today last day... Gavi and ah mah ask mi go...
HaN: Er.. Erm... i needa get a present first...
TiM: okie... y not u go wash up first, then call mi again and we see wats the plan..
HaN: er.. okie..
[call ended]
[Han went to wash up.. tim when to dig out his clothes from tat stupid UPS box which jus can back from aust]
[HaN called]
TiM: Ello?~ [looking thru those boxes]
HaN: helooz~~~!
TiM: oh hi! so wats the plan?
HaN: tats wat i was about to ask...
TiM: oh~~.. er, we go get ur present then go band? 1300.. nono 1310 at ur void deck?
HaN: huh...
TiM: i think i'll be late so i say 1310
HaN: no need think.. sure late de..
TiM: LoL[=.=] kaekaes.. see u..
HaN: okay.. buaibuaiz
TiM: bb.. cu
[call ended]
[tim continued choosing then went to shower while han when to get ready too..]

okie.. tats lame.. lol.. i reach the void deck at abt 1258... lol..
hmm.. hungry.. went to old chang kee and bubble tea shop.. lol.. still got time to go back to han's place and sit down and finish a stick of Gyoza..

Reach school.. called gavilan.. give him curry puff...lol... chat and eat.. then went into band room... WA!!! y so little ppl... oh well... KPL nv go... wasted again...

later.. very bo liao... go polish tuba for fun.. lol..
nth to do le... went home... walk to gate.. then rmb.. need help toot didi(weewee) take instrument... then called him... his sis(carmen) ans.. then later the mum ans... then ok la.. don say i bad.. i help him bring u... gavi oso help ivan take... see... hes so nice... so stop saying he very fierce okie? lol...

went hg mall.. bubble tea again... then go NTUC for fun... then went home.. log in maple check check... then wanted to train but the bed too tempting.. then Zzz lol...

wa... HAN WEN CALLED...
hw: hello want play dota?
TiM: HUH?![semi-coma voice]
hw: want play anot.. got gavilan inside.. i call more ppl..
TiM: huh, orh ok..
[call ended]
[TiM went to slp... didnt wanna wake up]
wa.. now jojo called...
he said same thing.. haiz.. then ok lo...
i go take cd and play...
first rond play the hero thingy.. nv play b4... anyhow wack.. then still lose...
sian.. y team mi with hw... -.-
after the Game...

Daphne called [from japan]
daph: Hi
TiM : hihi... wa... call from japan ar...
Daph: lol.. called to say hi...
[blah blah blah the chat continues]
daph: tim.. u with them?
TiM : nope.. y?
daph: no la... help mi say hi to them oso
TiM : okok... suresure... take csre ar.. enjoy re trip ok... =)
Daph: Take Care too... Buaiz buaiz...

then i said hi to those playing wc3...
later dota... again... sian... sure lose de... but im noob... so oh well...
play half way... Bro came back..
he said: i want use...
tim replied: huh.. i jus started...
bro: huh.. ok... faster kaes.. i want transfer song and charge hp
TiM:okok...

later mum came in... its time to off... quick.. i don like to repeat myself..
no choice.. had to off... sian..

later.. rot ard.. ate dinner[10+ pm liao...]

later.. bro went out.. and now im here using comp again... laptop so lag... can throw away la... useless..

kaes... back to the main pt...
Wandering soul... wondering mind... lost? =/

oh well.. this few days keep having the same dream... keep thinking of someone... hmm... oh well... waiting for a call... which i think will nv happen.. haiz... feel so empty... sth isnt rite... oh well... <\3 i guess...

kaekaes.. tats all for now...
TC all...

-timmi signing off......

Life Without My Someone or Something...~

hmm.... life has been... hmm.. boring... i feel... empty... donno y... but jus weird... like somwthing or someone is missing.. oh well.. who knows wat it is...

anyway... i gonna be quite busy from today... so i wont be online so often anymore.. sry... neither will i be playing so often... hope everything goes well for mi and my frens... all the best to us... =x

oh well... chalet in a few weeks time... =) carn wait...

ok la.. nth much to post abt le... i go le... wish u guys well...

-timmi signing off...

F3 F3 F3 ~diao~

this few days busy... nv blog... sry...

having old probs again... im being digested alive again... =/

hmm.... find one day i'll redo my blog... provided im free...

band camp was hmm... fun... had to take rainald's grp for scavenger hunt and night walk... not bad la... quite fun...

hmm.... some KPL... haha... shall say nth more.. cuz we all know wat happened.. is happening.. and will happen to tat KPL... =D

ok.. i sign out le... gastric pain pain... =/

-timmi signing off

missing you~

today was a long day, currently at my fren's house... using her internet... =x
ytd reach brisbane at abt 3+ 4am aust time.... sad sad... went to hotel... woke up at 8+ and shopped ard... nth much to see thou... bought some gifts for my frens...

Mich's parents came to pick my family from Brisbane to gold coast... 2 cars... lol... too many people... dad and my 2 bros went home... i stayed over... cuz o wana use internet.. lol...

my money gonna finish using le.. haiz... tml i goin dream world and fun world with mich and mel.. mich bro driving us... yeah!... i'll be taking a midnight tml... will reach spore on mon morning.... yeah!... my dad still unaware of it...

life sucks here la... so warm... argh!!! summer period... haiz... my mum still in sydney... wonder wats shes doin now... shall sms her using the net later... tell her no need to pick me up le... hmm.. im happi yet lonely bah... cuz the flight so long... no one pei me... sobsob... bo liu... must buy econ tic... sian sian... haiz... nvm la.. as long as can come back jiu hao le...

missing u guys alot alot....

-timmi signing off...

Exam Exam Exam

haiyo.... exams!!!!!!!!!! argh...

monday was maths 1 and ss... hmm... quite ok bah.. cannot be over confident...=x
my left eye started to twitch again... =( y?

tues was a free day.. no paper...

weds was english... ok la... quite easi oso but cannot be over confident... =x..

thurs(later) will be bio... very not confident... having headache... Zzz... im bored but needa study! for my future and all~... hope its gonna be easy like the combine paper.. =D heeehee... okie... i other day then blog bah...

btw... wont be online from 17th until i donno when... hmm.. until i find a comp with internet access? lol... a video for u guys again.... rmb to think of me.. =x


*think of me*


*crazy mama, sarah brightman.. super high pitcher*

Lost?

hmm... actually wanted to ost ytd de.. but blogger had some technical probs...
oh well... jealousy jealousy.... y are u jealous of me? wats there to be jealous abt?
*sigh*

anyway... this few days not in good mood.. think of 17th nov jiu sian..... haiz... wo bu yao fei.... im like so gonna miss so many ppl... *sobsob*
oh well... hope i come back asap... =/

hmm, recently someone keeps coming into my mind.... nv talk for sometime le... did tell myself to forget but... easier said then done~ realli miss tat person... dream oso can dream dio... sian sian sian...

jus fell ill again... maybe its stressed maybe its jus mi... i donno... maybe? maybe not... oh well... how i wish i had someone to care for my needs and all~.... hmm... *slap* im jus being wishful again...

anw... o lvl starts tml... scared scared... feels like sth is lacking... did i miss out something? or is someone lacking in my life? hmm.... bet no one knows the ans except myself... we jus have to let nature take her course bah....


feeling down and all... bad time~
my fren showed mi a video.... hope it humours u too.. =)

helloz

hi everyone...
life sux as usual.... =x..
got some nice video for u guys...
P.S. u may need to open in a new window.. my music abit sotsot.. sometimes will auto off sometimes wont de.. =X sry...

Helloz

Wa Liao.... took 1hr + jus to upload and rearrange... argh... sian... oh well... today got o lvl chinese... donno how to read... Zzz... anyway... here are the pics.. sry for the delay.. no time upload...


3rd October : 1112
teacher explaining the QA thingy


3rd October : 1113
Mrs Quek Doin Demo


3rd October : 1114
Mrs Quek asking my classmate to demo...


3rd October : 1115
Wei Sheng doin the QA


7th October : 1915
eeww.. uncle? auntie? anw.. first day of SWS pract... on the way home...


11th October : 1444
today nv go sch... gavi oso nv go... went to play at hg mall with weeong...


11th October : 1539
hmm.. intersting pic yea? saw it in bus 325... on the way to jojo's hse...


11th october : 1539
wonder which gladys it is...


11th October : 1540
wtf... window oso got... hmm... intersting...


13th October : 2016
wow... marcus look damn smart la... =x.. Big Boss liao la...
taken at Grassroots Club.. leaver's ceremony.. was late cuz of some ppl..


14th October : 1617
Aaron shen hse.. ray in background.. was playing hardgay toy


14th October : 1618
Behold the HardGay Toy.. brought in from Japan...


14th October : 1706
birthday girl walking... oh btw... they are playing some frog game..
And HAPPI 17th B'DAY To Mua Beloved WeiWen JieJie
Loved the ice cream cake... *jealous* i oso want a party!!


17th October : 1856
Hair Salon near my sch.. gavilan cutting his hair and diaoing me for taking his pic..


17th October : 1832
WeeWee cutting hair... hmm.. when is it gonna be my turn? oh well..
LOL... he look so innocent!!! like Pri sch kid...


21st October : 1924
Jojo's house.. hmm... criminal Neo Wee Ong... Are u goona confess?


21st October : 1923
Let me show u the Light... wahahhaa... Confess!!!!


23rd October : 1223
Recess Time.. sad... last day eating like tat le... really gonna miss it...


23rd October : 1435
my pencil case with the cute class room keys... last time to hold it le... sad... i will miss u de... =x


23rd October : 1530
end of the day le... the back view of my class... sobsob.. missing u already...
guy carrying rip curl bag = sweeliang


23rd October : 1532
Front View... =( sobsob... byebye... *sniff*


28th October : 0013
At Hg Green Mac... hmm...
AHEM... wats tat supposed to be? =x.. done by the most unlikely person...


28th October : 0214
took this while goin off... my nitemare.. i scared of clowns!!! eewww...


28th October : 0305
eewww.... roaches!!!! i scared... eeewww.... buzz off!!!!


29th October : 1910
Bus Stop opp jojo hse... wah... raining damn heavily la...
see.. flood until got waterfall le la...


29th October : 2217
Ahem.. wat are u all doin? hmm... =x

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Okie... tats all for now... gtg read up abit... tml got o lvl chem pract... =x... hope i don screw it up again... *stressed*
nites everyone... rest well... love u guys...

RainBow?

Jus felt tat i lost my rainbow in life... its been awhile but oh well... haix...
here are the long dued images....

Hi...

oh well... life sux as usual.... bored.. have lots of pic and video to post thou... but don have the time to upload... =/ oh well... having headache again... shall stop here for today....

-tim signing off..

oh well.. better then nth..

now im home... mummi let me in le... but as usual la... no allowance, but now worse.... i got no ATM card... how to live man... no money can die de leh!!!!.. argh... today went out almost the whole day... my uncle and cousin so nice... took me in for the morning.... ha~ my cousin taking his driving test soon... hope he pass... cuz he say he gonna drive me ard and things like tat if he pass... he wanna give me money use first but didnt accept la... they oso not tat rich ma... its my fault tat this happened so i have to face the music... oh well... fren fren frens... who are the true ones and who are the actors? oh well... i shall take this as nth happened bah... think too much then later destroy frenship... wat to do... jus my luck or jus fate lo.. at least i still got ppl hu care... later tonite i'll post some long dued photos and all... see how la...

-tim signing off..

no comments? bad day? bad week?

ytd was a very very bad day... didnt feel like talking at all... woke up in the morning feeling slpy.. tired.. but still went to sch... oh well.. the day ended at 1330.. thx goodness... but i went to band again... they had rehersal... i was sianing in the band room... and yes.. when im sian, i think of the past... and yes.. was abt band... and as usual... wasnt feeling okay~... so i went home...

oh well.. slept for awhile, woke up at 830, had dinner... showered and went out to meet kaikai and jian hao... they were studying for the o lvl pract.. ask me teach.. so as a fren... okie.. i went... don wanna PS ppl...went out until abt 12... reach home online msn... someone talk to me... okie... later i called... they ask me go hougang green find them... its like 12+ le lo... nvm... i showered and went out again.. didnt feel like walking so took a cab... on the phone i still confirm with them... u all at hg green de mac hor.. don later i go there then no one hor.. then okay.. i trust them... went out... like 5mins later... mum called... said i no need go back liao... diao~ happened again... haiz... so nvm lo.... i went to hg green.. by cab!!!! nv bring wallet la... onli brought money which i used up for cab le... go until there see no one... nvm.. i keep cool.. call to ask... hang my call... ans le don talk... dam!!!! my ass on fire liao... bluff me come here nvm... at least when i ask jus say... call one of them... he tried to cover up and all.. but nvm... was too hot to listen to him.. totally infuriated...

damn angry... now i got no where to go... nv bring wallet... onli got hp and windbreaker... so where am i supposed to go.. wondered ard for awhile then went to the park... sit there and think... frens? do fren take each other for granted... think think think until i fell aslp.. 7+ one of them called... talk for awhile then put down le... 8+ cousin called.. ask me go shopping with him... Zzz.. then i tell him i at the park.... then he ask y then i tell him the story... then he ask me go his hse first... his dad and him came to fetch me... now im at their hse... uncle talking to mummi now... and i still donno wat to do... my uncle told me probably she will let me go back... but she will not give allowance like last time... so oh well.. wat can i do... im at fault afterall... not supposed to go out but still went to pei my "frens" hu backed on me... jus my luck i guess... donno wat to do now... haiz...

-tim signing off...

busy busy.... alot to be done~

this few days nv blog... sry... was very busy... not feeling okie at all... fri got graduation dinner... sat got bday.... jus not in the mood... tues bio pract o lvl.. scared and worried... haiz... thou not in mood~, but glad to hear someones's concern... =) quite a few pics today... accumulated... tats all... donno wat to rite... (half post... i tml then finish it =x)

Lost for words...

today i recieved a long dued letter... and i really donno wat to do now... i want to help... but how? haiz... i shall not reveal the contents to protect the other person's privacy... tats all i can say... jus hope the person can zheng zuo... and work hard... which is easier said then done...

"expect the unexpected"

*still havin gastric flu? i don even know i have...*
anyway... woke up late... quickly washed up and went to sch... took a cab.. damn ex.. stupid peak hr... =/ felt the wrath of HCL buring for a good ssince i woke up.. 2 more days... have to live thru!!! thurs sec 4s goin for movie.. donno want go anot... sigh~

-commentless timmi signing off...

interesting? tired too...

today went to SWS pract... daph late sia... ha... today i went out damn earli... cuz my dad la.. anyhow scold until i DuLan... so ran out... planned to meet gavi at 1145 for KFC.. but didnt eat.. i mei wei kou... Zzz... he oso not hungry so nv eat.. bought some light snacks...

the SWS band room so very cold la... Zzz... shivering.. haha.. onli shermann not cold.. the songs not bad la... not as bad as i tot... oh well... donno can stay on anot... haven tell my parents yet...

jus now watch tomb raider... not bad sia... action!!! i like... hee... jus showered and now blogging.. gonna have a o2 jamming session b4 i get on to hw... my target for 0 lvl is 10 pts... go CJC... not bad la.. cut off is 13... total i can -4.. hee.. ok la... i go do my things le... timmi must stay focus kaes... rmb ur target!!! must get into CJC... then no need go Aust le... whahaha...

-timmi signing off...

Boring as usual...

now watching tv.. discovery chn... scary leh... eating chips.. now jus on the comp... multitasking... today overslept.. but not so late la... went to sch for maths... and bio marks thingy... then went home... slp.. then play GB with daph.. she so pro la... dio own... =/

anyway... jus saw aaron's nick, band resumes on 16/10 mon... rmb kaes...lol.. tml got SWS pract.. excited yet scared.... haha.. okie.. nth much le..

-timmi signing off....

Dam sian and tired...

today after sch went to gavi hse while wating for daffy to come.... she say she wanna go out ma.. so i ask her come lo.. then i ask gavi, edward, jian hao, ah mah, josh, aaron, wee, hanwen come... Zzz... we late sia... my fault.. transfering songs... then so long haven finsh... sry daph... make u wait....

anyway... today so suay.. nv see tat fucking bastard...haiz... so sian.. today dam tired sia.. morning woke up asking my mum:" mummi, can don go sch waste time?" she replied..."thou its a waste of time, u still have to go cuz ur teachers are expecting u to go.. u shouldn't be so selfish and irresponsible.." dam lame sia... no choice lo... go.. but dam late le la.. so quickly bathe and all... then go.. forgot bring money again... =x.. haha... on my way... i was like.. ZZzzing la... then tot of sth to deal with tat fucking no hair watever thing u call tat... no word to discribe le... even shit oso too gd.. aiya.. evil plan.. wahahah... but not gonna enclose.. =x..

today dam sick.. sth happen in class.. then dam pain... =x... donno y lo... must be the haze or sth... cannot breathe properly.. ha... watever la... came home bathe le go find them.. but they PS sia. i reach tat then daph say she go home le... eveyone went home... nice one la hor... nvm lo.. i da bao go home eat... very full lo.. then play o2 jam awhile... feeling dizzy.. donno y.. so i went Zzz... 0132 woke up... >.< tired.... woke up awhile my bro came home.. siao one.. 130 then come back.. ha.. after tat.. played maple.. so sian lo... now blog.. trying to be slpy.. but aparently, im not.. =/

anyway... tml i goin sch... si azman.... fail my bio when i pass... i tml go kan u... then go for maths.. hope got famous amos again.. =x.. haha... okok.. i go do other things le... and to tat fucking watevr u call tat... tats not the end.. patience... jus wait... !@#$%^!@#$%^

-timmi signing off~

Fcuking Chee bye ass clown... watch out :@

today came home... later aaron called... ask me help him fix his speakers... okie... jus be nice and go... shun bian take my dictionary... reach there... saw other shoes... know some fcuking bastard is there... nvm... keep my cool... not my hse... go inside... see liao good mood oso bad... aaron pass me my dictionary... okie... i put downstairs... nv check... but got feeling its not so simple... (will be talked abt in another para)

nvm~... there... i fix up the speakers... some cheebye talk so loud... think everyone deaf ar... not even his house... tell u guys the truth... i hate this guy to the core... but actually decided to threat those i hate as strangers... so.. i there bo gong wei... jus help him fix... some bastard dam thick skin.. .think he dam pro... nvm.... ignore... later other ppl play oso want go disturb... trying to spoil other ppl's mood and furniture izit.. no brain.... in short no body teach... sent to sch to waste his life.. mind as well send to some rubbish dump and rot... condemm items.. things.. not considered human... a cheater... take advantange of ppl... and im dam super fcuking irrtated now...

from some sources... got to know tat tat fucking gay go ppl hse watch porn and PCC... ha~... no life.. no GF do for u izit.. .go find guys... u think u wat... figure bo.. brains bo.. IQ bo, EQ oso bo... wat skills u got... oh~... BOOT LICKING... wah.. pro lai de... master lai de... u watch out... u think i forgot wat happened ar, rmb my motto? u nice to me, i super nice to u... u bad to me.. i make sure u no need live... u wait... now got Os.. busy... think u big ar... play instrument lan dao~... keep saying i lan? sure not... u go ask senior.. ask conductor... see hu win want? think ppl close one eye then u climb to ppl's head and shit ar... u watch out.. i make sure tml half the staffroom know... first thing i will do evry morning... look in the news paper... see u die already anot.. as wat i did last time... but stop liao cuz wanted to treat u as stranger de... but u don want wor... u want come irritate me rite... sure... bring it on... play wat? i ike to play de.... cold war? i super good de... hot war... not so dumb... ask other ppl go... u got support bo? oh... the air ar... gone case la... exam still play.. next yr go normal... got contacts bo? bo.... u got wat? nth... everything oso don have... sue lo... come come... hu got the monetary support? u got ar... show me... ha~... conme come... fucking cheebye... come la... u know law more then me ar... pls la.. go look into the mirror la...

oh ya... wanna know wat he did? oh... lend aaron dictionary rite... lend him new one leh.. i haven even use b4.. wah.. come back full of marks... folded pages.. don forget ok... im a perfectionist... my book will be perfect de... but tat bastard go throw and do funni things... actually hor.. not need throw la.. touch onli = condemm.... must throw sia.. i still go take.. haiz... later must soak in disinfectant liao la... must bathe in holy water oso... then pray ar... this kind of dirty things... eewww.... no comments... anyway... threw it away le... cannot keep... eeewww... filty.... u watch out... not cuz i petty u know.. one dictionary onli like tat... i rmb all the things okay... i jus don want say out onli... u want say jiu say lo... so many ppl know le... moreover... i goin overseas soon... so wat? u leh.. stay here hor... so hu suffer more? mr tang thing ar... oops... haha... i rmb everything kae... u try me la... fucking bastard... no parents teach one... no future... oh yes... i nv mention any names hor... haha... tat person know one la... so obvious... oh ya... aaron.. i not angry with u... not talking abt u oso... this post main focus = tat bastard... josh, oso not u... =) conclusion... not aaron not josh... its a "thing"... okie... gtg le... goin hg mall with the same gang again... my ever-supporting team... u watch out... since u named the game... i will play...

oh yes... i will not scold my frens de... cuz not they do to me de ma... they innocent... so if u want know hu u are... come talk to me... if i nice to u means not u... =)

-super angry timmi signing off....

Zzz... dumb

today chem pract in class sia.. not bad... i took videos... shh =x...

=X.. sick again~

jus woke up from my nap by an sms~ =x... haiz... feeling feverish... having a bad flu... aiyo.... sick again again~... ytd jus ok onli.... isit infection? donno la... hope will get well fast.... okie.... i go do some work le...

-*sneeze* timmi signing off...

Sian? si bei Sian? si bei si bei sian?

lol... lets post in dialect.... =x

jing ji si bei sian leh.... ke zhi ze ta zhi sian gao tor hue... hang si na lo... yi kai air con me zai jing ji zor ni ah nah hang... aiyo.. ga li gong ar.. i zor bei tian gai... gia like gia ke.... bo tia shen sei gong wei... ha... hor la hor la... jing orh type leh... yong ang mo you goi...

hha.... lame la... nth better to go.... ok... later needa do lots of work... maybe i shd catch a nap or sth.... sianing sia.... no mood study... =x... hope tml not so bad... until 330 leh... ZZzz...

ok le... nth to post... except my hand super pain... haha...

-timmi signin off...

Argh!!! bleeding...

today nv go sch... sick... evening went out with frens to study... cuz i donno how to do the qns ma.. so went out to ask lo... managed to do a paper... but think i spent too much time doin it.... =/

later aaron joined... wah... he go claw me!!!!!!!! bleeding... i suffered 15 scars!!! 7 bleeding spots... =/ haiz... pain pain.... waliaos.. =( damn pain la...
got pics to show....

Life Without My Lappy~

haiz... laptop spoilt for a few days le... so tats y i seldom online... or blog.. desktop got ppl use.. mine got no internet.. so wats the point.. =.= actually today got SWS pract de.. but last min cancelled cuz the conductor had sth on.... oh well... next week bah.. =)

sry guys.. nv blog blog... mi will try to blog blog kaes? =x... haha... went out the whole note ytd.. went to the park at 5+... Zzz sian sia... but nvm la... at home oso sian... woke up at 3pm... "piggying" on the bed as usual... my mum was like spam-calling mi la... 11+ like tat... then i ans and said:"im slping in my room" Zzz... she didnt even realise i was at home... haha... anw... gotta rush out some papers... needa hand in tml de... haha... okie.. i go bathe le... all the best for yr exams guys.... smiles ^^

-timmi signing off~