lets talk abt wat happen this 2 days.

wednesday.. i became a superman... ICT presentation at 9am, then i requested to go first cuz i gtg.. haha.. and yea.. i finish at 920? but my group like do abit wrong eh.. hope everything will be fine... hope won get lousy marks... thanks group for all ur hard work.. and helping with the editing.. sorry i gtg earli...

okie.. so 920 ended... i like walked super fast to the mrt.. my legs almost broke... took a train to cityhall... rushed to esplanade... reach at 1005... superman... my leg cramped halfway while walking to esplanade... =( stupid legs.. lousy... production meeting was okie... but so paiseh.. i was late... =( had lunch with the ppl who went... Dr Goh, Alvin, star, aidil, hong ghee, allan. initially wanted to go back sch find halif, but he nv reply my sms... so i changed plans.. i wanted to go home to slp.. cuz i was slpy.. but sister carol jio me go DMJ (Da Ma Jiang).. lol.. okie.. i agreed.. but when i reach home.. i feel like slping seh!

ok, so i was late.. i fell aslp ma.. =x meet jj, carol, ryl, whit, and reen reen.. went jj hse for dmj session.. haha.. i accidentally wont abit more chips then carol.. then u can see ryl complaining in the tag board... but it was fun.. and i was quite lucky? always the last card of the game... then i hu... haha.. they wang me... =x after tat.. went to sch for pract with reen reen.... didnt had dinner.. after pract went s11 at amk with ZZ and jolene... reach home late...

Thursday...
i woke up earli to do the schedule for open house... then went to sch.. at interchange ilah smsed say shes sick... aiyo! nv tc.. tsk.. get well soon okie.. halif also sick le.. how can... my brother sick.. tsk... nv tc.. tsk... take care ar.. smile more okie... haha.. happi little kiddos.. anyway, tiff smsed and ask if wanna postpone... after much tot.. we decided to cancel.. so i took a bus home.. at the stop i alight i saw my mum.. caught up with her and pei her to hg mall.. ate... then i made a new pair of glasses.. its like SO EX =( im broke again... but im happi.. spending is my happi drug... xD

went home.. i went clean frenzy again.. i went to pack my clothes.. i realise tat i have alot alot of clothes tat i have not wore... and they are yellow already... so off they go... bye bye... some are still clean.. so i put them aside.. i don like them anymore.. lol... see who don mind, pass them.. so wasted lo, if i throw.. so ex.. =( i shd not buy so much clothes... again.. while packing.. i found alot of other things.. i found many boxes... many bottles... filled with star, turtles, hearts, double hearts, letters, cards, presents, pics, cranes.. which icarn resist but to read them all again.. -.- yes.. i read them all.. there were nice memories.. but i emoed again.. the pics, letters, memories =(

oh well.. tml got HR proj meeting.. then open hse.. hope everything will be fine.. =)

-TiM-

* i miss you i miss you i miss you so so so much... dum dum... looking at them, i tot of the past... but then u are my present.. and i wanna be with you more... its rather impossible anyway.. shd slap myself awake.. stop dreaming.. how many days which seems like eons have i not seen u =/*

+Have i used up all my luck?+

i really wonder wat when wrong.. lets go down the list... i have been pretty tied up with everything... im so busy busy... =( really busy.... did i use it all up already? or have i mistakenly gave it away... onli i know...

last friday was marketing submission.. i tried my best to make it as perfect... i did not slp alot... like 2 hrs for thursday? why is it tat i still left out some points.. nvm... friday i went to print... i skip lect jus to print... 1) i printed 2) i binded 3) i forgot to print some appendices 4) i reprint at IT block.. 5) i left my 2 thumbdrive there cuz they are attached tgt.. 6) i forgot abt it... 7) i realise more errors 8) i carn find my thunb drive... 9) i stayed back to print and edit 10) i press sth wrong and my data jus printed and printed... i spent $7 plus on waste paper.. -.- 11) i didnt eat... 12) i feel like dying... 13) i dono y im so distracted maybe im really missing u badly

nvm... wat a day rite.. weekends, tired my best to make the proj possible.. my group members helped... but but but.. i still didnt slp alot... trying to make things good and reasonable... lack slp de me.. arrange to reherse with shareen at 1130 cuz she got MMLee performance at 12... nvm.. no time to eat... then later print print print... things went wrong.. nvm... meet the rest at 1, some where late.. reherse.. not enough time... nvm... went to class... and shitty irritates me.. nvm... then hungry me.. trying to make everyone feel less nervous, entertains them.. presentation, everyone overtimed.. my group was the last... 1) sch comp don have my font type.. it was screwed... 2) we tried to present faster... 3) some lect came in and chase us halfway while we were presenting.. 4) my lect interrupted us and skip many parts... 5) cut cut cut.. so much... im so sad... all the hard work my group has put in like gone down the drain.. wat seem to be a almost perfect marketing plan with the most asthetically prestige designs wasnt presented... wth... all the sleepless nites.. all the effort... washed down... thanks...

i have 2 icas tml... starting at 8 am... finance and efma... i feel so tired.. but concert is nearing.. i feel the need to attend.. i went... now im back... im so tired... hungry cuz i nv ate a proper meal the whole day.. onli a pack of my favorite panda panda.. sitting here, thinking... wat else do i have to do...

1) sinfonia booklet (band)
2) sinfonia production meeting (band)
3) open hse... excuse letter blah blah (band)
4) finance ica (sch)
5) efma ica (sch)
6) ict Proj (sch)
7) HR proj (sch)
8) jap test next week which i haven got the script (sch)
9) finish packing the hse
10) alot alot other things... personal stuff.. other stuff.. =(

im so tired of everything.. y must i entertain them.. i was so sian 1/2 i left almost immediately after pract today... didnt wan to see anyone... i tried to act normal.. maybe they were jus normal... jus i was too sensitive...

and to you.. i have so much things to tell u... but i dono how to say... i feel like jus slping and not wake up...

and ppl ppl are not helping by keep changing things.. like the data for the booklet.. its damn confusing.. so wat is it that u wan.. maybe i shd jus QUIT! and leave.. i have said this again and again.. i wanna leave.. but im still here... its ok.. jus abit more.. bare with it... i can do it.. i won die b4 sinfonia... let jus hope things go well.. if ppl attitude me.. so be it.. i don wan to care anymore... its time i have more time for myself... i need some slp.. some rest.. a vacation.. a break....

bye, i don feel like typing anymore...

*dumdum, where are u... how was ur test... i wanted to msg u but i don think u wanna read it.. oh well.. everything is not going tat well.. wat happened... i feel like talking to you.. but i dono wat to say.. i see you, thou u nv talk to me.. but im also contented... hai.... i really dono wat i writing le.. i give up... im so confused now... wat are u to me... are u tat impt to me?*

2009 is here~
happi new year all... haha... hope u guys have a joyous and merry new year...

hmm, new yr resolution? i dono leh.. haven really tot abt it...
1) be more hardworkin?
2) be a nicer person?
3) save more money?
4) spend more with with my family and frens?
5) better time managment...
6) be happi little boi... but be matured when needed
7) love u even more?
8) learn and care more abt u?

anyway... marketing proj is coming to an end.. like FINALLY! it this goes on any longer.. i think i will die soon... =( so nonsense... so much to do.. argh.. lets not ask y... anyway... ict is almsot done too.. yeay! we are efficient.. =) presentation for google reader was a breeze? i haven got to say anything and he went like.. okie.. next group.. then i huh?! i haven talk leh.. he say no no, its done already.. then we all, o.o oh ok lo.. haha.. next week 3 ica.. efma, bfin and ICT presentation... =( gotta prepare for JAP test too... and HR proj.. AR!! busy.. and SINFONIA.. and the many other things... =( i need more time...

halif and carol still doin marketing nw lo.. poor them.. tml i will see zombies.. jyjy ar! faster finish... lets not ask y are they so busy now... u know i know we know can already... jus like i say "tell me y am i doin all these again?" hopeless....

my back is super aching... now its the right shoulder blade... =( i dono wat happen! i need to find time to do alot of things leh... seee a doc, get my specs made... alot alot other things.. =( so busy!

anyway.. lets jyjy! haha... hor shareen and halif... JY!

-TiM-

"i'll be back so soon u won't have time to miss me. look after my heart,i've left it with u" will u be so sweet to say tat sentence to me? i miss you like 24/7... and you don even know.. lol... i shd stop all these... i think i think...

hello everyone... was away and busy so nv blog... haha
im gonna be busy again so won blog tat often...

SCHOOL starts TML! like.. ARGH! i haven enjoyed my hols yet... lol
hols have been proj proj and more proj... a 3 day chalet... and boredom... there was one day i went out with my bro... tats like tat only time i kinda enjoyed myself... the rest were like, PROJS! . . .=.=

chalet was normal... nth much... haha... i missed the BBQ! like how can i rite... busy typing report in the chalet... till when i finally went down.. there was like.. hmmm... NTH left... lol! dum dum me... but someone brought me some satays from downstairs.. THANKS =)

well.. lets hope for the best.... sinfonia is coming... jyjy... hectic schedule..

-TiM-

*u nv come... so long nv see you! miss you so so so very the much... ni hai ai ze wo ma? hao xiang ba xin li de hua dui ni shou.. ke shi jiu shi kai bu liao kou*

busy busy... proj is like a killer killing my almost killed brain... everything has anything possible but impossible is more of a norm...

when will i get a break! tsk!.... oh well.. time to start working hard ba...

this few days dono is it the weather or is it jus me... but ain feeling as well as i shd be... same old probs visiting during the proj thinking process... nonsene... nonsense... time to stop crapping and start grabbingggg timeeee....

*even jus a word of concern would be so useful now... ytd was a disappointing day... im ill! floating.... ~ ~*

おはよございます！
おげんきですか？

haha, life has been a bore of projects and more projects... anyway.. lets go down the days~~

Sunday
initially supposed to go zoo with sarah, shuwen, mabel<3Weisong, brian and marcus... but was raining so change to kbox... okie they can really sing! and dumdum me onli know 2 songs... lol! time for a revolution! after tat shu and mar left early cuz they had sth on... rest of us ate at the market and home~ oh ya, my char kway tiao sucks...

monday
nth much happened today... marketing project~ ya.... but my members like very scared me like tat... am i tat roar!? haha... anyway... went for a haircut... ok la.. not tat bad... looks ok... but i still think i wan it shorter!

tuesday
Hr project... saw yc and yh in north canteen.. chat alittle then proj... went amk hub to do proj... needa observe ntuc fairprice Xtra HR thingy... ended up shopping! as usual... then then.. nth le lo..

wednesday
went out with ah kent, shihua<3jeremy...>

thursday...
i didnt wake up today at my 1111 timing... jojo la.. tsk! call me at 1107.. tsk! anyway.. gonna pei him for movie.. if not he 1 person very sian... hmm... evening got band... 4 plus then meet jingjing... heee and yeay! today shall be my sims2 day! wahaha!

okie... craps and more craps and enough craps.... さゆなら！

-テーイモシ-

*yet again, im trying to give up on u le... hai... hidden feelings tat no one knows*

updates updates.

yeay! holidays are here.. but i got 4 projects! omg! holidays are so gonna suck.. >.<>

ytd went JJ's hse for mahjong with carol and shihua... lol.. not bad ar.. i learn to play with tai.. max i got is 8 tai! woo... so fun.. but nv play with money la... then they left and i slack and played sims 2.. haha...

oh oh... ICAs are over, i got 31/35 for EFMA! yeay.. and i got full marks for my wiki proj! yeay! and lets see... overall for ICT i got 80 plus % = dist.. haha.. better keep this up.. i wan at least an A for everything.. haha... got reward ma?

hmm.. i think im starting to crap again.. haha.. so many things to buy.. i need a new pair of glasses, a new hp, itouch, more clothes and hmm... more money to squnder away.. lol..

thursday! twilight! haha... yeay.. im so lame...

ok.. gtg prepare to go to sch for band le... later still got meeting.... ~~ got the wan to go yet don wan to go feeling... lol

-TiM-

when am i goin to see u... u seem so near yet so far.. what am i to you... i have been hiding so hard.. but even my frens saw thru my mask... and halif said this to me.. without knowing who you are...

[If u are destined to be together, no matter how much you resist, you will still end up together -halif]

hello everyone, its been so irritating.. lets see wat i did ytd....

woke up super earli dispite tats nth to do.. then like.. rot my day away...
bored... evening time got so bored i decided to go msia to shop.. yup.. went with sis... its so irritating! so many ppl... some are so STINK!! omg.. then inconsiderate ppl... cut our queue still act like shes correct.. its like... shes such a disgrace to her race... i shall not mention is who lo... the check in is so long and slow... =/ by the time i offically can shop, its like 7 already.. but nonetheless.. ishop like no need money again.. haha.. bought some tops and a present... =)

reach home at like 12 plus? chit chat awhile and slept... oh ya.. my specs broke~ omg =( time to get a new one.. when i got the time... so its lens for now... hopefully my eyes can take it... haha.... and shd i get omnia ? dono wat phone to get... sian!

now gonna find some work to do ma... tml holiday! yes!

-TiM-

*were u refering to me tat time? i really don mind being with you... 愛している*

こんばわ！　おげんきですか？

hello everyone... past few days was a terror... =( haha.. but things are goin on.. woo! alumni performance was not tat good.. lol.. all come, nv tune nv warm up jus sit and play.. and.. haha..not very nice la.. haha.. but i believe the band has potential.. jus new more synergy and practs.. =D

its been a week since i went for NYPSO pract... kinda miss it thou... and i still got 1 more week without band pract... i wonder how am i goin to survive..

sch work was kinda a terror.. alot alot to do.. alot alot to memorise.. and i have no time.. haha.. i slp everywhere i go man... everywhere! bus, toilet, lecture, tut, even i can fall aslp while eating halfway.. -.- must be the TV.

im so crapping in my post... and i wanna watch my show! faster holiday can? and i wanna go out with my fren! fren.. ya fren... not frens... -.- craps..

anyway... shall think of wat to blog soon... enough crap..

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Checklist
=Studies=
ICT ICA = GONE
HRM ICA = GONE
Business Finance Project = 65%
Business Law Project = 50%
EFMA Project = 60%

=Band=
Blazer = 80%
Sinfonia 09 = 2%
2 weeks no you = 10 more days

=Others=
Bill ($142) = 20%
Find a Financing Job = 0%
Spend time with you = dono, carn even see you lo

=Key indicators=
Efficiency Level = 40%
Kiddo-ness = 93%
Missing you = 99%
dying to see you = 100%

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haha... i slack the whole of today can... i have been slacking.. slp and eat and slp... -.-... and die... my phone is dead le... my # key is dead... no hp... =( plan still long way to 21mths... lol... no comments...

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Checklist

=Studies=
ICT ICA = 0%
HRM ICA = 0%
Business Finance Project = 30%
Business Law Project = 0%
EFMA Project = 20%

=Band=
Blazer = 80%
Sinfonia 09 = 2%
2 weeks no you = 15 more days

=Others=
Recover my lost items = 2%
Bill ($142) = 20%
spend time with Frens = 5%
Find a Financing Job = 0%
spend time with family = 20%
Spend time with you = dono, carn even see you lo

=Key indicators=
Efficiency Level = 10%
Kiddo-ness = 93%
Missing you = 99%
dying to see you = 100%
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-TiM-

*lets go back in time, spend those days again.. thou theres no title no nth.. but we were happy*

ICA AND PROJECTS X(

aiyo.... alot alot... =( no time... mon tue wed got alumni... wed got concert.. wed got ict ica, thursday got HRM... aiyo!

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Checklist

=Studies=
ICT ICA = 0%
HRM ICA = 0%
Business Finance Project = 30%
Business Law Project = 0%
EFMA Project = 20%

=Band=
Blazer = 80%
Sinfonia 09 = 2%
2 weeks no you = 16 more days

=Others=
Recover my lost items = 0%
Bill ($142) = 0%
spend time with Frens = 5%
Find a Financing Job = 0%
spend time with family = 10%
Spend time with you = dono, carn even see you lo

=Key indicators=
Efficiency Level = 32%
Emotional Stability = 50%
Mental soundness = 50%
Kiddo-ness = 80%
Missing you = 99%
dying to see you = 100%
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omg... as u can see... haha.. im not very free....

-TiM-

*i wanna see you, can we go back in time?*

PROJECTS = MADNESS

siao siao... so many projects and icas... =( like nv ending leh... omg... so much to do... !!! sian.. see, november sickness.... can nv get it away from me... 3 yrs of the same thing... hate it... no more band pract for me for 2 weeks... =( i think i can die... like no food for me like tat.. anyway.. next week goin back to sec sch for alumni band... hai hai hai... dono how will it be like... oh well.. hope for the better.... i dono wat to talk abt le le... blog post ends here...

*im thinking of you!!! i miss u!!!! hai! do u feel the same for me? or is it only me....*

mini PotLuck

haha... halif and i decided we shd reward ourselves for the many ica and projs... so he decided to make brownie and i make origini!... haha... and we extended the outing to our classmates... haha...

lotsa food!!! got nuggets, wedges, chips, twistis.. brownie, onigiri, cookies...haha... all very nice... and i think everyone enjoyed themselves... right? haha...

lol... we shd have more of this... soon... wooo...

got home and got bored... slept.. .woke up.. chat with meizi... and she entertained me with this qn.. wats the diff with jumping from 20th storey and 2nd storey... haha... ans is below...

haha.. tml goin sentosa.. then go ks concert... woo!... so lame.. i dono wat to blog abt.. haha... =) tats all for now ba... =D

こにちわ！
hello!, haha... im so lazy to update lately...
have been in the procrastinating mood...
watch my drama "恶作剧之吻" till like siao siao...
lets see.. i have law, jap, ict, efma ICA! haha... and i haven study!, let alone do my projects... haha... time to start bucking up le... wake up wake up!

currently in class feeling super bored? haha, new conductor is coming later, wonder how pract will be like.. hope everything goes well... =D gotta welcome him with alvin later.. sian leh.. dono got enough time for dinner anot.

anyway... lotsa funni funni qns for me to ans ar~ 天啊！为什么要的时候就不来。忙的时候一大班！
so sian nehs... haha... oh welll.. lesson ending soon.. shall try to blog soon... byebye!
さよなら！

oh ya! tats this irritating guy in my class... even his voice irritates everyone... haha

-tim-

so stress and so busy!!! ahh, alot alot to do... =(
and so irritating when its so noisy and u cannot think... and so irritating when ppl come and say stupid things... cannot stand ppl who ask alot and ppl who dono when to shut up.. and ppl who dono wat is call coax ppl happi... -.- -.- -.- this symbol very nice meh... cannot use =) meh... anyway, today i nv see my 1111, 11/11 de 1111... sad

shall update soon again ba... feelings so ARGH now.. still got ICT to study and EFMA to do... no need slp, hungry again....

haha... hello everyone... jus a quick post ba.... today i went to do my NE project at Images of Singapore @ sentosa... haha... not bad ar... managed to get my mind off some issues... went with a bunch of pretty girls and 1 guy... haha...

went ard sentosa after visiting it... went to the beach... but no sun.. =( haha... it later on rained... =( oh well.. picnic at the shelter.. =)

See the pretty girls..

eh.... carol!! u also act cute.. cannot say me.. =)

my grp members

the zi pai instints... =)

Picnic?
they went on some ride.. which i cannot sit... =(
SOS smoke signal?
erms... bikini anyone?
group photo inspired by me.. im a good photographer... =)

-TiM-

*i wan you... =( badly... were u implying to me but don dare to say it out?*

lets start with his ba... lol... i think i posted this pic b4 but jus gonna post it again.. =) anyway.. i fixed my bloger prob.. yeay... it was some setting... =)

Sinfonique 08

this was the strings during rehersal


look at mabel on the grand... omg... chio seh... i also wan..=)


anyway.. sinfonique was great... a super big thank you to all the COM members esp logistics QM welfare.... and of cuz the members... =) and HUIMIN!!!! she took care of the stage management very well.. lighten my load alot lo... xie xie ni!!!! =)
thou i was veyr very tired and unwell.. i still manage to enjoy myself...
accidentally cut myself while moving the banner thou.. and the cut is jus nice at the play i hold me flute.. lol.. and theres blood stain on my FLUTE!!! omg... =( thx bro for help my with the plaster... =)


one down.. .and anotehr is here... tanjong pagar performance for MM Lee, 9/11. sunday lo.. omg... busy leh.. and stressed... miss alot of lesson due to band... and alot project leh.. i like dying here.. lol.... lets jyjy ba... okie.. i stop here... =)


-tiM-


*i miss everyone.. esp you*

hello everyone... till date, my blogger is still stuck with this sucky font colour... lol.... anyway... stress ar.. alot to do man.. my left eye twitched for days... ! tsk... shall take it as i not enough slp ba... haha...

TML is concert day le... 大家加油!!! がんばって！

=) tired....

dono wat to blog abt leh... hmm.. busy lately lo... very busy... but also good ar... keep me distracted.... oh well.. lets talk abt today...

currently jus finish helping out with the script... hope its ok.. today lesson at 8am can? omg... and i was such a bitch... i did super bitch stuff like booking seats the bitchy way... lol... and shooing ppl off... omg.. y am i so bitchy today... feeling guilty now.. and ya, im underdressed today.. =( uggly...

band was tiring... today am very busy... and tired... but its good to know that there are ppl who care for u =) esp when its ppl u care alot for... lols...

lets look forward to the concert... =D gambatte...

i dono wat to blog... lols... but still blog la...
sat went for alumni... haha... super not paying attention =x...
and i kinda screw up... oops...

currently craping on msn with charlene..really crapping.. SUPER CRAP!!! CRAPPY CRAPPING.... lols... but it sounded so real lo.. omg... haha...

tml goin shopping.. yeay.. am kinda happi... =)
but my blogger still cannot change font colour!!! =(

eee... y my blogger so much prob one... y i cannot change font colour and all.. Zzz... =(

anyway... today nth much ba.. ended lessons at 11 plus? and ate with my classmates, old and new at south... had ebi curry rice.. ya, i know i cannot eat prawn but.. haha.. ate cheese hotdog, 1 piece of super fat and oily chicken.. and yeay! chocolate milk tea.. but not tat nice leh.. like love my koi cafe... =)

went to meet gene and alicia at cheers... chit chat alittle and went to band room to arrange chairs... had to help help... =) pei benny go mac... then went back lo... rot rot rot... jason came... hafiz came... later the rest came.... lol..

they had orchestra pract... i went self pract with jason and hafiz... i kinda anyhow play.. =x... miki joined soon after... and she is DUMD! she nv wear her shoes and we got locked out.. lol.. had to go first floor to go in.. and i went bare footed.. lol... cuz she was wearing socks... lalala... band... band band band....

after band went supper.. but i still don have any appetite.. so i drank honey lemon.. its was sweet.. abit too sweet but i still like it.. cuz its sweet... =x went home after tat....

tats all for today's boring entry...

*im tired*

super tiring day... almost died... my hip hurts! cuz i kinda fell.. oh well.. nth much le ba... bye...


*im goin thru so much now... are u even aware?*

actually i really dono wat to blog abt one... think think think... everyday blog same thing.. wat i did today.. its like super boring lo.... anyway.... lets still try to blog.....

monday i got news abt my IPP... its in Feb 09, hai.. shd i get my own company? or wat... gotta prepare for WMC also... and theres alumni concert in feb.. and theres sinfonia in jan... like alot leh... =( anyway... i told weixiang tat i will try out for the alumni band.... i dono i can manage anot leh.. alot alot to pract... and sch work.. tsk tsk... u know la... stressed...

sch work... oh well... trying very hard to catch up seh... hmm.. shd be able to.. confident in myself... =) and i finished the week's tutorials already... shall try to finsh up next week's too.. then i have more free time... =)

this few days is totally moodless... ABCDEFG de moodless.... =/ lol, there are times i got tired and i jus take all those stupid comments and remarks.. lazy to shoot them back... wat for... pointless... oh well.. lets look forward to tml.. =)

-TiM-

wat is love... a feeling? a state of happiness? why are the memories flashing back again and again like it was jus ytd... the many heart warming moments.. the emo self mutilation times... the images.. the memories.. when will they die.... deep down inside... the place where it's all hidden... the slit u made... has been garshing out blood for years... when will it heal... when will it stop... time heals... true for others... not for me... i wish i wish... i hope and hope.. it all ends in vain... tired... beaten... saddened...

~SMILE~

thx to all who tried to make me smile... im smiling already =D

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is he smiling?
is he day dreaming?
who is he dreaming of?
wat is he dreaming of?
the ans.....

-TiM-
*the times when emotion takes over*

Stress!

ahh... so stress can.... finance do until @.@ then go do marketing management... Zzz so many long winded qns... kns... i gave up doin some of it... hais.. shall shower and do my jap.. =/ SO MUCH TO DO CAN?! WTH! and the place is so messy! ahhh! spoilt my mood... y don i have my own room... =/ and y is my tep result still not out! ARGH...

anyway... bad mood bad mood... =/ ! y i bad mood still need act happi and take entertain others?! i feel so lazy to reply anyone now... ppl always ask me why don i care more abt them or for them... i feel like telling them, y don u care more abt me instead... its not all abt you you you... tired of everything! rawr! given up being mr nice guy.... wei shen me mei you ren lai hong wo kai xin ne?

-TiM-

*tired liao.. very tired.. pffft...*

>^^> SMILE <^^<

*can u do jus tat?*

Saturday, 181008

woke up at 930... blogged ytd stuff.... cuz i cannot slp liao... dono y... haha... i think i woke up on the wrong side today.... i woke up EMO... haha... rare leh! its tat time of the year again... haha.. anyway... went to sch meeting.. blah blah... i was in a terrible mood.. did lots of stupid actions and made a fool out of myself... and ALVIN... ur VP don have guai pi la... haha.. =x

after meeting went amk... alvin drop us off cuz he was on the way back to change.... its quite funni thou... he drink the herbal tea then spilled on his pink shirt... lol... and i had to finish it cuz someone wanted to pour it away... and alvin haven even drank it... hor jolene... lol... lunch at amk... sub way.. half a sandwich... i totally no appetite... omg.. tmd... bad mood ar.... si bei bad... went to shop for bro's gift...

went admarity sec for the concert... wow... OP juniors very good wor... haha... great job bro... nice conducting! haha... =D after concert, kana forced to eat... lol.. ate double cheese meal... then went home after tat....

no one at home... win liao... super sian... online lo... listen songs... watch jap band music video... chit chat... and now... goin to slp... =)

-TiM-

*hais*

Friday, 171008

lessons at 9, EMFA seems okok ba... Marketing management... wow.. she talk damn fast can.... shes quite funni actually... but shes onli gonna stand in for 1 session. after lessons, went mac for light food... had a double cheese cuz no appetite.

went home... ate again.. cuz mum cooked... abt of fried rice and spaghetti... and i slept... again... like a pig... woke up at 4, showered and went to meet the rest for NUSWS concert... and dum dum as i am, i forgot to bring my ticket and luckily i realise it at kovan.... went back to retrive my ticket from my stack of notes and of i go again...

meet up with jojo, elvin and bro.... jolene joined soon after.. they were hungry... i wasnt tat hungry.. haha... ate a strawberry roll.. but nah... not nice! -.- went VCH and waited for the rest...

concert... Da Capo'08 ok la... not tat bad.... but sitting in tat VCH... many tots flashed in my mind.... things from the montfiesta in secondary sch to the many concerts i attended there and of cuz the ppl i attended with... ahh! also emo-ed! lol... and of cuz.. vienna came into the picture.... i wish we could re-live tat time there again... oh well... jus goes to show... how much i miss it.. =\

supper at mac.. ate double cheese and chocolate sundae... yes... im so not watching my healthy diet... =.= im growing so fat le.... omg... no more caramel frappe and supper for me seh... later out of shape jiu GG...

caught the last few trains home... jolene and her sister came to find me cuz they got no where else to go to ton.. so we set downstairs and rot... chit chat... blah blah... and they asked me if i wanna go for bro's concert tml.. wa, i didnt know... lol... nonetheless, i shd go support him! JYJY!! kambatte!

alright, i admit im jus venting my furstrations here... lol... let me nag la... not like i can to someone now... oh well.. b4 anyone gets bored reading... lets end it here... shall go prepare for meeting at 1245 in sch mac later... ya.. got meeting.... must find time to study man... i wan my As fot the sem..

-TiM-

*its gonna come to a point of chin-cai-ness soon*

Thursday, 161008

today, i realise how stress i am.... haha... lessons as usual... today was HRM... i kinda like this module.. sounds fun.... and i got sabo-ed by halif... module rep... =.= oh well... ok la... shd not be a prob.. =D

lessons ended very earli... like 11.. then we went amk to eat... i ate super alot can... lets see... wanton mee? then you tiao... then share chui quey and chee cheong fan with shi hua... like omg, i ate so much.... but it fills the emptiness... haha... went home and SLP....

got woken up.. very bored... decided to go sch... met france for dinner at hg mall... ate my jap curry rice.. went sch.. they sectionals... i do tutorial... i like dono how do leh.. die le la... finance... =( i need an A... i wan A for everything.... haha... speaking of it, i wan my tep results... ahh!!!! =( so long le still not out... its toturing.... and i still haven finish memorising my hiragana...

band - needa get the name list ready for WMC.. needa send in the application le leh... =( and i forgot abt it... ahh! sorry alvin... next... the thing im incharge of... ok la... not bad... progressing, they finally ans my call.. but how to do it when some ppl don reply ur emails... tsk... next is blazer... oh.. needa get the list done.. who haven make.. must call them up... AHHH... i don like it... so much to do neh... and of cuz.. i need to pract my parts... next week mr tan is gonna like test us... later i cannto play bu shi diu shi wo de lian ar... tsk tsk... but... i think i will survive.. haha... lets do it tgt... JYJY!! woo... P+VP + good committee = POWER... =D

ok la.. i shall slp soon.. tml 9am... =( rush hr again... lalala... i think im hungry again... nitez

-TiM-

*wat is love? i tink im getting to busy for it liao*

Wednesday : 151008

hello everyone.. quick post then slp le.. today nth nth nth.... lesson at 9... kana molested in the bus again.. super packed... hate the morning traffic... had ICT... the tutor quite fun la... end at 11 then went home.... couldnt slp cuz had things to do.... then went back sch for NE which was like at 3... then went to band.. sectionals... couldnt play.. nv warm up.... then went for dinner at north... PRATA... fat seh... then band pract lo...

band was ok ok ba... i realise my vibrato frequency and miki's is similar... GOOD! haha... improvements... sound also okok la... today play until super song! woo~ went mac for supper with hong ghee , france allan and bro =)... onli drank my frappe cuz suddenly don feel like eating... and the first cup got coffee taste then i go change.... wa.. im such a bitch rite.. but then.. no caffine for me.... no choice... haha.. she changed one for me.... haha...

tml start at 9 seh.. Zzz... rush hr again... anyone wanna drive me to sch? ^^v

haha... shd be finish at 11 ba... cuz HR lecture 1 hr... then first tutorial ma.. lesson plan say 1 hr... diao.... go sch 2 hr nia... shall slp at home tml.. then do hw.. then finish up my band work!.... haha... wat shd i wear tml? tml eat wat... sian.... nitez all...

*say you love me*

Tuesday, 141008

was too tired and sian to blog ytd, so here i am blogging now..

tuesday lesson started at 8am! omg... finance was ok... law was... Zzz... i kinda slept in lecture... lol... had jap lessons after tat... the tutor make it sound so cute lo... like must Sa jiao like tat... this is wat she taught us to say...

はじめまして

ha ji me ma-shi te

わたし　Timothy 　です

wa ta shi de su

どおぞ，よろしく

do-o zo, yo ro shi ku

おねがいします

o ne ga i shi ma-su

1　いち ichi

2　に ni

3　さん san

4　よん yon

5　ご go

6　ろく ro ku

7　なな na na

8　はじ haji

9　Q

10　じう jiu

lalala... still got alot more la.... and we must memorise the hiragana... like... OMG!!! so many seh.. i write the xi zhi until sian also cannnot rmb... haha....

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Evening time met the blazer man.. today very little ppl came onli lo... waste time... left at 6 to visit jason at SGH... blazer man gave me a lift to paya lebar... lol... thx! then train down... i walk alone seh... scary... don like hospitals... =D jason is recovering... GET WELL SOON oh!!! =)

-TiM-

*あいしてる [] []*

Monday, 131008

today is the first day of school. i am very very tired! lessons were so so onli lo.... first day got tutorial do already.. and today.. we had a 3 hr break... OMG... waste time... we went amk pizza hut today... like spend quite alot too... haha.. oh well... and it rain.. i was so paranoid lo... i scared my white shorts get stain... =(

went back to sch... bought some notes then went for class.... boring ar... and im so slpy lo... Zzz... lessons ended at abt 530? went band room to deposite my stuff and wait for the others for dinner.. had chicken rice... but im still hungry... nv eat... band was ok... starting sound wa... omg de lo... but progressly got better.... and jerold commented tat i got thick sound when mr tan ask miki to tune to me... wa~ happi seh.. first time ppl praise me... lol... but... more work has to be done... so busy ar!!!! tired leh.

tml lesson at 8... so tired... gonna slp soon... but im so hungry now.. nv go for supper... tml finish at 12.. but gotta rot until like 4!!! omg.. wait for the blazer man... aiyo! shall think of sth to do ba.... ohya... yanhua got me a shirt from hongkong!!! THX girl!!! i like it alot alot... shall post a pic soon.. =)

-TiM-

*silently loving*

*ye shi ze jiu shi wo de ai fa ba.. mo mo de shou ze ni*

Sunday, 121008

today rather boring ar... but was unwell.. maybe it was the sun... =) suppose to meet my church frens for seoul garden at TM... but i skip... head gonna burst... dad didnt prepare lunch for me so i decided to make rice balls for myself... see... miki! im a fast learner.. haha

oh ya... forgot to mention tat shuwen bought me a cap... its damn cute can... love it alot.. thx shuwen!!!! haha...

fishing? nah... i don like to fish..

me and my ugly hair

tats shuwen and i... =)

tats our dinner... =)

Some pic i took ytd... haha... oh well.. tml sch start le.. hope everything will be ok ok ok .... =) so much to do for band! ahhh.... i wan longe holiday can? >.<

*loves.. wat is it?*

Saturday, 111008

woke up at 730... its like super earli can... hai yo! went over to miki's hse to make the rice balls... its very nice... met her mum and sis... her sis looks like her! super like... haha... zhijie and desmond and leon cut the fruits....

met jojo and zhao zhi at bishan mrt and trained down... leg starting to CMI liao... haha.. luckyly... i got a seat.. phew... met the rest at bedok.... had my caramel frappe and we headed to ECP..... WA!!! we hike 1 hr can?! like WTH.... can u believe it... we walk for 1 hr! nnp... rented a bike and yea.. cycle... but my leg CMI... cramp.... nnp! but i learn how to sms and cycle with 1 hand.. haha... and ans call too.... woo.. i learn how to play beach volleyball too... haha.. kinda la... =)

time past... ppl went home... some of us stayed for dinner.... we bought quite alot of stuff la... spend quite alot... but its enjoyable... we had... satay, chickenwing, hokkien mee, char kway tiao, STING RAY, fried oysters... i think i will die tml... and i had another caramel frappe while waiting for alvina nd hong ghee to wash up... yes! 2.... fat dao.... 13 of us like slack there la... haha... chit chat gossip blah blah... till 1 plus then cab home.... ex ar..

im too lazy to type in the details... and my leg is super aching... ahh... die die die.... later i first day of sch.. CMI... GG... all in all... really enjoyed myself today... love the ppl ard me... alot alot... got to know new ppl too... =)

-TiM-

*wats really in ur mind ar?*

Friday, 101008

woke up at 1030... showered and left earli cuz meeting bro for lunch.. i decided to take a bus cuz it was still earli... but the bus broke down at serangoon.... like WTH! Zzz... hai yoyo... switch to mrt cuz the weather is so hot... was kinda earli so went starbucks to chill.. had my caramel frap. again...

had lunch with hong ghee and bro... fish soup.. its very nice.... =D then went to sch for meeting.... after tat.. went novena... had ajisen for dinner... pok le pok le... haha... dinner with alvin, allan, miki, jolene, hong ghee, zhijie, jason, desmond, leon, chasoon and elsie... alot of ppl seh... =) went home after tat...

band outing tml~ goin miki hse to make sushi in the morning... =)

-TiM-

*The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them*

Thursday, 091008

tiring tiring..... today i woke up at 1 plus... haha... im such a PIG... but i love to slp... lol... went online then showered... prepare to go for my hair appointment... yea... i super overspent today... dye, trim, treatment.... ahh!!!

after tat met jolene for dinner.. eee... dinner not nice... haha.. then went woodlands' starbucks.... had my caramel frap... yvonne joined soon after we ordered.... chit chat till 1130.... actually wanna call bro de.. but i think he rather slp... =x caught the last bus and ya.. very tired....

but today im very happi still.. haha.. lalala... u can try guessing wat happened.. but i don think u will ever get it.... anyway.. theres this nice email which i think is quite true... read it ba... =)

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小心讀每一個，再用一兩秒想一想
1. I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you.
我愛你不是因為你是誰，而是我在你面前可以是誰。

2. No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry.
沒有男人或女人是值得你為他流眼淚，值得的那一位，不會要你哭。

3. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.
那人不是你所想般愛你，但不代表那人不是全心全意地愛你。

4. A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart.
一個真正的朋友是向著你伸手，觸動你心靈的人。

5. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them.
掛念一個人最差的方式，就是你坐在他身旁，而知道你不能擁有他。

6. Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile.
就算你不快樂也不要皺眉，因為你永不知道誰會愛上你的笑容。

7. To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world..
在世界裡你可能只是某人，但對某人你可能是全世界。

8. Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't willing to waste their time on you.
不要花時間在一個不會花時間在你身上的人。

9. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when
we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful.
可能神要我們在遇到那位對的人之前先遇上一些錯的人，讓我們遇到那位對先生/對小姐時懂得珍惜。

10. Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened.
不要因為完結而哭，要為曾經發生而微笑。

11. There's always going to be people that hurt you so what you have to do is keep on trusting
and just be more careful about who you trust next time around.
這個世界永遠也會有一些傷害你的人，你要做的就是繼續去信人和小心你下次信的人。

12. Make yourself a better person and know who you are before you try and know someone else and expect them to know you.
在你嘗試了解其他人和盼望其他人明白你之前，先把你自己變成一個更好的人和了解你自己。

13. Don't try so hard, the best things come when you least expect them to.
不要太努力去找，最好的東西是在你最預計不到的時候出現。

REMEMBER: WHATEVER HAPPENS, HAPPENS FOR A REASON.
緊記: 所有事也是因果循環的。

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-TiM-

*i carn decide... im very happi today*

Wednesday, 081008

nth much. band. the end.

-TiM-

*shd i? i feel so sad now*

Monday, 061008

today woke up at 12 plus... ate 2 kueh and went to sch... met yvonne cuz she ask me to teach her sth... shes a fast learner... =) after tat went for meeting with alvin, elvin and edward. settle alot of things and found out theres lots more to do.... everyone JY oh! kambatte!!!!

Today is also edward's 18th bday!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!! haha... may all ur wishes come thru =D

band was ok.... found out more places to pract.. shd start working on it... after band went for supper... was kinda hungry so ate more... on the way home... we ran into a visually handicap uncle... jason offered his help to him lo... such a nice guy rite... haha... i dono where i save the pic!! omg.. but i think hes bery nice la... so we waited with him lo... thou we went home pretty late... i think its worth while =)

-TiM-

*are you the one for me?*

Saturday, 041008

today is a suay day... i woke up late.. was super tired lo.... sian... i went to SSDC to register for my BTT... 14th november... waited 1 hr lo... at 1240 they serve me... diao.... and i lost my HP strap... SADDED!!! AHHHHHHHH... haix..... meeting lasted very long.... i was very sian and tired.... distracted....

band was ok... today i not say very good.. i think i need some self pract time... time to start practicing real hard.... after band went to J8... yes J8 again... had pizza hut... haha... spend abit alot ar today... haha... next week better don overspend... =) then nth le lo.. went home le....

-TiM-

*moodless*

Friday, 031008

today got nth much.. woke up at 1111... nice number... wonder who is it...=D

went kovan to buy lunch... saw my tep fren... bought some fishes.... and u know wat.. i so many yr nv go there... the uncle STILL remember me.... lol... then the drink stall uncle also rmb me... i feel so happi suddenly... lol.. i got my red fighting fish.... reminds me of last time.... memories... =)

at home did nth much.. clean the place abit... and stare at the fishes... =)

then... nth much lo... eat dinner... msn... play game... ohya... i go play maple... which MEMORIES again.... haix yo... today rollercoaster seh... haha... thou last time alot of things happen... i guess i am still happi ba.. =) thank you for filling in that blank for tat few mths... =)

initially wanna go movie today with esther and jerold... but i feel like i shdnt go... u know y la hor... lol.. don go bright there... anw.. today got mass convo again... but i had to go slp... tml meeting.... >.<

and im finally gonna book my BTT tml... means waking up earlier... then gotta meet jolene at 12 for lunch and star at 1230 for icecream.. im so growing fat.... haha... tats all for today ba... =)

-TiM-

*fated*

Thursday, 021008

today is quite a happening day.. shag.... suppose to meet at j8 at 12 rite... i was late lo.. qi ji man.... u know y... i blur blur dum dum go take 153... then realise halfway eh!!!! this bus go TPY ONE..... wth! sotong... then took a train back... waste money seh.... dum dum!

hmm... after meeting up... ate at KFC.... not nice.... today de meat like pfffftt.... ate abit... and ya... u guess it... waste food as usual... wat to do... no one help me finish up wat... and know wat... got his family... no la... is jus the ah mah, mother and the kindergarden girl.... WA!!!! BTH CAN!!! she kept complaining abt the meal costing $8.10... and she talk like its her hse.. dam loud la... wth... then keep say say say... i think we heard more then 5 times lo... TSK.. then she ar... scold scold scold... scold until we also no mood eat... onli WW enjoying the show... haha.. ah da wanna go call manager seh.. then i say.. call 999 la... child abuse.. then she say... nah... elderly and child abuse... lols.... but the girl got cute moments also... say the meat spicy, she don dare eat... then got shoot the mother back also... lol! then i said... young jiu like tat... tats y the ma also like tat.. its a vicous cycle.... haha... y scold scold scold... i think hor.. i prefer ai de jiao yu... my kids next time rite.. i won go scold them unless needed... treat them like adults... =) like my parents do to me... respect! haha... oh ya... the grandma abit greedy ar.... she took a little girl's water bottle which the little girl later came back to claim and proclaimed "YAY! i found it" haha... but i believe this is jus the minority ba.... i met nice mainlanders too.... ppl like LINA =)

after tat... shop ard J8 for WW present and image change... haha... nth much le la... then went AMK and rot at MAC again... i had my cameral frap.... milk base okie.. im a good boy, no caffine means no.... =) haha... then they went off.... left me... shop alone... till meeting starts.... at abt 745? then end at 930? slpy and tired... blah blah....alot of things to do ar... JY!

got home and like chat and edited some doc.... then shower and came back chatting again... editing stuff at the same time... and a mass convo appeared!! haha... qutie fun la... but i busy... had to leave so sad.... look at the pic... omg! like class discussion... haha....

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funni email for all...

On the first day, God created the dog and said: 'Sit all day by the door of your house and bark at anyone who comes in or walks past. For this, I will give you a life span of twenty years.' The dog said: 'That's a long time to be barking. How about only ten years and I'll give you back the other ten?' So God agreed. On the second day, God created the monkey and said: 'Entertain people, do tricks, and make them laugh. For this, I'll give you a twenty-year life span.' The monkey said: 'Monkey tricks for twenty years? That's a pretty long time to perform. How about I give you back ten like the Dog did?' And God agreed. On the third day, God created the cow and said: 'You must go into the field with the farmer all day long and suffer under the sun, have calves and give milk to support the farmer's family. For this, I will give you a life span of sixty years.' The cow said: 'That's kind of a tough life you want me to live for sixty years. How about twenty and I'll give back the other forty?' And God agreed again. On the fourth day, God created man and said: 'Eat, sleep, play, marry and enjoy your life. For this, I'll give you twenty years.' But man said: 'Only twenty years? Could you possibly give me my twenty, the forty the cow gave back, the ten the monkey gave back, and the ten the dog gave back; that makes eighty, okay?' 'Okay,' said God, 'You asked for it.' So that is why for our first twenty years we eat, sleep, play and enjoy ourselves. For the next forty years we slave in the sun to support our family. For the next ten years we do monkey tricks to entertain the grandchildren. And for the last ten years we sit on the front porch and bark at everyone. Life has now been explained to you. There is no need to thank me for this valuable information. I'm doing it as a public service.

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alright.... this part is for shareen... she wan a essay on her...

alright... ppl whose name start with S

For you, it is pleasure before business. You can be romantically idealistic to a fault and is capable of much sensuality. But you never loose control of your emotions. Once you make the commitment you stick like glue . You could get jealous and possessive. You tend to be very selfish often regarding yourself as the only human being on the planet.. You like being the centre of attention. You are very caring sensitive, private & sometimes very passive. Turned on by soft lights, romantic thoughts. When it gets down to the nitty-gritty, you are an expert . You know all the little tricks of the trade, can play any role, or any game, and take your love life very seriously. You don't fool around. You have the patience to wait for the rightperson to come along. You are very generous & giving, often selfless. You are kind nature & sweet which is found to be attractive by many. You are a good friend.

shareen leh... shes a nice girl ar... i like her long black straight hair... its damn healthy can.... omg... haha... shes very nice de wor... she uds me quite well... know wat kinda song i like and all.. but i dono alot abt her leh... shi bai.... haha.. when i not happi she always try to cheer me up... and i think im damn lousy at making ppl happi... haha...

i know her since my year 1.... also don really rmb y i will know her well... haha... jiu... jus frens lo.. haha... so far, we have been in the same class and stop over BUT at diff times... !!! omg.. haha... now she call centre-ing... goin finish le wor... can finally see me le rite... but sadly... not in same jap class... jyjy ar... don keep looking at guys okie... =) haha.. i think i crapping le leh.. omg... hmm.. i shall stop here for now.. haha...

-TiM-

*i wish*

Thursday, 021008

ohayo! i woke up at abt 8 plus today.... haha... got morning call ar... then chit chat awhile lo... but today my nose don wan co-operate with me. leaking like nobody businesss.... lol... eh girl! smile ar... haha...

shareen called and ask me wat class i am for jap.... CLASS 1.... cheryl is class 2 and shareen class 3.... SAD ar... all seperated leh... omgomgomg.... im so gonna die... haha.... oh well... anyway... i have 8 modules leh! ahhh!!! got EFMA!!!!! arr..... and i heard things abt my Biz Finance lecturer... haha... must kao myself le la... DIEDIEDIE..... JY man! haha... =)

TiM =D

*anyone wan me? haha*

Wednesday, 011008

hello everyone.... today is children's day.. haha.. happi children's day... and those celebrating hari raya... selamat hari raya too!!! haha....

today nth much ar.... woke up late... by noise... hmm.. had white carrot cake for breakfast then went on using comp... then went market with mummi... then went CP to meet france.... had swensen's ice cream... served by tat stupid AP girl... then we on having dinner at pounggol plaza.... abit wu lu ar there... then we go roof garden chit chat.... till 9 plus? tehn she went to dao bao and buy fruit juice... haha... then go home le lo....

TiM =D

*i miss you. i miss you. i miss you*

Tuesday, 300908

hmm.. nth much today ba... supposed to go kbox de... but nv go cuz some carn make it and its kinda ex too.... i think in between got some miscom.. =( hai.... anyway... slack at home lo... then play a few games with jer and jason... then jojo join for enfo... after that... slack ard... shower ate and went cycling... jer blade.... we saw joel on the way... then cycle tgt.. initially wanted to track jason down.... cuz he went jogging... haha... but nah, gave up.. went back to pounggol park.... went a few rounds then off we go... home... cuz it was like gonna rain.... back home, showered and waited... then play a few games again... and i still think i got alot to learn... haha... =)

-TiM-

*i miss those days*