Helloz

Wa Liao.... took 1hr + jus to upload and rearrange... argh... sian... oh well... today got o lvl chinese... donno how to read... Zzz... anyway... here are the pics.. sry for the delay.. no time upload...


3rd October : 1112
teacher explaining the QA thingy


3rd October : 1113
Mrs Quek Doin Demo


3rd October : 1114
Mrs Quek asking my classmate to demo...


3rd October : 1115
Wei Sheng doin the QA


7th October : 1915
eeww.. uncle? auntie? anw.. first day of SWS pract... on the way home...


11th October : 1444
today nv go sch... gavi oso nv go... went to play at hg mall with weeong...


11th October : 1539
hmm.. intersting pic yea? saw it in bus 325... on the way to jojo's hse...


11th october : 1539
wonder which gladys it is...


11th October : 1540
wtf... window oso got... hmm... intersting...


13th October : 2016
wow... marcus look damn smart la... =x.. Big Boss liao la...
taken at Grassroots Club.. leaver's ceremony.. was late cuz of some ppl..


14th October : 1617
Aaron shen hse.. ray in background.. was playing hardgay toy


14th October : 1618
Behold the HardGay Toy.. brought in from Japan...


14th October : 1706
birthday girl walking... oh btw... they are playing some frog game..
And HAPPI 17th B'DAY To Mua Beloved WeiWen JieJie
Loved the ice cream cake... *jealous* i oso want a party!!


17th October : 1856
Hair Salon near my sch.. gavilan cutting his hair and diaoing me for taking his pic..


17th October : 1832
WeeWee cutting hair... hmm.. when is it gonna be my turn? oh well..
LOL... he look so innocent!!! like Pri sch kid...


21st October : 1924
Jojo's house.. hmm... criminal Neo Wee Ong... Are u goona confess?


21st October : 1923
Let me show u the Light... wahahhaa... Confess!!!!


23rd October : 1223
Recess Time.. sad... last day eating like tat le... really gonna miss it...


23rd October : 1435
my pencil case with the cute class room keys... last time to hold it le... sad... i will miss u de... =x


23rd October : 1530
end of the day le... the back view of my class... sobsob.. missing u already...
guy carrying rip curl bag = sweeliang


23rd October : 1532
Front View... =( sobsob... byebye... *sniff*


28th October : 0013
At Hg Green Mac... hmm...
AHEM... wats tat supposed to be? =x.. done by the most unlikely person...


28th October : 0214
took this while goin off... my nitemare.. i scared of clowns!!! eewww...


28th October : 0305
eewww.... roaches!!!! i scared... eeewww.... buzz off!!!!


29th October : 1910
Bus Stop opp jojo hse... wah... raining damn heavily la...
see.. flood until got waterfall le la...


29th October : 2217
Ahem.. wat are u all doin? hmm... =x

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Okie... tats all for now... gtg read up abit... tml got o lvl chem pract... =x... hope i don screw it up again... *stressed*
nites everyone... rest well... love u guys...

RainBow?

Jus felt tat i lost my rainbow in life... its been awhile but oh well... haix...
here are the long dued images....

Hi...

oh well... life sux as usual.... bored.. have lots of pic and video to post thou... but don have the time to upload... =/ oh well... having headache again... shall stop here for today....

-tim signing off..

oh well.. better then nth..

now im home... mummi let me in le... but as usual la... no allowance, but now worse.... i got no ATM card... how to live man... no money can die de leh!!!!.. argh... today went out almost the whole day... my uncle and cousin so nice... took me in for the morning.... ha~ my cousin taking his driving test soon... hope he pass... cuz he say he gonna drive me ard and things like tat if he pass... he wanna give me money use first but didnt accept la... they oso not tat rich ma... its my fault tat this happened so i have to face the music... oh well... fren fren frens... who are the true ones and who are the actors? oh well... i shall take this as nth happened bah... think too much then later destroy frenship... wat to do... jus my luck or jus fate lo.. at least i still got ppl hu care... later tonite i'll post some long dued photos and all... see how la...

-tim signing off..

no comments? bad day? bad week?

ytd was a very very bad day... didnt feel like talking at all... woke up in the morning feeling slpy.. tired.. but still went to sch... oh well.. the day ended at 1330.. thx goodness... but i went to band again... they had rehersal... i was sianing in the band room... and yes.. when im sian, i think of the past... and yes.. was abt band... and as usual... wasnt feeling okay~... so i went home...

oh well.. slept for awhile, woke up at 830, had dinner... showered and went out to meet kaikai and jian hao... they were studying for the o lvl pract.. ask me teach.. so as a fren... okie.. i went... don wanna PS ppl...went out until abt 12... reach home online msn... someone talk to me... okie... later i called... they ask me go hougang green find them... its like 12+ le lo... nvm... i showered and went out again.. didnt feel like walking so took a cab... on the phone i still confirm with them... u all at hg green de mac hor.. don later i go there then no one hor.. then okay.. i trust them... went out... like 5mins later... mum called... said i no need go back liao... diao~ happened again... haiz... so nvm lo.... i went to hg green.. by cab!!!! nv bring wallet la... onli brought money which i used up for cab le... go until there see no one... nvm.. i keep cool.. call to ask... hang my call... ans le don talk... dam!!!! my ass on fire liao... bluff me come here nvm... at least when i ask jus say... call one of them... he tried to cover up and all.. but nvm... was too hot to listen to him.. totally infuriated...

damn angry... now i got no where to go... nv bring wallet... onli got hp and windbreaker... so where am i supposed to go.. wondered ard for awhile then went to the park... sit there and think... frens? do fren take each other for granted... think think think until i fell aslp.. 7+ one of them called... talk for awhile then put down le... 8+ cousin called.. ask me go shopping with him... Zzz.. then i tell him i at the park.... then he ask y then i tell him the story... then he ask me go his hse first... his dad and him came to fetch me... now im at their hse... uncle talking to mummi now... and i still donno wat to do... my uncle told me probably she will let me go back... but she will not give allowance like last time... so oh well.. wat can i do... im at fault afterall... not supposed to go out but still went to pei my "frens" hu backed on me... jus my luck i guess... donno wat to do now... haiz...

-tim signing off...

busy busy.... alot to be done~

this few days nv blog... sry... was very busy... not feeling okie at all... fri got graduation dinner... sat got bday.... jus not in the mood... tues bio pract o lvl.. scared and worried... haiz... thou not in mood~, but glad to hear someones's concern... =) quite a few pics today... accumulated... tats all... donno wat to rite... (half post... i tml then finish it =x)

Lost for words...

today i recieved a long dued letter... and i really donno wat to do now... i want to help... but how? haiz... i shall not reveal the contents to protect the other person's privacy... tats all i can say... jus hope the person can zheng zuo... and work hard... which is easier said then done...

"expect the unexpected"

*still havin gastric flu? i don even know i have...*
anyway... woke up late... quickly washed up and went to sch... took a cab.. damn ex.. stupid peak hr... =/ felt the wrath of HCL buring for a good ssince i woke up.. 2 more days... have to live thru!!! thurs sec 4s goin for movie.. donno want go anot... sigh~

-commentless timmi signing off...

interesting? tired too...

today went to SWS pract... daph late sia... ha... today i went out damn earli... cuz my dad la.. anyhow scold until i DuLan... so ran out... planned to meet gavi at 1145 for KFC.. but didnt eat.. i mei wei kou... Zzz... he oso not hungry so nv eat.. bought some light snacks...

the SWS band room so very cold la... Zzz... shivering.. haha.. onli shermann not cold.. the songs not bad la... not as bad as i tot... oh well... donno can stay on anot... haven tell my parents yet...

jus now watch tomb raider... not bad sia... action!!! i like... hee... jus showered and now blogging.. gonna have a o2 jamming session b4 i get on to hw... my target for 0 lvl is 10 pts... go CJC... not bad la.. cut off is 13... total i can -4.. hee.. ok la... i go do my things le... timmi must stay focus kaes... rmb ur target!!! must get into CJC... then no need go Aust le... whahaha...

-timmi signing off...

Boring as usual...

now watching tv.. discovery chn... scary leh... eating chips.. now jus on the comp... multitasking... today overslept.. but not so late la... went to sch for maths... and bio marks thingy... then went home... slp.. then play GB with daph.. she so pro la... dio own... =/

anyway... jus saw aaron's nick, band resumes on 16/10 mon... rmb kaes...lol.. tml got SWS pract.. excited yet scared.... haha.. okie.. nth much le..

-timmi signing off....

Dam sian and tired...

today after sch went to gavi hse while wating for daffy to come.... she say she wanna go out ma.. so i ask her come lo.. then i ask gavi, edward, jian hao, ah mah, josh, aaron, wee, hanwen come... Zzz... we late sia... my fault.. transfering songs... then so long haven finsh... sry daph... make u wait....

anyway... today so suay.. nv see tat fucking bastard...haiz... so sian.. today dam tired sia.. morning woke up asking my mum:" mummi, can don go sch waste time?" she replied..."thou its a waste of time, u still have to go cuz ur teachers are expecting u to go.. u shouldn't be so selfish and irresponsible.." dam lame sia... no choice lo... go.. but dam late le la.. so quickly bathe and all... then go.. forgot bring money again... =x.. haha... on my way... i was like.. ZZzzing la... then tot of sth to deal with tat fucking no hair watever thing u call tat... no word to discribe le... even shit oso too gd.. aiya.. evil plan.. wahahah... but not gonna enclose.. =x..

today dam sick.. sth happen in class.. then dam pain... =x... donno y lo... must be the haze or sth... cannot breathe properly.. ha... watever la... came home bathe le go find them.. but they PS sia. i reach tat then daph say she go home le... eveyone went home... nice one la hor... nvm lo.. i da bao go home eat... very full lo.. then play o2 jam awhile... feeling dizzy.. donno y.. so i went Zzz... 0132 woke up... >.< tired.... woke up awhile my bro came home.. siao one.. 130 then come back.. ha.. after tat.. played maple.. so sian lo... now blog.. trying to be slpy.. but aparently, im not.. =/

anyway... tml i goin sch... si azman.... fail my bio when i pass... i tml go kan u... then go for maths.. hope got famous amos again.. =x.. haha... okok.. i go do other things le... and to tat fucking watevr u call tat... tats not the end.. patience... jus wait... !@#$%^!@#$%^

-timmi signing off~

Fcuking Chee bye ass clown... watch out :@

today came home... later aaron called... ask me help him fix his speakers... okie... jus be nice and go... shun bian take my dictionary... reach there... saw other shoes... know some fcuking bastard is there... nvm... keep my cool... not my hse... go inside... see liao good mood oso bad... aaron pass me my dictionary... okie... i put downstairs... nv check... but got feeling its not so simple... (will be talked abt in another para)

nvm~... there... i fix up the speakers... some cheebye talk so loud... think everyone deaf ar... not even his house... tell u guys the truth... i hate this guy to the core... but actually decided to threat those i hate as strangers... so.. i there bo gong wei... jus help him fix... some bastard dam thick skin.. .think he dam pro... nvm.... ignore... later other ppl play oso want go disturb... trying to spoil other ppl's mood and furniture izit.. no brain.... in short no body teach... sent to sch to waste his life.. mind as well send to some rubbish dump and rot... condemm items.. things.. not considered human... a cheater... take advantange of ppl... and im dam super fcuking irrtated now...

from some sources... got to know tat tat fucking gay go ppl hse watch porn and PCC... ha~... no life.. no GF do for u izit.. .go find guys... u think u wat... figure bo.. brains bo.. IQ bo, EQ oso bo... wat skills u got... oh~... BOOT LICKING... wah.. pro lai de... master lai de... u watch out... u think i forgot wat happened ar, rmb my motto? u nice to me, i super nice to u... u bad to me.. i make sure u no need live... u wait... now got Os.. busy... think u big ar... play instrument lan dao~... keep saying i lan? sure not... u go ask senior.. ask conductor... see hu win want? think ppl close one eye then u climb to ppl's head and shit ar... u watch out.. i make sure tml half the staffroom know... first thing i will do evry morning... look in the news paper... see u die already anot.. as wat i did last time... but stop liao cuz wanted to treat u as stranger de... but u don want wor... u want come irritate me rite... sure... bring it on... play wat? i ike to play de.... cold war? i super good de... hot war... not so dumb... ask other ppl go... u got support bo? oh... the air ar... gone case la... exam still play.. next yr go normal... got contacts bo? bo.... u got wat? nth... everything oso don have... sue lo... come come... hu got the monetary support? u got ar... show me... ha~... conme come... fucking cheebye... come la... u know law more then me ar... pls la.. go look into the mirror la...

oh ya... wanna know wat he did? oh... lend aaron dictionary rite... lend him new one leh.. i haven even use b4.. wah.. come back full of marks... folded pages.. don forget ok... im a perfectionist... my book will be perfect de... but tat bastard go throw and do funni things... actually hor.. not need throw la.. touch onli = condemm.... must throw sia.. i still go take.. haiz... later must soak in disinfectant liao la... must bathe in holy water oso... then pray ar... this kind of dirty things... eewww.... no comments... anyway... threw it away le... cannot keep... eeewww... filty.... u watch out... not cuz i petty u know.. one dictionary onli like tat... i rmb all the things okay... i jus don want say out onli... u want say jiu say lo... so many ppl know le... moreover... i goin overseas soon... so wat? u leh.. stay here hor... so hu suffer more? mr tang thing ar... oops... haha... i rmb everything kae... u try me la... fucking bastard... no parents teach one... no future... oh yes... i nv mention any names hor... haha... tat person know one la... so obvious... oh ya... aaron.. i not angry with u... not talking abt u oso... this post main focus = tat bastard... josh, oso not u... =) conclusion... not aaron not josh... its a "thing"... okie... gtg le... goin hg mall with the same gang again... my ever-supporting team... u watch out... since u named the game... i will play...

oh yes... i will not scold my frens de... cuz not they do to me de ma... they innocent... so if u want know hu u are... come talk to me... if i nice to u means not u... =)

-super angry timmi signing off....

Zzz... dumb

today chem pract in class sia.. not bad... i took videos... shh =x...

=X.. sick again~

jus woke up from my nap by an sms~ =x... haiz... feeling feverish... having a bad flu... aiyo.... sick again again~... ytd jus ok onli.... isit infection? donno la... hope will get well fast.... okie.... i go do some work le...

-*sneeze* timmi signing off...

Sian? si bei Sian? si bei si bei sian?

lol... lets post in dialect.... =x

jing ji si bei sian leh.... ke zhi ze ta zhi sian gao tor hue... hang si na lo... yi kai air con me zai jing ji zor ni ah nah hang... aiyo.. ga li gong ar.. i zor bei tian gai... gia like gia ke.... bo tia shen sei gong wei... ha... hor la hor la... jing orh type leh... yong ang mo you goi...

hha.... lame la... nth better to go.... ok... later needa do lots of work... maybe i shd catch a nap or sth.... sianing sia.... no mood study... =x... hope tml not so bad... until 330 leh... ZZzz...

ok le... nth to post... except my hand super pain... haha...

-timmi signin off...

Argh!!! bleeding...

today nv go sch... sick... evening went out with frens to study... cuz i donno how to do the qns ma.. so went out to ask lo... managed to do a paper... but think i spent too much time doin it.... =/

later aaron joined... wah... he go claw me!!!!!!!! bleeding... i suffered 15 scars!!! 7 bleeding spots... =/ haiz... pain pain.... waliaos.. =( damn pain la...
got pics to show....

Life Without My Lappy~

haiz... laptop spoilt for a few days le... so tats y i seldom online... or blog.. desktop got ppl use.. mine got no internet.. so wats the point.. =.= actually today got SWS pract de.. but last min cancelled cuz the conductor had sth on.... oh well... next week bah.. =)

sry guys.. nv blog blog... mi will try to blog blog kaes? =x... haha... went out the whole note ytd.. went to the park at 5+... Zzz sian sia... but nvm la... at home oso sian... woke up at 3pm... "piggying" on the bed as usual... my mum was like spam-calling mi la... 11+ like tat... then i ans and said:"im slping in my room" Zzz... she didnt even realise i was at home... haha... anw... gotta rush out some papers... needa hand in tml de... haha... okie.. i go bathe le... all the best for yr exams guys.... smiles ^^

-timmi signing off~

mixed...

this few daes abit busy la.. work load alot... busy.. results not as good.. but expected... went out most of the time... study and hang ard... ytd cut finger... bleed like hell... sunday goin SWS... hope it turns out well..

feeling out of love... un-wanted.... fren came to spore find me sia.... dots.. sunday nite flying back le... sad... but nvm... nov i flying there.... Zzz... but i don want go.... sad la... anyway... hope everyone do well for their exams....

-tim signing off...

hmm... happi?

hmm.. today got back alot of results... not gd... as usual... nvm abt tat...

today boring... no life... Zzz... oh ya... went gavi hse... wah.. tat jack ar.. siao kao... jump so high... bark bark bark... haha.. scary...

hmm.. today went home... see mummi... weird.. she came daddy hse... hmm... did they? haha.... i think they ok le la.. got talk... i think is cuz sunday de talk... the pastor advise the parents to not add on any more stress on the child... think they realise le la.... so now shd be okay le... hope so....

ok.. today i tired.. tats all for now....

-timmi signin off...

Lots to say...

this few daes very busy.. moving hse ma... pack pack pack... then unpack unpack unpack.... still must send some of my stuff over to Aust..

oh ya.. my eye stop twitching le.. donno good or bad.. but now i got serious back ache... cannot stand staight, sit write... everything got prob... gastric probs coming back too... still alive thou... oh ya... got 32/40 for chem paper 3... happi =)... 1st in class... hope others oso come out good... physics pass... but not good... hope all goes well..

ytd i went for this study technique thingy held in my parish.. not bad la... lol..
"The Lord Is My Shepherd"
T- Think
L- Listen
I- Image
M- Memory
S- Style
lol... hope it works... anyway, i wont be sad le.. i told myself to be happi always... moody jiu moody.. don spoil others' mood... my probs r mine.. not their... so don be selfish... =)

today leh... packing again lo.. Zzz... back damn pain... pain until i cannot stand up... haha... think is good GG liao la... hope im fine... ohya... i told myself to chiong le... i hope i can do it.... i want to have super good result for Os.. if im doin it... mind as well do it to the best... y waste time getting 2nd when u can get first... and yes.. im a perfectionist... =x

goin out to all those getting back their result... the Prelims are not the end.. Os' the real show... keep moving.. result not good so wat... fins out ur errors.. move on... study hard.. y cry over spilt milk? get urself together and keep moving.. the wrold's round u know... it jus keeps moving.. so keep up the pace...

and to all taking their EOY exams.... guys... if u haven started... pls do... do wat u can.. focus on main points... spot qns.. see trends... if ur brain cannot handle 15 chapts... then select the one u know best and focus... its a risk... but its up to u if u wanna do it... don overwork guys, health is impt too yea? so, don study like siao... u need slp too... if u nv do well then jus move on... u still 101 things to do u know... =x i sound so naggy sia.... to sum up... all the best guys... if got probs pls go clear them.. frens teachers, anyone... need me help... tell me... i try to help.. but cannot confirm yea? >.<

lol... talk so much le... i haven talk abt chalet... i think i wanna cook.... i enjoy cooking... haha.... how many meals? anything u want... those goin leh... can try la... but i cannot confirm u will like my style of cooking... and those goin hor... must be more tolerant of each other kaes? don fight ar... watch out and care for one another... think we no need to spell out the rules bah.. but i hope tat u all will know wat to do... put so many rules then not fun le rite... chalet will be so boring... u uds de... but got somethings is a must la... we will tell u all de... cuz there, we eldest... we must look after everyone... thou we may not be the best.. but as eldest, we have the responsibility... so lets have fun yea? go there is to enjoy de... so now u all must work hard for ur EOY and Os or watever la... then alter we can hav all the fun u want.. =x.. haha.. kaes kaes... wo yao orh orh le... tml got sch...

Nitez guys, all the best yea? mi so excited.. still got alot to say but aiya... too much to type le... oh ya.. pls know ur limits hor.. u know wat i mean.. ahem.. =x

-excited yet worried timmi signing off..

Okie.. i'll be happi~

oh well.. today super sian~Sation again... haha... morning overslept... josh called me at 9+ then i went back to slp but felt uneasy so i checked the time... asked myself; today what day? got wat ar.... Ans; oh shit, got amaths...

changed and went to sch.. did 1 and 1/2 paper.. then went home cuz too noisy... lol..
reached home... eat le jiu slp... until 3+ wake up.. unpack things.. then bathe and eat... now blogging.. lol...

haiz... i think im missing someone... nv call or see for few days le... =
anyway... i'll try to be happi.. =)

-timmi signin off-

Boring!!! Zzz sianing~ rotting~

yet another saining 2 days... Zzz no comments lo... eye still twitching... i feel as if i was ditched.. Zzz.... today, somone smsed me... donno how to reply oso... cuz heard someone say tat the person said tat if i go for chalet, tat person will not go.. so leh... wat shd i do? Zzz...

anyway.. jus reached home from dinner with the usual gang... later gonna play dota with them.. sian sian sian... i think im missing sth... i feel empty.. short of sth... haiz.. i think i know wat tat is but i shall wait for tat something to find me... haiz...

anyway... tat person ask me wat tat person is to me... how shd i ans? haiz... fren...
warever la... sian diao le... hope tml will be a better day...

~timmi signing off~

Video-Shrek Dance Party

video for teachers' day... =)

BlueZ... 蓝蓝的一天。。。

Today was a Blue Blue dae... ytd sth happened... wasnt very happi abt it.. donno la.. shdn't bring it to tml.. anw... jus saw aaron's blog.. he scold me sia... say i stupid... don wanna send him the format.. =/ its not i don wanna send... he ask me tat time i was away... then like tat become my fault... haiz.. afternoon he and dickson called... ask me for help.. wasnt at home ma.. how to send? haiz.. dio meh by them somemore... sad... help ppl still dio meh... then i ask ms ong send them.. she say she send le... but they say they nv recieve... then now my fault... =/ haiz.. haiz... i take over Asst Band Major tat time oso dono wat to do.. no one pass down anything lo... i have to draft them out myself... they want a copy can jus say de ma... last min, then i not at home... trust other ppl to send but donno y nv send.. haiz.. all comes back to me.. i mean... u need help then ask nicely la... let my form teacher know i still chay band things, i will GG until very jia lat de leh.. nv think of others de.. unappreciative... haiz...

anw, today had amaths 1 and history... sure fail le la... haiz.... ytd very moody le.. today like tat.. totally screwed le la.. dam demoralised... but who is there for me at this very moment? no one... alone again... handle everything... haiz... after paper met up with gavi then sec 4s went for lunch... i no appetite... but then i see food then i bad mood.. then ate alot.. until i wanna vomit... =/ crazy mi...
after tat they suggested goin to aaron's hse... then went lo... haiz... wasnt feeling too good... didnt do much la... was very sian 1/2.. haiz... suddenly so much happened... some cannot be mentioned... and wheres tat someone who said will be there when i need u? haiz.. still scold me.. =(

i see no colour now.... everything is in monotone... no rainbow... no mood.. no nth.... haiz... wanna post sth happi but jus carn find any... sad...=[

~commentless me signing off..

wah... busy busy~...

sry ar.. nv blog for 2 days... sat was busy packing my stufF... wah.. backache... lol... now still backache~ =( ok~.. sunday went for nephew's bday party.. my old condo there.. today leh.... after papers le went to edward hse then went back to sch.. meet ray, joshua and shermann.. went to aaron shen's chalet... reach there awhile dickson and aaron called... ask me abt attendance... tried to help but think they don appreciate~ scold me somemore.. haiz... sad~ then later went north point to zap score.. kope alot sia... then took mrt home.. so long... haiz.. on the way~.. a close fren called.. not feeling too good.. tried to comfort him.. hope hes feeling better.. =) rmb.. still got us!!! smile!!!

~~timmi signing off~

Okie... today make happi entry okie?

lol... today after prelims went for lunch then went Aaron hse... haha... abit sian la... learn clarinet, play 02 jam... lol.... but then... i got new scars!!!! aaron scar me.. lol.. but nvm la.. nv think so much... anyway.. smile...





-timmi signing off...

Twitching left eye... omen?

Hmm... today i finish earli.. 10am off.. then hang ard in sch until abt 11.. then went hg mall walk walk... then go home... slp.. ah mah called.. ask me go hg mall.. ok lo... then wake up.. play maple... haha.. then later call josh.. then went to meet them.. Zzz... shermann PS kia... ask us go then he go home... -.-'l|

oh well.. today my eye keep twitching oso... OMEN?! is it a sign? haiz.... scared scared... y like tat... anyway... went josh hse jus now... his bro damn evil... bully me sia -.-lll... Zzz...

jus bathe and had dinner... now blogging... shd i study later? donno.. i try la..
speaking abt studying, today's paper crap la... so difficult... gonna say FAIL as usual... Physics Paper 2... not enough time sia... =( hope 0 lvl not like tat...

look on the bright side... stay happi and smile ppl...

-timmi signing off..

Wat happened????

hmm... today maths 1 and el 2... hai hao bah... not much to comment except admitting the fact tat i spent too much time drifting away again... =/ kept on thinking... haiz... no comments...

anw... today went for luch with gavi and shermann... magic wok again... getting abit sick of the oily food... then later weeong gary and josh came... walk abit, had deserts then went gary hse... nth to do oso... play heart attack... dio pinched by joshua... bleeding leh... weeong oso kana... but nvm la.. i oso got pinch them... >.< went home at abt 6 then re organie my storage..

then now.. blogging lo.. gonna try to study... but tat qn still float in my mind.. lingering abt... disturb my concentration... ZZzz... jus say gavi's nick... seems like hes very very angry... went to read his blog... more or less know is who offend him.. but i oso donno wat happened... cannot comment much... but i hope things will be settled soon... unhealthy to go on like tat...

oh well... i today realise tat my blog all sad sad de... like my life so sad... no happiness de... Zzz... bu zhi dao la.... 9th time le... ha.. how? angel? any suggestions?

and my left eye kept twitching.... 2 days le... haiz... wont wat is gonna happen... ah mah... i need a tarot reading!!! =/

-troubled timmi signing off...

Sian... no time!!!! Y msn cannot work... anw.. super long post for today

sry bloggie... ytd no time blog... today i post 2 okie?=)

-Monday...
today had my first 2 papers.. EL1 and SS... haiz... i sit in the hall and stare blank... mental block i guess... i kept thinking of sth someone told me...Zzz...
sure fail liao la... haiz.. =(

after exams, the sec 4s went out for lunch at Magic wok as usual.. =/ food sucks!!!
i order shark's fin... so pathetic la... so small and doesnt even taste like shark's fin... Zzz... so ex somemore... =/ after tat.. wee, gary and josh came to find us.. then we walk ard.. went library... after tat... aaron, ray and ryan came... Zzz.. made so much noise in the library... =x haiz... nth to do le jiu pei them go food court for their meals...

went home after tat.. on the way... tat qn came to me again... i donno how le la..
haiz... tried to use msn... but cannot... donno y la.. everyone oso cannot use...
i now then realise one day no msn can die de leh!!! anyway... fell aslp after dinner... josh woke me up at 930... tok until 10+ with kenneth and rainald... then they all go slp... then i leh... go play maple lo... haiz... no mood.. die and die.. cuz of tat qn again...

1 am le.. i gonna sms josh tat time then he called... actually he wanna do his work and study for his home econs test de.. but his daddy haven slp then he cannot switch on light.. later sure dio kan... then we tok lo... tok tok tok... until abt 3+ 4+ like tat... then i go try msn.. can work... daffy online.. so ask her call lo... 2 person very bored... tok until 430... she want slp... so we say u go slp while we do ur man tok.. then wake u up at 5 then u go prepare for sch.. lol... but she donno got slp anot la... think she heard everything we said.. =x.. oh well.. she put down le then we oso put down lo... go slp.. tired.. but already 530 le... slp wat?

630 woke up... drop dead... 640 revived... dead again... 7 got screamed at then woke up.. see time then haiz.. gonna be late le... no time shower!!!! idiot!!!! argh!! wash up then change then go sch for Stupid CL exam....

-Tuesday...
today leh... CL exam... so difficult la... i write letter for like almost 1 hr la.. then left so little time for compo... Zzz... took 15 mins to uds the qns... cuz my CL lan dao~... haiz... sian la.. write until can slp... cuz sore eye then got air con ma... eye pain pain... but luckily i wasnt late... still got time to grab a drink.. green tea as usual.. die le.. addicted.. must drink everyday!!!=X

oh well.. had a break... sec 4 gathered at canteen at the usual place.. tok abit... while i stand there.. gona drop dead le.. Zzz.. anw.. went for paper 2... Zzzz.. worse... i do the first one.. er... cloze passage.. 15 mins.. 2 ans out of 10 qns... then i skip lo.. went to the MCQ compre and of cuz the dreadful open ended compre... Zzz... i see the time left like 45 mins for open ended then i tot jus nice... but i read the passage for like 30 mins la... so difficult.. Zzz... haiz... then die lo... donno how ans... Zz.... then left 15 mins still got like 3 more qns then i panic la.. anyhow ans... haiz.. then left 3 mins.. still got 2nd passage then i don intend to do le... just flip to the explain the meaning qns then try to crap sth out.. haiz... shuan le la.. no mood do oso... i donno y i read the passage until i go think abt the qn again... then i tot of a movie i watched... "firefly graveyard" or sth.. wah... tat time i watch i sob sia... then i think then i almost sob.. so sad la.. then story ar... aiyo.. u go watch la... very sad... think cuz the passage abt a mother ma... then tat movie the mother die... then korkor become mother lo.. take care of meimeix.. haiz... sad la..

anyway... after the paper.. got hair check.. i kana as usual.. sideburns and front.. wat ever la... i go home oso nv care.. tml jus try to comb neater lo.. Zzz.. got back amaths test... jus managed to past.. miss choy say she worry sia... i no comments la... she nag... i got pract.. but then stil like tat... wat can i do... haiz... no body at home to teach me.. no one to take care of me.. i bao gao liao leh.. haiz.. nvm la... forget it... jus try harder!!!

oh well.. got back papers le then go foyer... wah... the sec 4 all ps sia.. no one there.. all go home... then i went back staff room lo.. gotta wait for josh oso ma.. needa get tat book from him... then auntie poh lin ask me go help her take the register.. wah.. i scared sia.. go office... later kana caught for hair.... but nvm la... i go there wanna ask the clerk take then i very luan... cannot interpret myself... must be cus i thinkin of the qn again... Zzz... nvm la.. after tat.. shermann called me... then ask me wanna go eat anot then i say ok lo..
he say he waiting for xiao neo then we wait together lo.. later josh came out le.. pass me the book then i ask him wanna go eat anot.. then ryan came.. ask him.. ok lo.. then wait for xiao neo... went hg mall... go eat carrot cake.. =) then later follow them go buy present... then they go find Dickson they all.. his bday ma.. then shermann mi and ryan go home lo...

reached home.. played 02jam.. then sian le jiu go watch tv.. watch until i slp... 8 woke up... switch on comp then go bathe.. had dinner.. not nice de.. =( think cuz i no appetite bah.. Tat Qn again.. nvm.. then now come blog lo... type for 37 mins sia... Zzz.. now gonna try to do some maths... tml maths 1 and eng paper 2... hope i wont have metal block again... bless me!!!

anw... wish all sec 4E and 5N ppl all the best la... -smile- hope tml will be a better day... guardian angel must be with me ok? i need ur help... okie blog... hope i have more time to blog again... smile kae... take care.. see u later...

~timmi signing off... thinking again...

wah... mi so stressed... PRELIMS!!!

haiz... today leh.. woke up at abt 2pm... slept at 5+ again.. carn slp... kept thinking of u know who... anyway... played maple until lvl up...Zzz.. sian..

oh well.. back to main pt... SO STRESSED!!! prelims tml and i haven even studied a word... sian la.. sure fail liao... howhowhow... prelims 2 weeks... 2 weeks go thru paper.. then o liaoz!!! si la... where my darling.. need u to take care of mi liao.. sure fall sick de... today keep sneezing again.. y ar? u missing mi izit? or im jus sick.. haiz... how? i donno how liao...

anyway.. today celebrated daddy's bday... and mummi came... hope they ok le.. jus had dinner... waiting for the cake.. =) daffy oso celebrated her daddy bday today... at her granny's place... lol... tml's daddy, daffy's daddy and KC's bday... wishing them happiness and prosperity!!! all the best!!!

tuesday's dickson's bday... wish him all the best in everything and tat he'll be happi always!!! and of course smooth sailing for ya studies and everything la...

back to me... im still missing u know who... Zzz... hope to see u know who soon... smile everyone..

-love sick timmi signin off...

Mixed Emotions

oh wel.. today lvl up le... finally... stupid maple.... so diff to lvl.. Zzz... the job thing quite fun la... not bad..

anyway... i gonna slp le.. very tired... and sian... and of course.. missing someone... hope i'll dream abt tat someone or sth... >.< nitez bloggie...

-timmi signin off...

missing you...

morning overslept... then nv go for remedial... =( after tat... continue installing the programs... played 02jam... brought julius for hair cut... then came home and SLP... woke up then chiong maple... korkor and i.. 10% intervals... lol...

anyway... whole day no mood.. keep thinking of someone... missing you so much... >.< haiz.. carn call tonite.. jiejie came home... =( nvm... i miss u!!! >.<

Strick it rich? chey... onli monopoly.. >.<

hmm... today morning call someone... lol... scared nv wake up so call 3-4 times... then later continue slp... wah... then rainald joesph hanwen all sms mi.... until i wake up... reply le jiu slp... then wake up by sms and the cycle goes on.. lol...

after tat... woke up cuz miss someone... =( then joseph called... ask mi i goin anot... then i say no... cuz mummi don allow... but then i sneak out later... =) hee.. go joseph hse play majong.. then play monopoly!!! yeah... i own them sia... play until everything mine.. =) too bad not real de.. Zzz..

after tat watch ah mah play FFX.. then everyone went home... mi went church.. wah... so long sia... more then 1 hr... Zzz.. then came home ate dinner... finally... i was like so hungry... =X ahhah... went to bathe after tat... now reformat my comp.. lol... later gonna call someone.... missing someone...

-love someone and miss someone..
-timmi signing off..

Fire? Dio fake again...

Today dio fake so many times... Zzz... go joseph hse awhile then got summon back home... on the way met aaron they all... help then pick ball from the canal then dio meh by some !@#$%^&* old hag... he think he old i scared ar... nv see us throw down the bin say we throw... still take video of us taking it out... we doin it out of kindness okie? nv se don anyhow say.. i curse u!!! fking cb... accuse accuse... go screw then canal la.. argh!!!!

then before seeing aaron, went to another fren hse... pass him sth... then dio fake.. sad.. everytime ask me go then make mi wait outside de.... haiz... donnno y he must always do tat... haiz... nvm la... i broke le... still bought him food... then he still like tat... unappreciative... sad... oh well... i'll jus be sad while he enjoy his fun... =( haiz!!!!!

then went home... then realise no one at home... dio fake again... haiz.. then went joseph hse again.. cuz they say wanna go out for dinner... wah... dio fake again... his mum dial KFC delivery... =/ but nvm la... at least got ppl enjoy eating... =) others happi i oso happi...

this is the interesting part... when zhihan went to bring out the trash... he saw glowing oranging thingy.. then ask us go see... see le... at first we donno wat.. suspect is fire... then went to 15 floor see... wah!!! really fire sia... interesting!!! haha... then later we all go take 161 to Compass Pt there... went to one of the blocks... wah!!! DIO FAKE AGAIN!!! its jus the incenerator.... dots!!! haiz.. then went to CP to buy drink then go home le lo... now blogging and listening song... jus finish bathing...

-timmi signin off...

=) Zzz

nth much happened yts.. went ah mah hse... Zz... not at joseph hse.. Zzz... play majong until very sian liao... morning got woken up by joshua's call.. ask me play o2 jam... Zzz... sian sian... donno y la.. i very sian....

haiz... now oso donno wat to do... they still playing... mi leh.. use comp =).. okie... see u tonite bloggie... =)

New Dae New Beginning

Today's a new dae... and i shall put all misery behind me... hope tat my life will get better... =) actually today goin out for lunch with Woman and sec 4s... but suddenly posponed.. >.<

lol... smile ppl... hee... okie.. mi go do my stuff le... cheers everyone =)

-TimMi Signing off-

Its A Long LonG StoRy...

oh well.. jus reached home.. =) jus now joseph and weeong ask me y i stay with my dad.. lol... haiz... since i told them le... i shouldn't hide it anymore...

here goes the truth tat i'll been trying so hard to hide... =(
A few mths back.. my parents had a tiff over some personal matters... after tat.. they fell out... and my mum left... haiz... wasnt ard to stop her... regretted... i had band tat day... =( oh well..

ever since then.. i'll been running between both hses.. but currently am living with dad cuz its nearer to sch.. its not easy u know.. im sandwiched in the middle.. i don want them to D.... but... its realli difficult.. lately.. i carn contact my mum... which made me real sad... and the darling i speak of in this blog is her... i hope u guys read le wont anyhow go spread tat my darling is someone else... its not nice and oh nvm.. haiz, the reason y i use the name darling is cuz i wanna hide the truth tat stm like tat has happened...

oh well... today its my turn to fall out... i recieve a msg.. from someone... i couldn't explain... haiz... nvm abt tat... tat someone wish mi and darling well... =\... oh well... how many of you guys reading know this is happening to me? do u guys know how much i envy you? having a warm and lovin family? my life used to be so perfect... i had such a huge hse... warm family... money and all... and slowly its all being taken away from me... it always happens this way.. when i finally start to recover from it.. it comes again... haiz... sometimes i jus wanna let go of everything... jus don wake up from slp or sth...

how i wish i had someone to talk to... someone to care for me.. someone to share my troubles... oh well... frens are all i got now.. and my blog... haiz... try having to handle all those + stress from frens + stress from studies + stress from teachers + many many more... esp band... im so attached to it.... i carn leave... alot of things has happened... some confidential... some happi.. most sad... but i still love my band... i donno why...

and now...im feeling lost again... what shd i do... i want my old life back... my family and all... guardian angels.... pls come help me... give me hope b4 i give up hope... haiz... im so super sad now... i need to be alone... sry my fair bloggie..
hope those who read will try to uds...

-timmi signing off =(

LoNg DaE!!! BaD DaE... GooD DaE... Zzz

Morning got amaths mock exam... hai hao la... sure fail... =x... oh well... repied a sms... sian sian... after exam went home to bathe and change... then go PS find fren....

so funni... at first say not watching movie but in the end watch... ant bully.. lol... quite funi la... not bad... got pics =x... but then i very suay la... i drop my wallet... i think inside... then went back to find oso cannot find... Zzz... new wallet leh... billabong de... T.T ytd bought today lost!!!! argh!!!!!@#$%^&*
i think bilabong things all cursed la... first hanwen's wallet lost... then weeong's.. now mine... all same brand... billabong... Zzz... needa use back the converse de... sian 1/2... waste money!!!

LOL... Shh...

Weeong eating some white and sticky thingy.. =.=

Doin last min work.. =x ahem...

Handsome guy...

Those who went..


now leh... goin out with gavi, weeong they all... go "pasar malam" walk walk...
later come home i got sth to type... very long de.... see u later my fair bloggie..

Monday~ Zzz

today leh.. quite alot happened... morning went to sch... then do some self study... after tat went home to bathe then go rainald hse... stupid netgear la... his wireless cannot connect de.... T.T waste mua time...

aft3r tat... aaron and josh came... lol... boring la... his hse nth to do de... onli think i can think of is to slp.... lol... we sent swimming... not fun... awhile onli cuz security say we not wearing the triangle thingy... lame la... nvm... generation gap... such a spoilt spot...nvm lo... then we go back bathe and all... then ray came.. lol... 6+ left...

went hippo hse for dry swimming... until like 11+ lol... heee... weeong ahmah joseph all there... sry to keep u guys waiting... =) anyway.... tired la... tml still got amaths mock exam... nv tell darling... =x... hope i'll be able to handle...=]

came home... called darling... now got ans... be busy.... nvm la... jus wanna wish good nite... oh well... now i feeling abit lost... short of love i guess...

-timmi signing off with fake smile... -

Mood swinged... running fever..

today leh... quite boring la... woke up at 11+ play maple... tok on msn... then later bathe and go church... haiz.... y nowadays everyone sad sad de... i see them sad sad i cannot cheer them up then i even more sad.. i feel so useless... ytd daph was feel under the weather... couldn't cheer her up... then later, another fren feeling down... oso cannot cheer him up... im so useless la... -moody-

after church came home for dinner... then went out to help gavi with him blog... took so long la... stupid laggy mac internet... but nvm la... completed.. i very proud of myself... cuz i managed to make someone happi... and learn new things.. =)
actually i donno how to make de... then on the way.. i learn lo... -happi-

after tat... someone call me... remind me of darling... haiz... i donno wanna call anot.. cuz i know wont be ansed de... darling oso nv find me... sad... now leh.... donno wat to do... feel lost again... maybe redo my blog or sth la... haiz... -sad-

haiz... now having fever... today and ytd same... keep sneezing... are the sneezes signs of darling missing me? or cursing me? haiz... feeling ill... hope darling's beside to take care of me... =(-sick-

dear blog... pls tell me wat to do... haiz... its the 7 time tis happened... haiz... shd i jus do tat... cuz haiz.. nvm... no mood to type le... -troubled-

-no comments de timmi signin off-

Moodless...

12+ le... shd i call? will it be ans? haiz... donno... shd i go home?... hmm... let me think abt it... haiz... sianing now... i donno wat to do... realli no mood for anything... am i going nuts? or am i jus feeling down?

oh well.. hope tml will be a better dae.. now.. i hav to think of sth to do...Zzz...

Yet Another Boring Dae

Nth much today too... reach home at 5+ am... slp until 12+ in between got woken by some phone calls... played 02 jam till 6+ then watch tv... had dinner... bathed and im here.. blogging again... Zzz...super boring...

as usual.. kept thinking of u know who... wanted to call but have a feeling wont be answered.. so nv call... think so much oso donno for wat... haiz... nv see nv hear for so many days... i wonder wats gonna happened on 17th nov's evening... will i be forgotten? will tat special someone miss me? we'll have to wait and see...

anw.. tuesday got amaths mock exam.. Zzz.. hope can arrange to start earlier so tat i can go for movie with daph aaron and gang... oh well.. out of words again...
nth to write i guess... tats all for now...

~comment-less timmi sadly signin off...

sad again

Zzz... dio gan dio gan.. haiz.... then wanna find darling toktok... oso cannot get thru... shuan le la... later goin out with weeong and gavi... go mac... haiz... sian 1/2 la... no mood liao.. =(

sian sian day...

today leh... nth much happened.... woken by dickson's msn chat...lol... then later try help him with his blog... lol.. didnt help much.. later leh... play o2 jam with him and rainald... afternoon went out.. come home slp until now... dreamt of my darling... haiz.. make me miss more onli... sian sian.... T.T... now watchin atlantis on disney channel...toking to dickson on msn...