Sunday, August 08, 2010

080810 - yet another mth has past...

yes.. yet another month has past and now i'm in my bmt stage... abt 2 more mths to go.. always want to blog but just don have the time to... anyway... a few main things... i just spoilt my laptop! haha.. the L key came off.. and also.. im so tired of all the shit... i am shutting myself off... and i think i am stupid or sth... why am i helping? and later clear all the shit and attitude thats thrown onto me.. haha.. dum rite.. i could have just ignore them all.. its so hard to be frens nowadays.. its a good thing im going into the jungle for 2 weekends.. good bye world.. maybe i will miss u.. maybe i might decide to stay there forever..

oh anyway... last week was all abt my rifle and shooting... i got marksman.. but nth big.. so many other ppl got it too.. and im still aching from it.. haha.. and the best thing is.. I LOST MY WALLET!! WOO!! it goes to show how much im hating this life.. haha..

abt friends.. true frens understands u.. frens dont.. how much time do u actually have to stare at the phone.. u can never confirm.. cuz its not like u have a choice.. ppl say when boys go to army.. they change alot.. now i understand why.. its not really their fault.. its also not the frens' fault for thinking they changed, its just a different world totally.. i have this army fren who would talk all nite long and still wake up to train.. i wonder how he does it... anyway.. it doesnt really matter.. i've tried.. but it takes 2 hands to clap.. it takes 2 people to maintain a frenship.. its sad to say.. i have lost faith in this world.. this cold sick selfish world..

yea.. toot toot toot.. yes im swearing.. but i shall control =) bye!
***SO BE IT***
.tim