=}

hmm... now still feeling weird...
smsed someone... tat someone replied with "i ok"
so i shall pretend that tat someone is really ok thou i think is not ok la....
aiya.. dono y i blog now oso... nth better to do...
don blog liao la...

-tim signing off

~<|3~

well... sth happened last nite... reminded of my past and im pretty lost and unhappy abt it...
for the past few mths, slowly trying to put aside wat happened and move forward...
was slow and torturing but i did it... now back to square zero again.. sad

pretty heartbroken... i went back to band with the intention of helping out... even more heart broken again... band~ dono at to say la.. sometimes things are jus like tat and we have to accept the fact... i wont be popping by tat often le bah... maybe once a year? in the morning, there was some probs and we had to wait 1+hr... sad.. maybe tat someone donno wat to say bah.. maybe tat someone thinks we're all evil creatures here to create trouble.. well.. later mrs leong came to talk to us~ meaning kai, marcuz and mi.. dono wat to say la...

saw sth happened today too... think most hurting de bah... thou we're jus frens but jus dono y i wanna care so much... i think i shd have stayed at home.. shouldnt have gone out at all...
sometimes i think i care too much abt everything.. in the end, i always lose out... i don show much emotions.. act normal... but how long can tat last? think im gonna adopt the "none of my business" attitude towards some probs... don wanna be hurt any further...

conclusion~> 9th march and 10th march was by far the worse days of 2007... and it'll be long before i forget everything again.... few mths bah... i'll have to stay happi i guess.... wont be online so often.... i gotta go somewhere.. and hope my sis will enjoy her Japan trip... hope im back b4 she leaves.... smile all~

~tim signing off

si bei sian

not tat i wanna say but~ now we want go back oso got prob....
today went there.... but in the end... cannot enter.. sian la~ wait outside until 11 +..
haiz....

anyway... tml goin back.... mr sukit ask us go.... gif him face... ^^

-tim signing off

aiya~ blur! shd i? shdnt i?

haiz~ sigh~ tml got band camp le.... i wanna go back... but i don wanna go back... many reasons...
haiz yo~.... actually goin overseas de... but last min cancel... sian.... wanted to shop my heart out de...

this few days leh... moodless.. slp very little.... cuz i don wanna slp upstair... scared i'll have nitemares.... again... results of posting oso out le.... i see liao... oso not excited.... want to appeal... but in the end oso nv go appeal.... i really is sian 1/2 liao... usually i very enthu de... dono y these few days sian 1/2...

this morning started playing ghost online with kai and XL... well.. not bad la.. play with frens still okie.. then maple... lvled and train abt 25%... armory.... with meru, gengen and snowie....
play tat time drop item oso didnt bother to pick...

now leh... blog and chat... thinking abt tml and wat happened.. apparently, sth happen and i want to help... but i carn.... cuz i don even know wat happened... feeling helpless and lost again...
but i'll stay happi... cuz i have to be... some unfortold reasons... wadever..

-TiM signing off....

am i blessed or am i cursed

in this family... theres alot goin on everytime....

today was a sian day
maple patch so long... ZZzzzz... played GB, o2 with marcus... then watch hanakimi and blah blah....

then send weeong the stupid patch... 220 mb... and freak my bro.. left like 20mb tat time.. he came home... chase mi out... then use my msn talk to other ppl... argh... damn freaking angry with tat.... u do not intrude into my life jus like tat... u want mi to do tat to u? no then don.... very angry now.... sneezing none stop.. who thinking of mi? argh.... sian....

-angry tim signing off....

results...

results out.. how do i feel... nth much... thinking if i shd appeal or not... sian 1/2...

heres the SS...

-TiM signing off... *yawn*

Jog Jog Jog, Jog till prob pop up...

today morning went jogging... with han and hao...
sian.. today donno y cannot run, sth wrong with my leg, left one... again! argh~
haiz... ti rou duo ping... last time run oso no prob... now jog nia... like tat.. sian 1/2...
one step further from a better me...


heres some pics taken after jogging...

took a nap at 11am till 2+... woken by ringtone... nvm~

made lotsa jiao zhi in the evening... eat that damn shell fish thingy tat cost alot again.... stupid la... every few days eat... eat till sian... see oso scared... shall not mention wat it is... if not i'll freak out and run away... kaes... tats all for today... lotsa left over food cuz its 15th day of lunar sth..

wadever...

-TiM signing off.

sth much this few days.... went for class gathering on friday.... supposed to meet at 1800, but i late... anyway... its ok cuz got many later ppl... including the organiser.... went amk first... then the seoul garden dao pi liao.... sian 1/2, went toa payoh, wanted to go sakura, but got ppl complain ex plus no space.. so we went pizza hut..

sian... abit aimless la... lol... later we spilt lo... i went walk walk with my all time good fren... thenthe rest went for desserts.

-TiM signing off....

Boredom

i shall blog b4 i dio meh by someone again....

kaes.. jus came back from jojo's hse... went to eat dumpling.. its weary nice lo.. (very nice)
lol... shall try to make it one day... improve my skill for a better mi...

kaes... nth much these days except im losing weight... tml goin for badminton at hg sports hall at 11am with marcuz,ahmah, JH, han and of cuz myself... hope to tone up and... ahem... u know.. "cut fat" lol...

hmm... rainald got ditched by his gf... sad-ed..
but i guess he'll find a better person to love... well, i hope so..
as for mi... still single and will be single for a very long time...
its too deep a cut to heal... need more time... wadever la.. don wanna think...

this few days leh... keep thinking abt my band life... must be those band songs... darn, now i wanna go back.. but don dare... sian-ed 1/2... don like to be pushed ard... oh well...
dono how they doin... hope everything's fine... shall try to sneak into the hall during their syf...

MOKONA!!! Boo~ lol..

so tats all for now while i rot in the shower later....

-tim signing off...

in a sian sian mood

this few days getting more and more sian ar...
lets see....


nth much... went out during wee hrs again...

a pic i took after movie at jack's place

nice chairs~ (mac, hg green)

some guy meditating in poungol park

kaes... nth much... must blog if not later dio meh... tats all for now

-TiM signin off

~scarified~

wa.. jus watched emily rose alone.... ALONE!!!! omg la.... scared the hell out of mi.... waliao!!!!! argh.... shouldnt have watched... don even dare go toilet....

ah mah!!!!! next time remind mi... don watch horror alone!!!! freak man.... super scared.... the dvd player oso kia nang ar.... press eject liao... go msn... later ownself load and play... turn back see the menu kia dio.... almost heart attack.... wa!!!!! y no one here beside mi de.... waliao... tonite no need slp le la....

scarified tim signing off....

~CNY~

DaE 1

today went my dad's side de aunties' residences.
lol... everyone asking abt my results and plans.... everyone stuff mi with food and drinks.. say i study study study, nv eat... become so thin liao... >.<>

sis' dog


The TV so Big >.<

lol... nice~



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DaE 2


kaes.... today busy le... morning went my kim kim house... hee... same thing.. eat eat eat... hhahaa.... then went to my lao gu's house... my grandad's sister's house... then went to my another gu gu house... stay there!!! yeah... finally... same thing happened... walked in all don reconise mi... the old ppl all call mi ang mo! Zzz wa... all surround mi... take turns la.... first... "grand dad and ah mah" not really mine but jus call for fun... both my cousins... lol.. ask ask ask... results.... plans... blah blah.. then keep on tellin mi... don ever go poke my ear... go poke = GG.... they'll tear it open... lol... fierce...
next table... my cousins... again... everyone older then mi la.. talk abt property, blah blah... land this land tat... sell and buy, not interested... then cousin susana Goodenough; her husband's name is goodenough... lol.. came to save the day... ask mi go find my nephews... kaes... change table... er.. to floor... lol... so many la... don even know who ther are... but cutest cousin is mark goodenough... come hug mi say... u look so nice... =.='l lol..

so many names... mark,ethan,gideon,natheliex2,michelle,merlisa and the list goes on... kaes.. enough words... now the pics...


All in a house... so many ppl!!!

kaes... today day three... not goin out with my family.... goin with my frens.... shall go get ready now... meeting at 1030 lol...

-tim signing off....

Happi Chinese Lunar New Year~

Helloz.... monty today feel weird... lol... want to go but don wanna go... lol...
last nite slept at 1+ woke up at 1.38am.. carn slp suddenly... then~ SMS! someone smsed mi.. lol.. then i read le.. suddenly can slp again... weird...

anyway... im all dressed up... hee... see my mood.. maybe got pic... provided got ppl ask mi take... lol...

kaes... heres to all...
business personnel; shen yi xing long~
student; hue ye jing bu
wealth seekers; xing nian xing da yun
couples; zao ri shene zhi
dating; ai qing mei man
and the list goes on~

LoLz... =P

~TiM signing Off... *poof*

LoneLy mi

okie~ results don ask... not as good as i expected... so advise to my juniors... start mugging~

monday went to TP... Temasek poly and NYP... ask abt courses and etc... went with ah mah, jh, han...

some weird stucture on our way to TP...



















tuesday went to jojo hse for dinner.... stayed till abt 6+ then went home... saw kaikai zakum....

















lonely 14th feb.... alone at home... slp slp slp... dreamt abt my valentine...
tats abt it....


today leh... got morning-mare... dreamt tat i got stabbed.... from the back!!!!! by a fork shaped thingy... pain.... but there wasnt blood... weird... oh well...

kaes... i blog le... all for now... i guess...

-tim signing off...

Aww... nervous

howhowhow.... aiyoyo.... nervous.... at a time like tat.... already not feeling too good... but got some ppl onli make it worse... shal not mention names....

hope my dream will come true tml.... tat damn dream.... aww.... if really come true hor i really no comments.... another prediction... Zzzz

oh okie... i needa to relax abit... before i go mad...

-tim signing off

aww... slpless...

monty's worried.... i don know y but suddenly keep thinking abt it... how will i fair? aww.... mokona.... syaoran donno wat to do.... RINRIN.... any suggestions?

=/ i had a dream a few days back... abt results day... i had dreams tat came true... will it come true too? its a good one btw... the results are not bad.. good... lol... had a bet with mokona... if i really get wat i dreamt i gotten.. i'll treat mokona... aww... pls come true... scared scared...

monty need sakura now... wheres sakura? hmm... monty need support... need someone to take care of mi 24 hrs... lol... monty worried sick... really sick... no voice le... hope i'll get well soon... and of cuz.. results to be good...

syaoran slpless le.... =/ anw... when mokona and rinrin online pls morning call mi kaes.... {";} syaoran talk to u guys....

kaes.. i gonna try to slp.... >.<

-tim signing off.... again..

monty's bored~ again

aloha.... today went to cut my hair.... dye too... but the colour wasnt wat i expected it to be.... abit too bright.. lol... no pic thou... haha... some outdated pics are below.... and best of all.. JH changed hair style le!!! wahahah....


JH with his new hair style... 0.o


wat we accidentally did while fooling ard one nite... abt 4+am



MoKoNa!!!!! abit random la... but i saw this while shopping.. =x


kaes... i blog le...
anw... abit worried abt friday.... donno wat i'll get... slpless... =/

-TiM signing off...

today boring... so went to look for some videos.... hope u guys enjoy too....

Stand By Mi


Ah Nan Cha Kuay Tiao


Ah Nan Hua Mu Lan


OnLi You~~


-TiM Signing Off

sian

siansian..... today met up with lala daph ahmah JH edward...... tats abt it..... sth wrong with my blog..... will upload some pics if i got time..

tim signing off....

oh.. its feb le... yeah~

hee... the tot of goin back to sch excites mi... carn wait to get my results.... carn wait to go poly/JC... carn wait to start mugging... carn wait to get a new lappy~ *montymonty*

lol... today went back to band... not bad not bad... i can still play... so fun... jinbin went back to... sadly... dickson had something on... so he carn turn up... the other one leh... don bother la... oso donno where he is.. uncontactable.... hee.... today mr tan not there... lucky lucky.. *phew*

hmm... one thing for them... JiaYou hor.... if the syf day i can go, i'll go support u guys de.... smile!!! must jiayou hor.... sat they got day camp... donno can go back anot.... hope can.. then go back see see look look help help...

anw... gtg eat le... later dio meh ar.... nv eat.. nag nag nag.... kae guys.... take care....

-TiM signing off...