Bday with forever gang ppl... =) 19th march 2007

actually wanna go sentosa de... but last min cancel cuz awenshao dio food poisoning... hope he gets well soon..
after visiting him, we went to compass point while waiting for aaron shen, hippo and CZ... had some food at mos burger, went wondering ard the mall shopping again.. =) Daz bought ice cream from swensons... lol.. then we went for some gAmes at time zone... after tat they bought some bread cuz some were hungry... then Daz and i went venezia for more ice creams... then wen complain to aaron... "dear dear, i oso want" then aaron replied; "okie, we buy one tub"

lol... after tat we took a train to vivo... PX and her bf went to china town... =) lol.. meet up with kel and we went for more games at ezone in vivo... then louis,CZ anf hippo went to play pool.. 1 hr 10 bucks.. so ex... daz and i went shopping again... heez... shop so long, sian liao... onli bought a bag.. Zzz.. after tat we went for Food!! yeah... was kinda hungry liao.... we went marche~ heez... i guai kia... i drink snapper... the other guys badbad.. drink beer... except kel... heez...

no place to go le.. then went to play at the play ground.. lame liao... haha.. all crazy de... play until very happi.. heez... 9+ went home le.. i very tired wor.. reach home shower and slp liao... until 1+ then online and went for supper with zh and jh.. lol...

overall still very happi la... =) thx jiejie and meimei.. ^^


Pictures.. =)

aaron and louis playing time crisis 4

ice cream!!

wa.... love birds... louis extra..

Marche~

see.. badbad... drink beer..

more love bird pics...

Daz and wen at the playground

lol.. tats all for tat day... kae guys... shall stop here... =) tc~

-TiM signing off...

not in the best of mood

ytd went jojo hse rot till like 2+ then went home... during my rotting time, jojo and i got hungry and we decided to make zhen dan... "charwamushi" dono if i got the spelling rite... very nice... got cheese somemore... =)

after washing the dishes... i went off while the Neo brothers stayed... i took 33 mins to walk home... was chating on my hp... GG this mth sure bao again... but its ok... talked to someone i nv talked to for some time...

afterwhich... continue catching up with my long lost fren till like 5 am... went to shower cuz very warm..
continue reading my poly package.... see liao oso stress... so many forms... needa go check up again... but sth's good... the notebooks are alot cheaper... then i showed my mum... she ask mi which one i prefer... without doubt, i pointed at the most ex one la... she say... very well... with tat big big ever confirmative smile... lol

today rot again..nth to do... no game to play.. chat on msn and did some reading... again.. took a nap while the food went chao ta... omg la... stinks...

tml goin sentosa.. dono how things will turn out... don feel like getting wet but no choice.... =/
don wanna be some spoilt spot... so i shall gif a big big smile tml... =)

kaes... everybody takecare... miss u all...

-TiM signing off...

bad mood

today is sian shang jia sian.... dono y so sian.. go out liao even more sian....


morning went out with kai weeong and zhihan... shocked to see weeong's face... its omg de lo..

did some shopping with my sis again... bought some new clothes.. well.. theres the best thing tat ever happened today... then went for movie.... the messenger... not bad... interesting... someone nv turn up... don wanna name... waste money.... =x

then went rotting in ps after movie... then went hg to eat kfc... i ate fries onli.. no appetite...
then rot in hg mall... now donno wanna go jojo hse not... cuz cannot stay too late... tml got church...

Pictures for today...
look at weeong's burnt face....

so many free-loaders... "gain bern"
mine ticket+ someone's.. waste money
my dinner..
took this out of boredom

-TiM signing off...

life's so boring

hmm~ so long le.. some of my frens already recieved the package from their respective poly(s)..
wheres mine!.. Zzz.. hope the mail it soon..

kaes.. ytd went to jojo's hse.. rot there... today went there... help him with his blog then go home liao....

kaos... stay at home shi sian dao... bo wei kong.... anyway... next monday goin out with forever gang de ppl... wus~ gonna see my jie and mei liao... so long nv see them... omg~ its like... almost 6 mths? maybe more then tat la... lol.. hope they're able to spot mi when i pop by~.. hmm.. they ask mi bring my gf~ diao... i don have... how sia... later everyone got i bo then i no one talk to...

wus wus.... got some ppl who nv cook or do hse work de wanna prepare something for my bday sia... lol.... shd i say im very fortunate? maybe.. ^^v


some pics i took at jojo hse...

mr bean!.. lol

tats his bro.. ah jun~

-tim signing off

=) i love my tag box

hee.. love mua tagbox.... thx all for tagging~

today went for scope scan...
wa.. gan the scope... so thick... now i sore throat... !!!!! haiz...
but doctor says im fine and jus gotta be more careful next time... ^^
hee.. love my doctor... love my frens... love almost everyone... yup~ ALMOST=x
kaes... abt the sch thing.. here goes.... life is jus like tat de... there are many limitations and we wouldnt wanna make thing diff for other ppl... well,, tats wat i think.
so leh.. we would make things diff la... anyway... i've spoken to mrs leong and she PROMISED to get pass/tickets for ur SYF~ i'll go support u all^^ together with my wonderful ex band mates...
so u guy gotta buck up for band and ur studies... anything come find mi... within my reach, i'll help... but must remind me cuz my stml getting worse le... old liao. =x

^^ love u guys.... and will continue loving u all... muackx....

-tim signing off....

title-less

abt wat happened~.. jus let it rest bah... don talk abt it le la...

today oso very sian... went ps.. wanted to watch movie de.. but den last min change of plans..
went hg for sushi... did some shopping in PS...
and weeong vomit at the sushi palor... so PS~=x

aiya.. nth much for today.. wont be ard for the next few days... don needa contact... goin somewhere... unfortunately not holiday~... sad

tats all for now

-tim signing off

=}

hmm... now still feeling weird...
smsed someone... tat someone replied with "i ok"
so i shall pretend that tat someone is really ok thou i think is not ok la....
aiya.. dono y i blog now oso... nth better to do...
don blog liao la...

-tim signing off

~<|3~

well... sth happened last nite... reminded of my past and im pretty lost and unhappy abt it...
for the past few mths, slowly trying to put aside wat happened and move forward...
was slow and torturing but i did it... now back to square zero again.. sad

pretty heartbroken... i went back to band with the intention of helping out... even more heart broken again... band~ dono at to say la.. sometimes things are jus like tat and we have to accept the fact... i wont be popping by tat often le bah... maybe once a year? in the morning, there was some probs and we had to wait 1+hr... sad.. maybe tat someone donno wat to say bah.. maybe tat someone thinks we're all evil creatures here to create trouble.. well.. later mrs leong came to talk to us~ meaning kai, marcuz and mi.. dono wat to say la...

saw sth happened today too... think most hurting de bah... thou we're jus frens but jus dono y i wanna care so much... i think i shd have stayed at home.. shouldnt have gone out at all...
sometimes i think i care too much abt everything.. in the end, i always lose out... i don show much emotions.. act normal... but how long can tat last? think im gonna adopt the "none of my business" attitude towards some probs... don wanna be hurt any further...

conclusion~> 9th march and 10th march was by far the worse days of 2007... and it'll be long before i forget everything again.... few mths bah... i'll have to stay happi i guess.... wont be online so often.... i gotta go somewhere.. and hope my sis will enjoy her Japan trip... hope im back b4 she leaves.... smile all~

~tim signing off

si bei sian

not tat i wanna say but~ now we want go back oso got prob....
today went there.... but in the end... cannot enter.. sian la~ wait outside until 11 +..
haiz....

anyway... tml goin back.... mr sukit ask us go.... gif him face... ^^

-tim signing off

aiya~ blur! shd i? shdnt i?

haiz~ sigh~ tml got band camp le.... i wanna go back... but i don wanna go back... many reasons...
haiz yo~.... actually goin overseas de... but last min cancel... sian.... wanted to shop my heart out de...

this few days leh... moodless.. slp very little.... cuz i don wanna slp upstair... scared i'll have nitemares.... again... results of posting oso out le.... i see liao... oso not excited.... want to appeal... but in the end oso nv go appeal.... i really is sian 1/2 liao... usually i very enthu de... dono y these few days sian 1/2...

this morning started playing ghost online with kai and XL... well.. not bad la.. play with frens still okie.. then maple... lvled and train abt 25%... armory.... with meru, gengen and snowie....
play tat time drop item oso didnt bother to pick...

now leh... blog and chat... thinking abt tml and wat happened.. apparently, sth happen and i want to help... but i carn.... cuz i don even know wat happened... feeling helpless and lost again...
but i'll stay happi... cuz i have to be... some unfortold reasons... wadever..

-TiM signing off....

am i blessed or am i cursed

in this family... theres alot goin on everytime....

today was a sian day
maple patch so long... ZZzzzz... played GB, o2 with marcus... then watch hanakimi and blah blah....

then send weeong the stupid patch... 220 mb... and freak my bro.. left like 20mb tat time.. he came home... chase mi out... then use my msn talk to other ppl... argh... damn freaking angry with tat.... u do not intrude into my life jus like tat... u want mi to do tat to u? no then don.... very angry now.... sneezing none stop.. who thinking of mi? argh.... sian....

-angry tim signing off....

results...

results out.. how do i feel... nth much... thinking if i shd appeal or not... sian 1/2...

heres the SS...

-TiM signing off... *yawn*

Jog Jog Jog, Jog till prob pop up...

today morning went jogging... with han and hao...
sian.. today donno y cannot run, sth wrong with my leg, left one... again! argh~
haiz... ti rou duo ping... last time run oso no prob... now jog nia... like tat.. sian 1/2...
one step further from a better me...


heres some pics taken after jogging...

took a nap at 11am till 2+... woken by ringtone... nvm~

made lotsa jiao zhi in the evening... eat that damn shell fish thingy tat cost alot again.... stupid la... every few days eat... eat till sian... see oso scared... shall not mention wat it is... if not i'll freak out and run away... kaes... tats all for today... lotsa left over food cuz its 15th day of lunar sth..

wadever...

-TiM signing off.

sth much this few days.... went for class gathering on friday.... supposed to meet at 1800, but i late... anyway... its ok cuz got many later ppl... including the organiser.... went amk first... then the seoul garden dao pi liao.... sian 1/2, went toa payoh, wanted to go sakura, but got ppl complain ex plus no space.. so we went pizza hut..

sian... abit aimless la... lol... later we spilt lo... i went walk walk with my all time good fren... thenthe rest went for desserts.

-TiM signing off....

Boredom

i shall blog b4 i dio meh by someone again....

kaes.. jus came back from jojo's hse... went to eat dumpling.. its weary nice lo.. (very nice)
lol... shall try to make it one day... improve my skill for a better mi...

kaes... nth much these days except im losing weight... tml goin for badminton at hg sports hall at 11am with marcuz,ahmah, JH, han and of cuz myself... hope to tone up and... ahem... u know.. "cut fat" lol...

hmm... rainald got ditched by his gf... sad-ed..
but i guess he'll find a better person to love... well, i hope so..
as for mi... still single and will be single for a very long time...
its too deep a cut to heal... need more time... wadever la.. don wanna think...

this few days leh... keep thinking abt my band life... must be those band songs... darn, now i wanna go back.. but don dare... sian-ed 1/2... don like to be pushed ard... oh well...
dono how they doin... hope everything's fine... shall try to sneak into the hall during their syf...

MOKONA!!! Boo~ lol..

so tats all for now while i rot in the shower later....

-tim signing off...

in a sian sian mood

this few days getting more and more sian ar...
lets see....


nth much... went out during wee hrs again...

a pic i took after movie at jack's place

nice chairs~ (mac, hg green)

some guy meditating in poungol park

kaes... nth much... must blog if not later dio meh... tats all for now

-TiM signin off

~scarified~

wa.. jus watched emily rose alone.... ALONE!!!! omg la.... scared the hell out of mi.... waliao!!!!! argh.... shouldnt have watched... don even dare go toilet....

ah mah!!!!! next time remind mi... don watch horror alone!!!! freak man.... super scared.... the dvd player oso kia nang ar.... press eject liao... go msn... later ownself load and play... turn back see the menu kia dio.... almost heart attack.... wa!!!!! y no one here beside mi de.... waliao... tonite no need slp le la....

scarified tim signing off....

~CNY~

DaE 1

today went my dad's side de aunties' residences.
lol... everyone asking abt my results and plans.... everyone stuff mi with food and drinks.. say i study study study, nv eat... become so thin liao... >.<>

sis' dog


The TV so Big >.<

lol... nice~



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DaE 2


kaes.... today busy le... morning went my kim kim house... hee... same thing.. eat eat eat... hhahaa.... then went to my lao gu's house... my grandad's sister's house... then went to my another gu gu house... stay there!!! yeah... finally... same thing happened... walked in all don reconise mi... the old ppl all call mi ang mo! Zzz wa... all surround mi... take turns la.... first... "grand dad and ah mah" not really mine but jus call for fun... both my cousins... lol.. ask ask ask... results.... plans... blah blah.. then keep on tellin mi... don ever go poke my ear... go poke = GG.... they'll tear it open... lol... fierce...
next table... my cousins... again... everyone older then mi la.. talk abt property, blah blah... land this land tat... sell and buy, not interested... then cousin susana Goodenough; her husband's name is goodenough... lol.. came to save the day... ask mi go find my nephews... kaes... change table... er.. to floor... lol... so many la... don even know who ther are... but cutest cousin is mark goodenough... come hug mi say... u look so nice... =.='l lol..

so many names... mark,ethan,gideon,natheliex2,michelle,merlisa and the list goes on... kaes.. enough words... now the pics...


All in a house... so many ppl!!!

kaes... today day three... not goin out with my family.... goin with my frens.... shall go get ready now... meeting at 1030 lol...

-tim signing off....

Happi Chinese Lunar New Year~

Helloz.... monty today feel weird... lol... want to go but don wanna go... lol...
last nite slept at 1+ woke up at 1.38am.. carn slp suddenly... then~ SMS! someone smsed mi.. lol.. then i read le.. suddenly can slp again... weird...

anyway... im all dressed up... hee... see my mood.. maybe got pic... provided got ppl ask mi take... lol...

kaes... heres to all...
business personnel; shen yi xing long~
student; hue ye jing bu
wealth seekers; xing nian xing da yun
couples; zao ri shene zhi
dating; ai qing mei man
and the list goes on~

LoLz... =P

~TiM signing Off... *poof*

LoneLy mi

okie~ results don ask... not as good as i expected... so advise to my juniors... start mugging~

monday went to TP... Temasek poly and NYP... ask abt courses and etc... went with ah mah, jh, han...

some weird stucture on our way to TP...



















tuesday went to jojo hse for dinner.... stayed till abt 6+ then went home... saw kaikai zakum....

















lonely 14th feb.... alone at home... slp slp slp... dreamt abt my valentine...
tats abt it....


today leh... got morning-mare... dreamt tat i got stabbed.... from the back!!!!! by a fork shaped thingy... pain.... but there wasnt blood... weird... oh well...

kaes... i blog le... all for now... i guess...

-tim signing off...

Aww... nervous

howhowhow.... aiyoyo.... nervous.... at a time like tat.... already not feeling too good... but got some ppl onli make it worse... shal not mention names....

hope my dream will come true tml.... tat damn dream.... aww.... if really come true hor i really no comments.... another prediction... Zzzz

oh okie... i needa to relax abit... before i go mad...

-tim signing off

aww... slpless...

monty's worried.... i don know y but suddenly keep thinking abt it... how will i fair? aww.... mokona.... syaoran donno wat to do.... RINRIN.... any suggestions?

=/ i had a dream a few days back... abt results day... i had dreams tat came true... will it come true too? its a good one btw... the results are not bad.. good... lol... had a bet with mokona... if i really get wat i dreamt i gotten.. i'll treat mokona... aww... pls come true... scared scared...

monty need sakura now... wheres sakura? hmm... monty need support... need someone to take care of mi 24 hrs... lol... monty worried sick... really sick... no voice le... hope i'll get well soon... and of cuz.. results to be good...

syaoran slpless le.... =/ anw... when mokona and rinrin online pls morning call mi kaes.... {";} syaoran talk to u guys....

kaes.. i gonna try to slp.... >.<

-tim signing off.... again..

monty's bored~ again

aloha.... today went to cut my hair.... dye too... but the colour wasnt wat i expected it to be.... abit too bright.. lol... no pic thou... haha... some outdated pics are below.... and best of all.. JH changed hair style le!!! wahahah....


JH with his new hair style... 0.o


wat we accidentally did while fooling ard one nite... abt 4+am



MoKoNa!!!!! abit random la... but i saw this while shopping.. =x


kaes... i blog le...
anw... abit worried abt friday.... donno wat i'll get... slpless... =/

-TiM signing off...

today boring... so went to look for some videos.... hope u guys enjoy too....

Stand By Mi


Ah Nan Cha Kuay Tiao


Ah Nan Hua Mu Lan


OnLi You~~


-TiM Signing Off

sian

siansian..... today met up with lala daph ahmah JH edward...... tats abt it..... sth wrong with my blog..... will upload some pics if i got time..

tim signing off....

oh.. its feb le... yeah~

hee... the tot of goin back to sch excites mi... carn wait to get my results.... carn wait to go poly/JC... carn wait to start mugging... carn wait to get a new lappy~ *montymonty*

lol... today went back to band... not bad not bad... i can still play... so fun... jinbin went back to... sadly... dickson had something on... so he carn turn up... the other one leh... don bother la... oso donno where he is.. uncontactable.... hee.... today mr tan not there... lucky lucky.. *phew*

hmm... one thing for them... JiaYou hor.... if the syf day i can go, i'll go support u guys de.... smile!!! must jiayou hor.... sat they got day camp... donno can go back anot.... hope can.. then go back see see look look help help...

anw... gtg eat le... later dio meh ar.... nv eat.. nag nag nag.... kae guys.... take care....

-TiM signing off...

monty's bored~

monty monty is bored... nth to do... maple abit sian le... >.<
now oso donno wat to do.... bored..... mokona slp le... no one talk to monty....

lol... i got so many nicknames... TiM, TimMi, monty, caicai, Ti-mo~, etc etc... lol...
wats my next nick gonna be?... heee.... anyway... i'll think abt goin back for band... nv go feel very weird... cannot slp...

anyway... monty feels normal... nth much to be happi or sad abt... ^^
and yeah!!! i finish my medication le... no need eat pills for now... shall be glad abt it...

0 lvl results coming out le... feel normal... not excited or scared... jus normal.. most likely wont do well de la.. expected le... too engrosed in doin other things during my sch days... not focused...
so all the juniors listen up... rmb to study hard... don be like mi... nv study... more focused on relationships and ya.. BAND... but band was my life... cannot blame... lol... =x

kae la... i go return testimonial for ah daz le... later she scold mi.... =x
okie ppl... Take care....

-TiM signing off~~ montymonty *bounce*

Hmm~ TiM is always TiM

as i said.. im always the way i am... many asked mi y i nv go for the SYF rehersal... i really wanted to... i really wanna go back to band every pract.. go back help help teach abit gif support... but the impression of the teachers are most dissapointing.... not tat i wanna say but... tats the reason y i didnt wanna go back for band....

as many already know... im kinda attached to MSSMB.. during my sch days... my form teacher keep nagging at mi for spending too much time there... my parents wanted mi to resign since i was like sec 2? but i held on... nv quit... nv leave... the sense of belonging is too strong.. but now.. even thou i have the urge to go back.. i wouldnt... i don like to go places uninvited or unwelcoming... well.. tats the impression of the teachers...

My juniors wants us to go back... but teachers don... what can we do.. some still go back.. well.. for mi.. i seldom go back... theres a reason for everything... its not tat i wanna abandon the band or anything... i love to go back.. but some ppl don like to see mi... so i carn pop by too often...

well.. if the teachers do read this... i jus wanna let u guys know tat im not aimming at anyone... its a general impression... i need no apology or anything of tat sort... but u guys have let mi down time and again.. u kinds treat us as free labour... come back when u need us.. when u don need us... u jus chase us away...
of cuz... not all teachers are like tat... some do welcome us... i understand that u guys gotta get work done.. but chasing us ard isnt the rite way... we were once ur students and we did do our part didnt we... so don push us ard... thx you...

oh well.. tat all abt band... i'll try to pop by more often... really miss u guys...
but theres nth much i can do...

well.. life jus such a bore.. nth much to do... laming ard... slack... trying to stay happi and help ard... nth much to rejoice abt.. anyway... CNY coming le.. wish everione a happi lunar new yr bah... wish u guys good luck... xue ye jing bu... wan shi ru yi.. smile...

-TiM signing off~ *monty monty monty*

sian...

moodless... lol... very sian la.. donno wat to do.... play maple oso sian... donno y... but everything is sian to mi... kaes.. tml aaron they all goin for rehersal...
wish them luck...

tats all for now....

-tim signing off... (Zzz)

sian sian sian.... abit absent-minded...

donno y abit blur these days... take very long to reply ppl... maybe thinking abt too many things bah... oh well... ytd celebrated my sis' 21st bday.. lol.. happi bday to her... had bbq and the cake was... beyond discription... too nice le la.. =x... abit jealous...

anw... jus died twice in maple.. its so bloody diff to train la.. and i died twice.. lame... diao... sian !!!

donno la... abit luan diao liao... haven slp again... later sure dio meh by some ppl de... =x=x.. not i don want slp.. my bed got raided.. like my zombie map.. oh well...

hope got someone to train with mi.. like last time like tat.... so fun la... can par tor and play at the same time... =x... hmm... not par tor all the time la... cuz some are jus frens... hee... now train along very sian de.. okie la... tats all for now....

-tim signin off..

Zzz moodless... PEACE people... peace...

this few days very sian.... bu shi kan yi sheng jiu shi zai jia li... haiz.... oso donno wat to blog bah....

okie.. abt my tagboard thingy... u guys are free to read and all.. u wanna comments, can... by all means... but sometimes... watever u wrote may backfire on yourselves...
i went to look out the work blog in the oxford dictionary... did it on longman's too... went to dictionary.com too... i used many sources.. so my conclusion is tat.. blog = online diary... diary = my life... so watever i wanna talk abt... is my prob... i don mind comments... but pls make them sensible... donno meaning can always check dictionary... im 16.. goin 17 soon.... i think i know wat im doin... u are not my parents... don tell mi wat to do... even my parents respect my comments and tots... im a person who enjoys freedom... im not one u can order ard and cage mi up... hope u uds... im not shooting at anyone... i don wanna open fire... y waste my time... im better off talking on the phone etcetc... u think i so free?

now.. as for using my tagboard as a warzone... i have no comments... even if i have.. i don wanna say it out... oh ya... before u wanna debate with mi... pls have the most reliable sources and the best arguement before u look mi up... check my history... i onli lost my debates with my very close ones.. cuz i don wan them to be sad... i can say tat im nice to everyone... cuz im neutral.. but when u form a negative impression in mi.. i'll rmb it... so becareful... oh ya... pls read more eng books and all... cuz sometimes its really hard to comprehen wat some of u wanna say.... not aiming at anyone hor... if u think im aimming at u... tats onli watu think... don jump to conclusion... rmb... the wall has ears and eyes... i know more then wat u think i know...

well... if u don like it here... u can leave.... i nv point a gun at u saying;"if u don come and read abt mi... i'll kill u... " uds? not too profound rite... my eng not very good de.... its average nia... uds bo? i use singlish liao hor.. buai hu heen, mai lai... bo nang jio le... =x im so bad... and again.. this is jus a general statement... not aimming at anyone....

hmm... life's like tat... always got some ppl who wanna bad mount u and all... y someppl remain quiet? u think they're gullible and u continue... wellwell.. u are very wrong.. they are the most dangerous.... they look harmless.. but is more dangerous then u think.... u think u are in the grp.. well... sometimes ur frens jus let u join for fun... they don treat u as a fren.. rmb.. u look for activities to go... ur frens choose which to go... uds? not aimming at anyone again....

kaes.... before another comment on my essay type entry... tats all for now... its a good practise for GP papers anw.... =x

-Tim signing off.... *pissed*

bday.... good / bad...

today leh. i oso donno good or not la... not really in the right state of mind.... but many turned up... was very glad they did... well.. went kbox... after tat went to esplanade for food... im super tired la... i reach home.. no need lie down oos can slp.... Zzz... still feeling weird.... as usual... as i predicted.... the things came true... /=

here are the pics...

wow... ah mah got 2 girls to pei... one daph one lala


my left view? with daph trying to take my pic


My right view!!!! we have Han the great and rain


hmm.. donnow at this is.. romantic view?


a funni ray pic?


another ray funni pic thing


Bday girl cutting her cake


Aaron's back view? abstract..


my favorite of the day.. us ur imagination.... wat do u see? sail? lol.. i see more

-why-

This few days... thou got happi times but alot of unfortunate events happened too...
there are somethings in life tat we carn explain... examples are why things happened... why do u learn to treasue the things ard more onli when they're gone? i always tell myself to be happi... cuz i want the ppl ard mi to be happi... don wanna affect them... but its jus so tiring to fake out a smile everyday.... sometimes u jus need a break.... how i wish i could be in a coma now.... lying in hospital.... care free... how i wish this was jus a night mare... how i wish i could wake up from it.... sigh sigh sigh.... later today, im gonna celebrate my fren's birthday... i'll be happi... jus cuz i don wanna spoil 13 ppls' mood.... well... hope tat things go well for this fren of mine cuz this outing was specially planned for u... u said u nv celebrated ur bday b4... so this yr.. i will go no matter wat... i treat u as a fren... hope u treat mi as one too...

relationships are impt in life... some ppl don like them... some ppl love them... as for mi... i think its the way one handles relationships tat create tat impression in one's mind... they must be set out clear... don leave it in a mess... i regretted living many of my relationships in a mess... i've been running away.. hoping tat time will settle everything for mi... but in the end... everyone suffers... be it ur frens... family.. loved ones... etc... i need a break... a break from all these... i need to set my mind clear... i need to draft out my rules and regulations.. i don wanna hurt anyone anymore... or be hurt... its not nice to have tat feeling in u... so don do it to others too... i really apologise to those i hurt so deeply... i want to do sth abt it... but i donno how... pls teach mi... tat remoseful feeling nv wears off... onces its there.. its like a scar... even when u are truely happi.. it wont last cuz once u see the scar.. u recall the bad memories....

the wise once said: "one must be forward looking.. treat past failures as a lesson... don look back, don regret... live life to the fullest" tats how im brought up... i love details... everything must be perfect.. but wat is perfect... well.. theres nth perfect in this world....

to those who read this far... grats to u.. for u know mi better... read on if u want... if u think this is lame... well.. i have to agree.. cuz my mind is in a daze right now... i donno wat to do... my eyes... they look watery... but im not crying.. my mind is as blank as a sheet of paper... i feel cold... i feel lost...

many ppl always ask others "why is it my fault?" well.. it depends on how u take the situation.... i used to do tat... but now i ask... have i done wrong? if i did... wat did i do wrong... well.. this is so random... totally no link....

do u think being a hamburger paddy is fun? well.. i don think so... i don like to be in the middle... i don like to get involved in others' business... i really dont... i don wish to lose any of my frens... its really difficult u see... "A" tells mi this... "B" tells mi tat... i carn side any party... i wanna be neutral... but i carn... sigh... well... i hope tat ppl will be less of a busy-body and jus mind their own business.... don ask others to pass message... u put them in a very difficult spot... if theres a prob... settle it urself... and im not aiming at anyone... do not misunderstand...

i get mad easily cuz im jus too sensitive.... i always tell myself to be opened... accept all ideas and critics... no matter wat they say... i will listen... but sometimes... i'll get mad... and i don like to show it out... do i look gullible? free frake... no i don.... i will fight if theres a need... im not a all talk and no actions... when i say sth... i mean it... if someone challenges mi.. i'll settle it... it has happened before... i fought with many ppl... i ended with bruises... and i don gif up unless im dead... im like a bull when im mad... almost impossible to stop.. for im in a sub conscience mind... if i fought and stop... im still in a clear state of mind... Right Dan? right mel? right mich... i fought with u guys many times when we were younger... and its my dad tat whack the sense back into tat rock hard skull of mine... i really regretted fighting... its not nice.. i don mean it.. if i did fight... remember to knock the sense back into mi...

i always try to be nice to others... some ppl complain... some ppl take mi for granted... but i always try to remain neutral unless i really dislike u... i wouldn't open fire at anyone for no reason... u attack mi... i'll attack u... tats my principle... if u wanna cold war... i'll cold war... if its official... i'll put our differences aside and get the job done... im quite petty actually... i say i don rmb things... i got STML... well.. sometimes i jus don wann bring it up...

Sunday, 21st Jan 07... how will it be? how will things turn out... i sort of predicted somethings already... as usual... jus like wat happened the day b4 m9... i predicted... will it happen again... i hope not... i don want things to go wrong... i don.... i need a break, realy really need one... im tired.. veryvery tired.... im afraid to slp... im afraid i'll remain aslp... im scared... im lost... what shd i do? wheres my angel? wheres the person i can rely on? where are u? now... im here... alone... cold... lost.... no one to support... no one to comfort...

im sry to those who read this and got affected... i truely am... but i need to pen this down... b4 i self mutilate again... alls bad... im sry...

-Tim signing off..

so far so good ^^

so far leh... i managed to stay happi.... but hor... GG liao la... my HP bill bao like donno wat... i sms like 1348 la... call for like 2182 mins la.. GG liao.. dio meh like donno wat.... but nvm la... mummi say she help mi pay... hee... donno y but my parents suddenly very nice to mi wor... weird... my dad still say wanna upgrade the hse internet... 0.o weird....

maybe hes doin well bah... so he good mood lo... hope he remains like tat... hee..

hmm sunday goin celebrate my fren's bday... hope everything goes well... tml i'll post some pics.... =) kaes... tats all for now...

-tim signing off...

wa.. sicksick... =x

now head spinning... whole day like tat... went out at 3+ am... i came home at 10am.. Zzz..

feel super heavy... cannot move.. slp very long... cuz of the medicine bah... so many sia... ytd go jab le still need eat.. Zzz..

hmm... today nth special la.. jus tat i got a new cash shop set.... lol.. now my char very cute... =) lol..

so now leh.. im on msn lo... and i'll be happi... =) hhahaa

-tim signing off....

im ok le... =)

hellos everyone... timmi is feeling pleasent today... thou its a tiring day and timmi was sad sad... but at 1 am.. abt tat time bah.. someone made timmi happi again... ^^

okie.. timmi is ok le... ytd de thing i forgot le la... ^^ everything ok le...
timmi is fine now... thx everyone for ur concern esp u...

timmi this few days not feeling well... so nv blog tat much.. sry ar... how i get well b4 sunday... if not go out will spread germs... =x..

ok la.. tats all for today... smiles

-TimMi signing off....

from =) to =(

today leh... sleep alot again.. don feel like waking up again... not tat i wanna be emo but it jus happens...

evening, i woke up.. overslept.. nv go church.. haiz... nvm.. evening.. teach my fren maths.. not bad la.. still managed to ans.. heard alot of ppl complaining abt their work load... anyway... got moodswing la.. after teaching become very happi..

then go maple awhile... then moodswing again... not very bad mood... someone made mi very very bad mood... and i mean it...
now leh.. emo lo... don wanna talk abt it le... shall let it pass...

some ppl very weird de... don like... the more they scold mi... attitude mi.. the more i don like... haiz.. lets jus drop the subject...

hope tml will be a better day...

-tim signing off...

wa liao... GG liao la...

today went to try working... ZZZ tell u ar... can die man... my legs all swollen!!! go there dio meh by the stupid head... Zzzz... siao nang ar... scold scold scold.... but then got some ppl very nice la... =)
i think hor... i wont go back le la... is tired until can die... labour intensive... sian diao liao... now aching everywhere.... Zzz....

ok.. tats all for now...

tim signing off..

its a bright sunday morning...

nth much today... smiles..

-TiM signing off

0.o meaning-less life...

everyday don feel like waking up de... ytd dio meh until very cham... cuz i went out the whole nite... ytd i hack carea la.. still go out.. reach home at 430... morning dio meh again lo... lol.. wat can i do... jus listen to him...

someone asked mi y i always sad sad de... hmm.. maybe there isnt a someone who is ard to make mi happi? lol.. who knows... well.. maybe excpet mi and tat person bah...
life suxs as usual... but have to make it rox if i wanna live on.. so oh well.. bluffing myself again....

anyway.. heres a pic of a hungry girl who mistook my hand for food!!!


-tim signing off... =)

boredom!!!

im so bored.... don feel like waking up... slp slp slp... lol... really nth to do lo.... rather go to sch... =x

now on the phone.... talk crap... hen sian... Zzz..

now leh... those go sch de concentrate on studies... mi leh... concentrate on healing my wounds... =P

oh well... mi will try o be happi... =)

okie.. tats all for now...

TiM signing off...

busy day... movie + shopping

well.. today had to wake up earli toget tickets for them.... my frens and i went to Plaza Singapura to watch "DeathNote 2" ^^... not bad la.. jus tat the sub titles got block by the guy sitting infront of mi.. =(

well.. i made a mistake... SORRY GUYS!!! showed my frens the wrong seats... =x=x... really SORRY... >.< forgive mi pls...

lol.. reach there at 10+ bought tickets then went toy catching... then phone catching.. almost dio lo... miss the last box.. =/ sad... spent 20+ bucks there... Zzz.. caught nth!!! but.. nvm la.. everyone happi... i oso happi..

went Nee Ann City after tat... ah mah shop shop... we oso shop shop.. bought a new pair flip flops... hee.. ah mah sponsor mi abit with his voucher... THX!!!! hee... ah mah bought a very cute tigger... and bought daph a pillow thingy for her bday..

well.. now feeling emo again... but i'll be happi... ^^ must be happi... no matter wat... ok la... wo jiu blog dao zher li.... take care everyone... all the best for ur sch tml... which i'll be slping... =x heehee...

TiM signing Off AGAIN!!! =)

New Yr Resolutions...

well.. since its a new yr... i shd change for the better...

La TiM's New Yr Resolutions...
1) Be Happy always...
2) make ppl happi
3) Treats Others Better!!!
4) be less critical...
5) don think too much
6) stop the Emo Kid thingy
7) Stop Suaning ppl... (tats Hard)
8) Be More matured and sensitive towards others' feelings...
9) Study hard...
10)well.. tats for mi to know and u to find out... *secret*

okie.. these are some of my resolutions... how bout u... feel free to tag it on la tim's tag board... So Long my frens...

TiM Signing Off... again.... ^^

happi new yr... new yr new beginning

Happi New Yr everyone... hope tat everything will go well for u guys this 2007.. wishing for peace and prosperity... happiness and transquility....

its a new yr and i shd start afresh.. mi shall put aside all the unfortunate events tat happened last 2006 for its all history.... and i'll be happi... wahhaha...

hope tat u guys will also start afresh... everything will go well for u guys...

fun, tired & wont be online

well... ytd went to daphne's chalet and BBQ until like 1250 then took a cab back.... not back la... fun.. but very tired... perhaps i got the time wrong... we reach there at abt 4+ then nth to do... eat... walk.. then went to aloha loyang to check out our own chalet... then went to red hse twice... first time abit eerie.. walk too near got strong wind.. then later rain... walk away the wind and rain gone... then later drizzle... weird.... lol

anyway... i wont be online for the next few days... will be at chalet... aloha loyang... shd be no. 13 la... lol... last nite hen sian... train maple keep dying... then slp.. cannot slp... but got bad headache... slp le... got ppl wake mi up... either sms, phone or the door or jus the conversations.... now still get headache.. hope it wears off soon...

Looking Forward To The Chalet...

-TiM Signing Off

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got scolded for nth again.... by you know who... haiz....
im physco-ing myself to be happi... =D


well... tats tat..

-tim signing off

Emo Kid

lol... my mum have always been calling mi emo... lol... rain tagged tat hes emotional... lol... lets see whos more emo...

oh well.. today maple got alot of probs... kan du lan tell u... morning at zoombie... 5+ DC... then server down... waste money buy map... nvm... later do zakum quest... not bad la.. 2 hrs haven finish jumping.. si bei du lan... then hunt the damn gold tooth.. drop rate suck like fcuk... hunting half way... DC and server down again... Sian 1/2...

now nth to do... watch anime.. watch tv.. Zzz... very bored.... and when im bored... my soul wonders and wanders.... oh well.. thinking too much again.. lots of memories.. and too much at a time is bad.. very bad....

hmm... predict tat i gonna have nite mares again... Zzz =/

ohwell.. nth much le... all for now...

-tim signing off...

Happiness... wats tat...

i'll officially forgotten how to be happi...

isabell: TiM, y u always face black black de... smile leh
TiM : donno... cuz theres nth to be happi abt i guess..
bell: know wat... all i whish for xmas is for u to be happi always...
TiM : er... thx...
bell: =) don mention it... must be happi kaes... i don like to see a sad sad kor..
TiM : =)
bell: i know u got things to say.. but u jus don wanna say.. a hard shell but is soft and sweet inside....
TiM : how u know its sweet inside?
bell: oh come on... we know each other since like u know mich.... still rmb the wonderful memories with u, mich, mel, daniel and zach...
TiM : well.. guess those were the happiest time i had..
bell: same goes for mi
TiM : anw... nice to know someone still cares....
bell: =D don mention it... u will always be my wonderful kor no matter wat...

oh well... childhood frens... 2 left for aust... 4 in spore... we shd hav a gathering soon... really miss those times...

anyway... im in super rotten mood today.. donno y..

-TiM Signing off

feeling alittle better

well... reach home at abt 5am this morning... went to weewee hse.. raining... cannot go home... 430 we decide to go cuz his DoG(Jewel) KPKB.. d@mn noisy la... bleah...>.<

anyway.... jus finish updating my friendster thingy... not really fully updated but oh well... go see see and leave mi a testi!!! http://www.friendster.com/timkwa
thx!!!

oh ya... today mood normal la... ignored a few sms thou... sry.. Sat got forevergang outing.... shd i go anot? i got anything on tat day? i donno got anot.. howhow...
must faster reply... later dio meh...

oh ya... those who come my blog read hor.. ppls tag leh... who every u are... my fren... stranger.. whoever... =D my tag so empty de.... bleah... =P

ok la... now very cold... raining.... still thinking abt the past again...
kae guys... =) i go le.. tc

-TiM SigNin Off

NIGHTMARE!!!!!!!!!!

Sian!!! had a bad morning... woke up at 625 by a nite mare... scary.... don really rmb content but was wet all over... cold sweat.... haiz... y like tat.... Zzz
anw... later meeting the usual gang and daph... gonna have lunch...

-tim signing off....

0.o

well.. went out with the unusally peeps until 8.30am again... came home.. slp until 1 then showered and went jojo hse... tried to help him connect his d@mn routher but.. in the end failed.. sad....think routher got prob..

oh well.. tats tat... today mood soso la... not really bad nor good...

took very very very long to sync my ipod.. Zzz.. not user friendly at all.. oh well... all for now.. still thinking thou..

-tim signin off

=>Alls not Well<=

today actually not bad mood de.. but now bad mood again...

anw.. morning woke up feeling weird... very weird... oh well...
oh btw.. the someone is not daph... shes onli my mei... don assume...

things haven been goin well... alot of rumours spreading ard..
and i think im over reacting... oh well.. the over sensitive mi again...

kaes... shall stop here.. too bad mood to blog...

-TiM Signing off...

...Sigh...

oh well... today not in very good mood too... feeling blue... and wonder y did i bother to sound happi? didnt watn others to worry i guess...
had the same nite-mare again... sleepless nite no. 20 i guess...
still feeling empty...

To Someone:
i feel like calling you...
i feel like looking for u...
i long to see u...
i long to hear your sweet voice...
sigh sigh sigh

-timmi sighing off...

bad mood bad mood bad mood!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

don like ppl say things say half half!!!! argh..... haiz!!!!!!!
argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! d@mn angry!!!!!!!!!!! haiz...........
y say nth? if want say mind as well don even talk to mi....


This few days i very very bad mood!!!!! want explode le!!! ARGH!!!!!
feeling d@mn weird!!! keep thinking of sth... listen to the song on my blog... tats how im feeling now!!!!! argh!!!! LOVE SICK?! maybe... i finally said it out!!! i admit ok? im love sick!!! stop asking mi!!!!!!!!!

y do i keep thinking? i carn even type properly now..... im in a very bad mood!!!!!
y must u infuriate mi?!?!?! y? haiz.... y am i love sick? my msn nick: "love makes the world go round =)" y did i even wrote tat... wats the cause of this misery?!
haiz.. too much movie story movies? too much tsubasa? haiz....

AAA RRRRR GGGGGG H H !!!
A A R R G G H H !!!
A A R R G G H H !!!
A A R R G H H !!!
AAAAAAAAA RRRRRR G GGGGGGG HHHHHHHHH !!!
A A R R G G H H !!!
A A R R G G H H
A A R R GGGGGGGG H H !!!



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Anime :: Tsubasa Chronicle :: you are my love
you are my love

TV series insert song
Vocals: Eri Itoh

Composer, Arranger, Lyricist: Kajiura Yuki



kiss me sweet
I'm sleeping in silence
all alone
in ice and snow

in my dream
I'm calling your name
you are my love

in your eyes
I search for my memory
lost in vain
so far in the scenery
hold me tight,
and swear again and again
we'll never be apart

if you could touch my feathers softly
I'll give you my love
we set sail in the darkness of the night
out to the sea
to find me there
to find you there
love me now
if you dare...

kiss me sweet
I'm sleeping in sorrow
all alone
to see you tomorrow

in my dream
I'm calling your name
you are my love...
my love...
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anyway... the ppl from fullerton replied.... tues goona meet them... hope eveyrything goes well..

Sunday morning... i am slping.. =.=l|

boring la... today i overslept again... woke up at 2+.. piggy mi...

hmm... played comp games.. watch tsubasa... then ah mah called... say weeong looking for mi.. then oh well.. go maple find him lo...

hmm... 5+ went to bathe... then went to church... came back play maple awhile then go msn.. while enjoying the 2x exp... daphne called from japan again... lol... after tat... dinner then slp...

now.. wake up... msn.. maple... watever la... lol..

-timmi signing off...

Wandering soul... wondering mind... lost? =/

today leh.. woke up at 12+.. lol.. piggy mi... oh well.. wats new...

when online... help gavi with his blog thingy... then played awhile... then dearest "Grand MAMA" called.. ask mi wanna go band anot... then.. oh well... since last day le... go lo.. go see them oso not bad la... kinda miss them all..

mi called han who got woken from his "Coma"...
TiM: HelloZ... morning..
HaN: Morning? Afternoon already.. [in a semi coma voice]
TiM: Han~
HaN: yea? =)
TiM: Wanna Go band? today last day... Gavi and ah mah ask mi go...
HaN: Er.. Erm... i needa get a present first...
TiM: okie... y not u go wash up first, then call mi again and we see wats the plan..
HaN: er.. okie..
[call ended]
[Han went to wash up.. tim when to dig out his clothes from tat stupid UPS box which jus can back from aust]
[HaN called]
TiM: Ello?~ [looking thru those boxes]
HaN: helooz~~~!
TiM: oh hi! so wats the plan?
HaN: tats wat i was about to ask...
TiM: oh~~.. er, we go get ur present then go band? 1300.. nono 1310 at ur void deck?
HaN: huh...
TiM: i think i'll be late so i say 1310
HaN: no need think.. sure late de..
TiM: LoL[=.=] kaekaes.. see u..
HaN: okay.. buaibuaiz
TiM: bb.. cu
[call ended]
[tim continued choosing then went to shower while han when to get ready too..]

okie.. tats lame.. lol.. i reach the void deck at abt 1258... lol..
hmm.. hungry.. went to old chang kee and bubble tea shop.. lol.. still got time to go back to han's place and sit down and finish a stick of Gyoza..

Reach school.. called gavilan.. give him curry puff...lol... chat and eat.. then went into band room... WA!!! y so little ppl... oh well... KPL nv go... wasted again...

later.. very bo liao... go polish tuba for fun.. lol..
nth to do le... went home... walk to gate.. then rmb.. need help toot didi(weewee) take instrument... then called him... his sis(carmen) ans.. then later the mum ans... then ok la.. don say i bad.. i help him bring u... gavi oso help ivan take... see... hes so nice... so stop saying he very fierce okie? lol...

went hg mall.. bubble tea again... then go NTUC for fun... then went home.. log in maple check check... then wanted to train but the bed too tempting.. then Zzz lol...

wa... HAN WEN CALLED...
hw: hello want play dota?
TiM: HUH?![semi-coma voice]
hw: want play anot.. got gavilan inside.. i call more ppl..
TiM: huh, orh ok..
[call ended]
[TiM went to slp... didnt wanna wake up]
wa.. now jojo called...
he said same thing.. haiz.. then ok lo...
i go take cd and play...
first rond play the hero thingy.. nv play b4... anyhow wack.. then still lose...
sian.. y team mi with hw... -.-
after the Game...

Daphne called [from japan]
daph: Hi
TiM : hihi... wa... call from japan ar...
Daph: lol.. called to say hi...
[blah blah blah the chat continues]
daph: tim.. u with them?
TiM : nope.. y?
daph: no la... help mi say hi to them oso
TiM : okok... suresure... take csre ar.. enjoy re trip ok... =)
Daph: Take Care too... Buaiz buaiz...

then i said hi to those playing wc3...
later dota... again... sian... sure lose de... but im noob... so oh well...
play half way... Bro came back..
he said: i want use...
tim replied: huh.. i jus started...
bro: huh.. ok... faster kaes.. i want transfer song and charge hp
TiM:okok...

later mum came in... its time to off... quick.. i don like to repeat myself..
no choice.. had to off... sian..

later.. rot ard.. ate dinner[10+ pm liao...]

later.. bro went out.. and now im here using comp again... laptop so lag... can throw away la... useless..

kaes... back to the main pt...
Wandering soul... wondering mind... lost? =/

oh well.. this few days keep having the same dream... keep thinking of someone... hmm... oh well... waiting for a call... which i think will nv happen.. haiz... feel so empty... sth isnt rite... oh well... <\3 i guess...

kaekaes.. tats all for now...
TC all...

-timmi signing off......

Life Without My Someone or Something...~

hmm.... life has been... hmm.. boring... i feel... empty... donno y... but jus weird... like somwthing or someone is missing.. oh well.. who knows wat it is...

anyway... i gonna be quite busy from today... so i wont be online so often anymore.. sry... neither will i be playing so often... hope everything goes well for mi and my frens... all the best to us... =x

oh well... chalet in a few weeks time... =) carn wait...

ok la.. nth much to post abt le... i go le... wish u guys well...

-timmi signing off...