hello everyone.. how are you! the kid is back.. yes.. i've been wanting to update but cant think of what to say.. so what has been happening in my life? lotsa water drinking.. lotsa physical training.. lotsa emoing and self de-emoing... its been a mth.. what's my feelings abt it.. hmm.. get it done and over with.) im living a day at a time.. i am training to the fullest.. so i gain from it.. since i've no choice but to live thru it, why not give it my best.. nth but perfection.. yup.. tired and shag.. worn out and torn apart.. but still.. i've go on.. cuz time waits for no man..
this 1 mth.. i realise alot of things.. like friends.. tolerance.. patience.. support.. yup.. i've reach the state i can live without my hp. one by one.. poof.. haha.. haha.. haha... route marches.. sing alongs... team bonding.. going thru shit tgt.. and also enjoying ourselves to the fullest with limited resources... someone literally drew out the chinese chess thingy.. the grid and the pawns.. thats how desperate for entertainment we are.. but its fun.. (: having so much time for myself.. i could think thru alot of things.. really alot.. i am not emo nor am i happy.. im just stagnant (: calm.. and composed.. in the end.. what really matters? this is how much u can do.. that is how much one can receive and absorb...
gonna go back on sunday! yea~ -.- im neither looking forward to booking in nor booking out.. haha.. just living it a day at a time.. just 3 more mths.. and off to where-ever i may be.. with my rifle and my bubby and me e e.. oh no, the tekong hits are stuck in my head now! thinking soldiers.. yup, i think alot..
.tim *flip thru the pages of life.. i realise (: thanks... those who made a difference in my life. a, s, m, l and my bunk mates.*